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location: private clinic date: 30 & 31, October ✧ Halloween

𝐍𝐄𝐕𝐀 𝐖𝐀𝐒 𝐈𝐑𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐃 because she wanted to go to Halloween parties, but she couldn't. Or even go clubbing. At the least, she got a decaf, spicy latte which is something she was craving. Ryan had left early, and she was reading a book this time, unable to sleep. The blonde felt a contraction, and she left the book aside and imagined it was the normal one… The ones her body is preparing for the birth. Minutes later, she felt a soft contraction… And she was ignoring it. And the pain came back all over again, from the contraction stronger this time… She called the nurse, explained what was happening, and warned her that Neva was going to have the babies now. ❛ You're fucking joking, right? ❜ The blonde inquired when the nurse shook her head and went to call her doctor and the team that would help her.

She lay in the side, groaning softly with the pain from contraction, and called to her husband. ❛ Ry, I'm having the babies now. Just come, please… ❜ She spoke with pain in her tone and turned off the call. Her phone was in her bed, and the battery was full, Ryan had charged when she was asleep, he was always doing it. ⎯ Her doctor arrived, to check on her, and gave her instructions. She needed to be 10cm dilated to start the procedures. ❛ We will give you your Epidural. ❜ He assured her, watching her feeling pain, in case if the plans would change. The nurse gave her the epidural, and she was waiting for Ryan. Neva gripped one of the nurse's wrists. ❛ I want… My husband. Or a lawyer. ❜ The nurse looked at her and cackled. ❛ Lawyer for what? ❜ ❛ Divorce, if he did not show up right now! ❜ The nurse cackled at her words, assuring her that her husband would move mountains to be at her side. The nurse was the one who helped Ryan to snuck her cat inside of her room. She could sense her distress… And caressed her head, Neva hadn't left her grasp on her wrist. ❛ Open your mouth. ❜ Neva did what she said, and she put a pink macaroon to de-stress the blonde, she had picked the box of pink macaroons from Neva's room because she needed to eat anything that made her happy and avoid stress. She'd hand it to Ryan when he stepped into the room. The Swedish blonde let it go off her wrist and ate it softly, moaning and starting to sweat, her cheeks were crimson from the heat of her own body.

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𝐍𝐄𝐕𝐀 𝐖𝐀𝐒 𝐃𝐎𝐈𝐍𝐆 a coloring activity, she was a tad surprised to see Maeve around. Elias had visited her per usual as he can, and if Neva wasn't in this place she'd be at home. After all, she has helped him raise the little girl since she was born. Neva is technically her 'mother'. Sometimes, even accidentally the little girl calls her mother. Luckily, early she had finished doing all the exams, which meant she could give full attention to Maeve, and she knew her husband soon would join them. Ryan probably didn't know Maeve was around. Neva helped her niece to be in the bed with her, while they both were doing the coloring activity. Neva wore only a white blouse, not fully buttoned, only two buttons, and her baby bump was fully exposed, she ended up removing the blouse and staying in her black Celine top. Neva texted to Ryan bring McHappy for her niece because the hospital food wasn't very good ( or anything that was healthy and tasty ) . The Swedish blonde was following the diet the doctor recommended, and she couldn't have any caffeine and salt in her new diet. ❛ Auntie, Freja and Nils can hear me? ❜ Maeve asked quietly, while distracted by her painting with colorful pencil. ❛ Mhmm… Want to say something for them? They're a bit quiet now, but soon they will move again. They're lazy, like grandma! Ops! ❜ The grandma in question refers to her own mother Linnéa, and Maeve laughs at the comment.

The little girl holds her bump and talks to the twins, leaving behind the colorful activity. And she kissed it as if she was going to be a big sister. Neva then noticed Maeve wanted to feel them, but after a second, she put her tiny hand where they were moving, and even she was impressed she could see them moving inside her. One thing is to feel, and the other is actually see with her eyes, it makes this motherhood more realistic. She was touched, but her stoic expression was hiding everything. There is a small smile of happiness stamped on her features.

