#but yeah ...

[kesoyotes]

concepts for a new oc .....

[g-on-ef]

You a bitch

You *are* a bitch

if you're gonna insult me the least you can do is use proper grammer

[vincenzo-s]

Anyone got drama recommendations where the woman is the ceo or just rich etc...so tired of seeing the dame tropes in kdrama land why doesn't anyone want to do anything different 😭😔

[janeives]

MAJOR    DIVERGENCIES .    this    will    be    added    to    as    they    come    to    me .    i    am    also    working    through    a    massive    google   document   of    every    major    event    in    janes   timeline   ( re    my    personal    canon  )    from    pre    season    to   post    season    (  &    all    seasons    in    between  ) . 

this    is    a    quick    write    up    of    a    couple    of    the    larger    divergencies    that    came    to    mind .    enjoy !

( s4 specific )    peter    ballard    is    not    an    enemy    in    my    canon,   nor    does    he    possess    telekinetic    abilities    or    superpowers   of    any   kind .    he    is   also    not    in    any    way    linked    to    the    upside    down .    this    is   quite    a    significant    divergence ,    but    i   personally    preferred    him    as    an    accomplice    /    friend    to    jane   rather    than    what    he    became .    to    me ,    his    betrayal   felt   predictable   and   useless .       additionally ,    i   felt   that   the   upside   down   plotline   as   a   whole   is    getting   a    little   tired   and   convoluted .   it   seems   like   she’s   in    the    same    position   every   season ,    so    i    tend    to    acknowledge    very    little    in    terms   of    the    shows   portrayal   of    that    dimension   /   its    subsequent    monsters   and   jane’s   involvement   with   them .    my    preference    is    to   explore   the   aftermath    and     consequences    of    their   experiences    in   and   with    the    parallel    universe   ( both    mentally   and    physically ),    as    i   believe    there’s   a   lot    of    untapped   potential ,    but   i    find    certain   elements    interesting   and   others   boring   and    worn    out .

with    that    said ,    no   other   numbered   children   exist   within    my    canon .       i     elaborate    on   this   in   my   google   doc ,   but   re    my    canon  :    terry    was    accepted    into    a   paid    volunteer    program   under    the    guise   of   medical   research    after   applying    through    an    ad    she   found   stapled    to    a   utility    pole   outside    the    diner    in    which    she    worked .    the    ad    specifically    targeted    pregnant    women    ( so    no ,    brenner    is    not    jane’s    biological    father ).    she    was   one    of    several    women    who    were    accepted    into   the   program ,    however    all   other   fetuses    died    in   utero    or   were    miscarried .    jane    is    the    only    one    to    survive   and    have   been   born ,    hence    brenner’s    dedication    and   commitment    to    her .    she    was    always    his    only    chance .

kali    also    does   not   possess   superpowers .    she    was ,    however ,    involved    with   a   subsect   of   experimentation   on    children    who   were   either   picked   up   as   orphans   or   trafficked    by   the    government  .      this    was    conducted     prior   to    the    knowledge   that   jane   possessed   any   kind   of    psychic    abilities ,    and   the    project   was   started    during    a   period    of    time   where    hnl   couldn’t    do    a   whole    lot    with    jane    as   she   was   very    young ,    therefore    their    focus   shifted    temporarily   to    this    new   project   ( what    we   would   probably   find   more   in   line    with    something    like   the    real    experiments   of    mkultra ).    kali   was    treated   much    more    harshly   than    jane .    she    was    subjected    to    more    physical    violence ,    and    her    training    was    less    about    psychic    abilities   and   more   about    brain    washing    tactics ,    electroshock    therapy ,    indoctrination ,    drug    experimentation ,    and    spy    training .    she    was    later   able   to    escape    using    some    of    the   skills   she    was   taught    in   the   lab ,    as    well    as    with    the    help    of    peter    ballard .    after    fleeing ,    she    goes    on    to    find   the   chosen    family    we    see   on   the    show    in    chicago ,    she    falls    into    a     life    of    crime ,    and    she    enacts    vengeance    on    some    retired    employees    of    hnl .    i    spent    a    long     time    thinking    about   how   i    wanted    to    implement    kali’s    character ,    because   i   liked   her    as    a    character   but   hated    how   she   was   handled   in   the     show .    this    is    a    narrative   that   i    personally    feel    makes    a   lot    more    sense    than    what    we    were    given . 

[appleoctopie]

meng yao always sleeps sandwiched between mingjue - head pillowed on his arm, fingers pressing against the hot skin beneath his shirt - and xichen - kept warm by the press of a body against his back, an arm around his waist, fingers splayed across his stomach. 

he doesn’t always start there.

some nights he goes to bed before even xichen - on the days when he’s just too tired - and he’ll wake up sometime during the night, held so tightly by two sets of arms that he can barely breathe. yet those nights he breathes the deepest he ever does, the weight of the two bodies a comfort. 

some nights he goes to bed after xichen, and those nights he curls up close to his side, his fingers only a breath away from touching skin. he rolls away to let xichen have his space, only to find himself tugged back by a hand on his wrist, the chest below him warm and solid. he stares down at xichen - who didn’t even wake up - and he can’t help but let himself fall just a little bit more in love.

those nights mingjue tries not to wake them, but meng yao is a light sleeper and mingjue’s steps are hard to make soft. meng yao reaches for him as he sits on the edge of the bed - a rough hand slides across sheets to meet his, fingers lacing through his own. mingjue doesn’t crowd him, but somehow by the morning the hand will have become an arm around him, his body pressed close to meng yao’s.

some nights he’s the last to bed. he stands in the doorway and stares at the mess of limbs that make up his lovers, at the way mingjue holds xichen to his chest like he’s something precious - he is - at the way xichen’s arm is stretched across the empty bed, like he’s searching for something - someone - that isn’t there.

meng yao stares at them and wonders how there could possibly be a place for him, wonders how he ever thought he could belong.

he climbs into the empty space and makes himself as small as he can, a gnawing emptiness eating at his insides, his thoughts too loud to let him sleep.

those nights he is alone.

until xichen finds what he’s been searching for and rolls towards him, his chest pressing flush against his back, heartbeat a steady reminder - i am here. i am yours. i love you.

until mingjue reaches across the body between them, his fingers soft and gentle as they slide through meng yao’s, a reminder that he is there too, that he always will be - you are here. you are ours. you are loved.

those nights love settles over meng yao like a blanket and he doesn’t question it, doesn’t deny the warmth that flutters against his chest

those nights he lets himself be loved

[tastethesetears]

[usertoxicyaoi]

eid mubarak !!💓💓

yuraaaa!!! hiiii my angel!!! thank you so so much!! eid mubarak to you too lovely!!