I know I say "I LOVE JAE" a lot but it doesn't mean just that. It's just that I'm not good with words.. and I don't know how to express all the things I feel for him. I don't know how to say that he saved me, in the way that I'd be stuck without his words, without his exemple, without the strength his existence gives me, I wouldn't be where I am today and I wouldn't have experienced the amazing things I have this last year. I don't know how to say that I look up to him so much that he inspires me every day. I don't even know how to say that his smile and his laugh and the thought of him being happy is so powerful that it sometimes brighten up my day in less than a second. So I just say I love him. Cause it's true! But it's also much more than that.