While Ryan wasn't around the doctor came to visit her and told her a few good news in regards to their babies. She was just waiting to tell him in person. Another thing she is waiting is the new outfit for the twins they are going to arrive. The nurse came in again, but only to bring her lunch. And she put the colorful activity she was doing aside too. ❛ Why aren't you with your friends? ❜ Neva inquired curiously, for her niece who always is with her friends now. ❛ Because I missed you, auntie. And I want to see my cousins. Hi uncle! ❜ She says as she sees Ryan coming.

❛ And… ❜ Maeve starts but stays quiet, and Neva squinted her eyes at her niece.

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𝐍𝐄𝐕𝐀 𝐖𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝐉𝐔𝐒𝐓 to ask a question to a professional and ended up having to stay over at the hospital. She already felt utterly bad for going to the doctor's appointment without his presence, and she knew if she didn't send him a message for the rest of the time he would be angry. Not committing the Monaco mistake twice, before she headed to do some exams. She texted:

'Hi babe. I'm at the hospital, before you freak out, I wanted to see a doctor alone, taking some personal doubts, and no, this wasn't a routine appointment like we do together. I'll do some exams right now, and all things points that I might stay over here. It's no secret, that I'm not feeling very well. Anyway, here is the address [ hospital address attached ]. Just in case, can you bring me some clothes? See ya soon, with love Neva.'

After sending the text, she looked at the doctor and asked to her to follow, and the nurse to help her. ⎯ After running some exams, the doctor told her, she needed to stay over in the hospital for her safety and the babies. As she had texted Ryan, she knew he'd meet her in the room. Once she got in the room, asleep. She knew would handle a little bureaucracy for her night over there. @caddel

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⎯ Late at night, again. Neva was getting tired of Ryan's constant long hours shift. Before he arrived he already tidied up the living room, putting the blankets, pillows, and everything so he'd sleep on the sofa. Not in their bedroom. She didn't think moved in with him, meaning she would see him less and less… Will he even make it to see their own kids? A lot of doubts crept into her mind… Maybe it was the hormones because the heat made her more irritated than normal. Okay, Neva hardly gets annoyed, but being all 'hormonal', was making things difficult.

She reckons he won't even take her for their babymoon as he talks. Not if he continues on that speed of work. He doesn't even need that job to live! Therefore, she understands it is a passion of him. She'd be lost if people took art from her. Flash was in their bedroom, and Boo occupying the spot where Ryan slept on their bed.

There was a topic, she wanted to talk about… But she always forgot, always falling into his charms. Damn it. This time, she is irritated and very hormonal, she will try to remember… Once, she hears his footsteps. ❛ You'll sleep in the living room, and I'll be with Flash in our bedroom tonight. On the good side, you can play your fucking games. Good night. ❜

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8 + 20, 🐚 + 🏆

name two or more things your muse can’t leave the house without.

Ketchup, car key and bubblegum.

do they have a “comfort outfit” or a go to look? if so, why did they choose those pieces?

Oversized shirts to wear or some of Ryan's clothes that he doesn't even know exist to wear at home or onesies. A go-to look? Not really because it depends on where she is heading.

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𝐍𝐄𝐕𝐀 𝐖𝐀𝐒 with Ryan, in the waiting room from the clinic, to do some check-ups she needed to do. Truthfully, since she found out she was pregnant, she was neglecting all the doctor's appointments she had to go. She was taking this time off to get to used the idea, and to take any further decisions. If her boyfriend didn't come, she might also skip this appointment. She was holding his hand, her head leaned on his broad arm.

She came from work, to go to this appointment and have lunch with him. Neva knew Ryan was worried about her eating habits, this is why now and then she's going on lunch with him. ⏤ Her name was announced, and she smirked because per usual mispronounced, which was a topic she had talked about earlier with Ry. She entered the room, and the doctor introduced himself to her and asked her to sit, giving a brief explanation of what will be doing that day.

Neva did what she was instructed, and held his hand to start the ultrasound.

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earth

where do you feel most at home?

❛ Ah, I'd say anywhere surrounded by snow. But things had changed now, I'd say anywhere where Ryan was. He's my home now. ❜