#calmeddown

[sweetlife1321]

On our way home from getting shots #snugasabug #catsofinstagram #snugasacatinacoat #returnfromvet #snoozingcat #calmeddown

[dulcesonidos-blog]

[lexologist-blog]

Sorry..

I've calmed down a bit now and me and Jay have actually managed to come up with a plan so I can see him for even a little while.. I'm gunna help him move his things to RAF Cosford tomorrow! Its not the best thing ever but this does mean I am able to make him this birthday cake I had in mind (i really hope it does turn out as epic as i want it too!!) and I can take him out for a meal :) Looking at before, it's amazing really how wound up I was gettin because I couldn't do what I wanted to do.. I'm not a brat, but when it comes to Jay I'm such a mardy bitch when I want to but can't see him and it really is my biggest flaw :| It's stupid because now I know I can treat him to a belated birthday I feel much better! I was actually devestated that I couldn't do anything for him. Even though I probably sounded like a right bitch in the past couple of posts it's more the fact I wanted to do something nice for him that's all :\ Oh, I'm not off to work tonight though.. my head feels blahhh and my tummy still doesn't seem to like me very much :( I'm gunna try go for a little walk to Sainsburys to get me some fresh air.. I need some eggs and a rolling pin anyways.. making this badboy cake from scratch!