#caldar

[productivityacademia]

For @caldargreencloak

you did way more than I ever do! Super proud of you little sis! <3

Accomplishments made on November 27th, 2021

⟣Revised math a lot

⟣Wrote a paragraph for science

⟣Wrote an article for english (almost 400 words!)

⟣Called debate group and finalized our points and speeches

⟣Did french homework and revised a little bit

⟣Showered with music! Hopefully that counts lol

⟣A teeny bit more math

⟣Chatted a bit and felt good

⟣Read a chapter of the french book

Super productive day (especially considering how I usually can’t even achieve three things), I think the plan of plotting out chunks of time on the calendar app worked quite well! Gonna try that again tomorrow.

[univrsalsound]

△ caldar, why did you go on your rampage knowing how deeply it would hurt your mother?

Invasiveness: 9/10

This one hurts. Caldar takes it like a punch to the gut, a blustery sigh spilling out of his lungs. He’s quiet for a long moment, fidgeting with the hem of his coat as he chews on the inside of his cheeks. He’s gone sallow, pale — like all the blood in his body has evaporated.

“It wasn’t a rampage,” he finally bites out, his words crashing against the back of clenched teeth. “It was grief.”

He shifts back and forth, foot to foot, pent up energy brimming along plum colored skin. Caldar doesn’t believe in unconditional love — that would require someone to love him unconditionally. He finally meets your eyes, ruby irises dull with something like resignation.

“My mother tells me that she loves me no matter what. What’s done is done.” His face goes slack, unattached. “I can only hope to make it up to her from here on out.”