#bye night

[mysme-cutie]

((I’ll continue this stripping meme tomorrow, try him as much as you want lolol

[romanticsims]

I normally don’t talk about personal shit on here unless it somewhat relates to my posts or story, but I’m in such a weird fucking mood,,,like I don’t want to do anything. I don’t want to get up, I don’t want to read or write, I don’t want to watch anything, I don’t want to sleep either. But I don’t want to do fucking nothing???? I don’t want to talk to anyone but I don’t want to talk to myself.

I don’t feel sad but I’m not happy?? I’m just in total blah mode

My depression is gone (for now) so this is kinda abnormal for me currently so I’m just lying in bed with no energy but I’m not tired?!??!?????? idfk if my body is weird or if it’s my head being fucking crazy like it always is

I just...want to know why I feel like this? like why does my mind decide to go into a complete blank state where I have no interest in anything? Is it a coping mechanism? and if it is what am I coping with???? cause I sure as hell don’t fucking know I was fine an hour ago wtf

do I just have no control over my mind at all and this is just something that happens with no explanation? if that’s true CAN I TURN IT OFF PLEASE WHERE IS THE SWITCH WHERE IS THE DIAL IS THERE A BUTTON I NEED TO PRESS TO FEEL AGAIN????

okay that’s it tahnks for listening byee

*Update: I read a few happy Waven scenes and I feel better. Leave it to those lovesick fuckers to make me feel again

[xulme]

#myscraps #mybackburner

[kingotabek]

I'm falling asleep

Night guys! And ideas nonny! Feel free to murder my ass with your beautiful wonderful inspiring headcanons while I'm gone if you have more. I cant think of better things to wake up to!

[ihpc]

there has been new crystal ep’s and no one told me

[joshuahonq]

you guys would miss me if i was gone right? 

[biancakezzz]

Bakit ganun? Ang sakit ng sikmura ko. Sobra eh. Hindi ko alam kung bakit ganto to kasakit, kumain naman ako ng dinner kanina. Sikmura yung masakit eh, hindi tyan. Arghh. Hindi ko alam kung ano dapat inumin na gamot. Itutulog ko na lang siguro to kaso hindi pa ako inaantok. Haay ano ba yan. Pipilitin ko na lang siguro matulog na. Good night.

[biancakezzz]

Hindi ko na kaya. Antok na ko. Bahala na kung nasan na siya. Sana gumapang na 'yung gagamba pababa ng kama. Huhu. Malay niyo paggising ko bukas ako na si Spider-woman. Oha. Haha ge.