Closed for @mincedoaths , Amar Kapoor
Setting: Outside after the talk with Kyungseok but before meeting Juyeon.
Why were their tears on my face. TJ muttered to himself angrily wiping his eyes on his sleeve. He just was feeling done. The firefighter couldn't help but wonder why.
By all intents, he thought tonight would be the equilvalent of a fireman's ball.A good time with some food and less stress. Maybe a slight chance to spend time with his friends and loved ones. It was suppose to be a good night.
But the speech and seeing how it was affecting others, was affecting TJ. The way people were anxious and unsure. The way he himself was unsure but had to push back his own feelings. TJ was sniffling looking over the puddle and squatting near it.
It was like he could see Thor sparkling in the moonlight. Thor, the level 3 agent that saved others before himself. Thor sparkling justice. Thor....himself as an idealized hero. But what did that mean for him? Was his heroism is a lie.
TJ looked at the familar shadow and forced a smile. No reason to worry Amar.
"My allergies were acting up." TJ said with a sad smile.