@call-me-wes
[It’s not often that Cambie gets to bake, with supplies being unreliable and low, but when she does it feels like therapy. The dough rolls out beneath her palms, sticky and soft, and she can picture in the dough all of her worldly worries, kneading them away. It feels a bit cheeky making doughnuts, with all of the oil they required, but oil is always reusable for other fried foods, or cooking, or anything, really. So she pops them in the pan, rolls them in sugar, and pipes them full of vanilla custard - of which there had been several tins gathering dust for some time now.
And she knows just what to do with her doughnuts. She’s not sure if she’d call Wes a friend, or a confidante, but she’s long been swinging by his office for chats, and often eating the doughnuts he always manages to keep in stock. It feels right to replenish his supplies when she can. Something in his cheeky manner made him easy to talk to; he lacked the clinical strictures of most doctors, but kept all of the education and people skills.
Well, the ‘people skills’ part was debatable. Wes isn’t everybody’s cup of tea, but he is Cambie’s - she always preferred her tea dark and bitter, anyway. Nudging his door open with her hip, Cambie lays the plate of doughnuts on his desk.] Delivery from Santa’s workshop. What do you think - is it unhealthy that we’re still doing Christmas in desperate times, or is it good to pretend like everything’s normal sometimes, for morale’s sake? I tend to err on the side of morale, but... nothing’s black and white, is it?
[She has to wonder sometimes. Christmas often brings out the best in people, and she does love the way it brings everyone together if only for a day, but is it really fair? When you pretend everything is candycanes and pinecones for a day, the return to reality afterwards tastes so bitter. Cambie may be a relentless optimist, but she’s also a realist. In the long term, she sometimes feels like clinging to old traditions might be hurting them more than helping them. She wants to see people smile, but she’s also seen the weight of their frowns as the magic melts away as snow come Boxing Day, when reality sets back in.]









