Is it valid that I feel pity and anger at the same time?
Okay, I ought to understand and her situation is understandable. Our feelings are valid so is hers. But I could not fathom the idea of how she calmly told you "i love you" knowing that I have a significant role in your life... That I am in your life.
If I were to be honest at that very moment you let me read the message, I would've burst in tears. I would've question if you two were really "just friends". But I didn't. I don't know why but I just can't cry. My tears won't come out. I feel like I'm tortured inside. I'm crushed with this heavy feeling and I'm starting to question if I am sane or just overthinking. That message was never intended to be read by a friend. That message made me thought that there WAS something going on between you two.
Although I must say I pity her. That I mourn for her and what she felt as I read her letter but I cannot stop myself from building anger. She should've respect me. She knows I exist, why would she say that to you? Don't give me the bull of telling me "it's just a friendly gesture" because no it's not. For her, you've been someone who's more than a friend!
Now tell me, is it valid that I feel pity and anger at the same time? :>
