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He wasn’t even sure why he told him that, he should have been focusing on telling him about everything he had ruined. ❝Do you even know why you are sorry?❞ Huffing, he sat down, his hands running through his hair in frustration. He wanted to be angry at him so much. To hate him. It would make things easier. He wouldn’t be any different than the Dark Army and soon enough they would both be destroyed. He hated that he couldn’t hate him. If he did he could blame everything on him. It would be easier than to blame someone he had never met, to have him as the source of his grief. Hate or love, Elliot was part of it. His dream was destroyed before he found that he was just a pawn, before Santiago had informed him about Joanna’s death with that cold look in his face.
❝It wasn’t supposed to be this way. None of it. ❞ At the same time, he didn’t want to hate him. Elliot was the only one he had left. But did it really matter, if Elliot did not want to be there? If the connection he had felt was just as real as the control they had over White Rose’s plan? No, what he felt must have been real, even if it was over. It all had to mean something, he couldn’t have been so wrong.
❝ Did you ever wanted this? How things were supposed to be...❞