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James Cook & Toni Topaz
[[Under the cut bc this got hella long]]
1. When she hurt him and he responded with: Anger
“So WHAT?? You think you can just fucking show up an it’s gonna make a difference?? Guess what sweet cheeks-Cookie doesn’t care anymore. You made it pretty clear back there that you don’t give a SHIT about what I do. So you don’t get to show up now and try and stop me from doing something STUPID. You don’t actually get a say. When I--you....You pushed me out PRINCESS. Now fuck off and quit acting like you got a PLACE here. You wanna smash my heart to BITS again?? I’m not in the mood ta listen to more of your shit.”
2. When she hurt him: Physically
“Jesus Tone! When I said you needed a BODYGUARD I was just joking. You didn’t need to prove your point. One inch higher and that woulda been a roundhouse kick ta my fucking face. I’m just too pretty for that. I see your point, its very impressive. Just don’t fucking do that again.”
3. When she hurt him and he responded with: Jealously
“What the fuck is this?? Who the hell is that and why are his hands on your waist?! Sorry, dick breath but she’s already spoken for. I suggest you take your SORRY ass somewhere else before I pound your skull in. Got any fuckin’ questions? This girl deserves twice the man either of us are, so back up before I land BOTH of us in a jail cell.”
4. When she hurt him to his breaking point.
“I can’t do it anymore. I can’t love her. I can’t DO this to myself. Every time I try and LET someone in it BITES me in the ass. I lost Effy to Freddie, I lost Toni because I’m an IDIOT. If I had been better if I hadn't been so much of a FUCK UP then maybe she’d actually want me. Why is it so hard for me to keep someone. Why am I destined to end up with nothing?”
5. When she hurt him by hurting herself (idk like getting way too drunk or some other self-destructive behaviour)
“Don’t ever pull that shit again. I never want to see that again? You hear me? You are so FUCKING beautiful Toni. You’ve got a mind that kicks my ass every day of the week. I don’t want to see THAT ever again. I want you to come to me next time, I want to help you, I can if you’ll let me. But PLEASE, please, don’t go through it alone next time.”












