#caitlin's thoughts

[turquoise-dreamss]

I am so stressed. I have to potentially give notice at my apartment in 20 days and I have no idea what I'm doing for next year and my current roommates probably won't be a part of my house next year for different reasons. I feel like I can't post anything on social media because of old roommates and people at work who would judge me or my current roommate seeing me stressing. I feel so trapped and confined. I feel so helpless. I'm genuinely scared I'm not going to be able to find something. Where will I live? Why are apartments so expensive? Why do I need 4 billion roommates just to keep costs down? I've had now 2 bad experiences with roommates and I just want to live by myself but I can't because money. I'm full time but I'd barely be able to afford a DECENT one bedroom. Why is the world like this? Why is California like this? Why is Orange County like this? sigh.

[turquoise-dreamss]

Here's to new thoughts, new dreams, and a new fresh place to express them. Cheers.

[ladieslikeus]

tonight taylor is performing in philadelphia at lincoln finiancial field. this stadium will forever have a special place in my heart. almost two years ago, this was the place where i finally got to see taylor for the first time live, during the red tour. it was one of the greatest nights of my life.

now for round two, i am lucky enough to be seeing taylor at gillettestadium. this stadium also holds a special place in my heart because this was the place taylor played her first stadium show. i cannot wait to make so many memories at this iconic stadium. july 24th cannot come fast enough.  :)

[ladieslikeus]

so last night i had a dream i was at this mini concert thingy and taylor was there performing and she was walking through the crowd and she grabbed my hand as she walked through the crowd and i thought this actually happened so this morning i woke and, no joke, began to text my friend that i touched taylor's hand and then i realized that it was a dream and became very depressed.

[ladieslikeus]

THIS IS A LITTLE LATE BUT I AM JUST REALIZING THIS:

SO YESTERDAY I WENT DOWN TO THE COAST WITH MY AUNT AND HER DOG AND THE DOG WENT TO PUT HIS PAWS IN THE WATER TO COOL OFF AND THIS SWAN PUFFED UP AND STARTED TO CHARGE AT THE DOG AND HE RAN OUT. THEN AFTER THIS HAPPENED, A FEW HOURS LATER, TAYLOR POSTS A PICTURE OF CALVIN AND HERSELF ON AN INFLALTABLE SWAN IN A POOL.

SO IN CONCLUSION I HAD A BAD AND GOOD SWAN EXPERIENCE YESTERDAY AND I THOUGHT YOU SHOULD KNOW THAT.

OK COOL. BYE.

[mr-dougie]

I always think I don't have an accent until I leave the state and then someone points it out. "oh you're from massachusetts?" (I legit think the person is psychic until I realize I have an accent)