𝚂𝚒𝚍𝚎 𝚃𝚘 𝚂𝚒𝚍𝚎 : 𝙲𝚊𝚕𝚞𝚖 𝙷𝚘𝚘𝚍
↳ 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘵 : 960 (without lyrics)
↳ 𝘴𝘺𝘯𝘰𝘱𝘴𝘪𝘴 : you and Calum’s sexual life has its ups and downs
↳ 𝘢𝘶𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘳𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘦 : I don’t know how I feel about this but here ya go ! enjoy ! :)
↳ 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮𝘦 : nasa
I'm talkin' to ya
See you standing over there with your body
Feeling like I wanna rock with your body
And we don't gotta think 'bout nothin' ('Bout nothin')
I'm comin' at ya
'Cause I know you got a bad reputation
Doesn't matter, 'cause you give me temptation
And we don't gotta think 'bout nothin' ('Bout nothin')
Calum was passionate romantically in and outside the bedroom. He knew that he had a certain ripple effect on me and at certain points, he could use that to his advantage. He knew his way round a women’s heart and body and he’s proud to say the least. Calum in the beginning of our relationship was great. The determination and love Calum provided to make it work was motivating.
It was difficult at times as him being a public figure, people wanna know everything and then use that against you. He knew that he didn’t want that to drive distance between us both away and so he kept us both away from the spotlight for the first couple months of the relationship. This gave us privacy to get to know each other and enjoy our intimate moments together.
These kind of nights were amazing and memorable especially the aftermath of the actions from the night before. We both loved the intensity of the moment and other times, we basked in the slow and gentle touches and taking our time together. I liked it either way to be honest because I loved Calum and he made it different but comfortable everytime.
I've been here all night
I've been here all day
And boy, got me walkin' side to side
I didn’t want to seem Braggy when I talked or was asked about my sexual life and people have a certain perception of Calum, especially in the bedroom. Yes, it was great but the bruises and red marks that stayed on my body as almost trophies of the night and some hurt touching but others looking painful yet they’re was no pain endured touching it. Usually, either Calum would wake up with the dark colouring over his body or I showed them to him.
This morning, I had woken up from a previous night of getting frisky with Calum. He had awaken early as he usually let me sleep in more especially if the partaken actions were rougher. He had made breakfast which was the perfect timing as he kept his attention on me walk towards the breakfast bar. I slightly limped as the pain was evident, now and then. He grew a more concerned face and asked “you ok, baby?”.
I nod as my eyes stay on the floor, keeping my main focus sitting on the chair with minimal pain. I tried a weird seating position as Calum had a confused face and silently giggled as I let out a laugh. When sitting, I felt the on and off pain and continued with whatever was coming my way. I readjusted myself several times during the conversation and every so often, Calum would ask if I’m ok.
Been tryna hide it
Baby what's it gonna hurt if they don't know?
Makin' everybody think that we solo
Just as long as you know you got me (You got me)
And boy I got ya
'Cause tonight I'm making deals with the devil
And I know it's gonna get me in trouble
Just as long as you know you got me
Calum knew he was rough and so he usually suggested me taking a long bubble bath with him beside the tub talking, almost like a date. Sometimes the days after the wrangled bodies was lazyily spent hours watching binge watch shows and sometimes, it would be us going through a normal day. Today, I had planned to visit my friends house where it was gonna be a get together.
Shortly after my calming bath and fixing together a outfit, I headed out the door with Calum driving me to my friends house. Calum knew it would’ve been nice to drive me and pick me up and so off I was to the house, walking towards the door. Shortly, I entered the house and chatted to my other 3 friends, while we swirled our drinks in our glasses. The topic of conversation arose “so y/n, how are you and Calum?”.
I smile and nod while answering “yeah, we’re good”. She then smirks and asks further “yeah, but what about, you know, the sex?”. I get a little uncomfortable with it but I go On to respond “yeah, it’s great”. The all look at each other collectively and one of them start “y/n, remember when we told you not to go with him since he was a bad boy? That must’ve worked in your favour”. I silently laugh and look up at them again.
These friends keep talkin' way too much
Say I should give you up
Can't hear them no, 'cause
The continue talking about their warning signs made to me about Calum but they seemed surprised and almost a little jealous that their plan didn’t work out. Fair enough but the conversation continued talking about the other girls relationships and their detailed sex life, and then moved onto other subjects and so I decided to leave. I called Calum prior to leaving, with him being outside in timing for me to exit the house.
The door opens and Calum sits there and asks “how was it?” And I respond while just getting into the passenger side “yeah, it was good”. He smiles and starts the journey home. Shortly after a drive, we arrive back to the house and make ourselves comfortable. The night grows later as the time suggests that your eyes were drooping and quick 5 minutes of sleep every so often in front of the tv. Calum then said “baby, let’s get you to bed”.
Calum carried me to our bedroom and laid me there as I noticed I needed my pyjamas on. I quickly get changed and make myself comfortable under the covers. Calum goes beside me on the bed and his arms make their way around my waist with his face nestled in my neck. He asks “so baby, what we’re they sayin today?”. I answer tired sounding “just asking about the bedroom antics of us and know what they said” as I turn myself to face Calum. He says smiling “what?”. “They thought you were a bad boy before meeting you and I was like “what?” But look where we are now” smiling to cuddle him. He nestles in and says “I love you baby. Forever and always” as I say “I love you too baby”.
