Hey there everyone, I really want to apologize for the long disappearance. (Hides in shame) I can explain as to why I vanish for like an entire month. Please don’t drag me into further more drama as I wish to be left alone and think for myself.
Yes, there is this debacle that has ripped the self ship community that I think is still ongoing and I am getting so fed up with the whole drama one side made (I won’t say who’s to blame for now, but still) against another that made me to almost give up on the community altogether. It nearly broke my heart thinking about it since the last To My S/I Event I participated in.
Then my aunt got tested positive for C19 as the virus didn’t left her body immediately after she first recovered. My mom got paranoid about it that she had us go through a Red Cross saliva test and, out of everyone who did it, I was tested positive and it’s off to be stuck in a mostly vacant house of another of my relatives for 2 weeks for me: trying to get sunlight, taking Vitamin C/Zinc supplements, eating mostly warm food, sleeping early, and being mostly bored out of my mind. I spent most of the time on DWRP and watching YouTube instead since I didn’t want to distress people over my health and I was depressed from being tested positive.
So my cousin’s fiancée arranged a swab test in a test site in Mandaluyong to make that the virus had left me, and after 16 days in isolation, I was in the clear for good. And since I couldn’t shake off the mess, I mostly avoid Tumblr for over a month.
I just don’t know where to go from there, but I am hoping to get back to the swing of things soon. Not immediately but slowly. Here’s hoping that May and the rest of the year will be kinder to me.