𝐕𝐈𝐑𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐈𝐓𝐘 𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐒 ; 𝐑.𝐂𝐀𝐌𝐄𝐑𝐎𝐍
𝐏𝐀𝐈𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆: rafe cameron x fem!reader
𝐒𝐘𝐍𝐎𝐏𝐒𝐈𝐒: you had just turned eighteen a couple of weeks ago and one late evening you decide that you’re ready for rafe to finally take your virginity.
𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒: 18+, sexual themes, smut, rafe is big asf, very descriptive, swearing, p in v, rafe doing aftercare after.(bc i said so.)
𝐖/𝐂: 2,1k
you always thought you’re going to wait until marriage before having sex. well, that was before you met your boyfriend rafe. you haven’t slept with him yet, no, god no. but everytime you look at him you feel that strange feeling in your stomach, the one that says: i just want you to fuck me. and little did you know your boyfriend thought the same about you.
you never said anything of course, and neither did he. rafe didn’t push, he never pushed you. not for sex, not for anything. because he knew exactly what it felt like being pushed his whole life. his life was a big mess without understanding from the people around him. no one understood him, and everytime he fell into that big hole because of all these problems he had, he found himself at your door in front of your parents house. because now he finally had someone who understood him, loved him and was there for him. he wasn’t just the rich kook on figure eight everybody feared because of his dangerous look in the eyes or his psychotic actions, he was just a boy who was misunderstood since the day he could think.
your boyfriend admired you, truly. you’d catch him looking at you from a distance at some kooks party no matter what corner you’re in right now. he would scan every man’s face at the party because even if a man looked at you wrong, there would be a total disaster and maybe even a few thrown punches. he just couldn’t help himself, he just got so aggressive when he saw someone looking at you with their eyes full of lust or admiration because rafe was the only one who had the right to do that. you were his girlfriend after all. but once you two were alone he got all soft and gentle. it was like he behaved like a whole different person, a thing he didn’t even really notice about himself.
one rainy evening you found yourself on rafe’s bed, just mindlessly scrolling through your phone, desperately trying to decide between the five pictures you wanted to post on instagram. rafe’s bedroom was bathed in a soft glow of a single lamp. you were so glued to your phone you didn’t even notice rafe’s bedroom door opening and him stepping out in just a towel around his waist. only when you heard him say your name your eyes finally snapped up to him.
“hey baby.” god his voice was so hot when he called you that. and that smirk he always wore was just as bad as his teasing voice. your eyes trailed over his body and then snapped back up to his face. he just chuckled and turned away, distracted by searching for clean clothes to wear.
“rafe.” your voice came out louder than you expected it to. he hummed in response, and suddenly you were on your feet behind him, he felt your presence that made him turn around and face you. the next thing he noticed was you wrapping your arms around his bare neck and your warm lips against his, kissing him.
he didn’t fully kiss you back but didn’t push you away either. he had no idea where to put his arms until you pulled away. “hey..” rafe said gently, his eyes searching yours. “what happened?”
“nothing..just kiss me rafe.” you whispered against his mouth. you could feel his confused eyes trying to make sense of your desperate behaviour before he finally leaned in to kiss you. the kiss was slow at first, trying, testing you. but the kiss quickly changed. your lips started moving against each other with more force, leaving you both breathless. you pulled away for a few seconds just to crash your lips back against his. your hand buried into his buzzed hair, tugging on it and letting out a soft whine. your body was on fire. you were sure rafe could already feel the heat between your legs. suddenly you felt his strong hands cup the back of your thighs and lifting you up to wrap your legs around his waist. his hands cupped your ass as his mouth made contact with the sensitive skin of your neck, pulling a soft whimper from you.
the next thing you noticed was rafe laying you down on his bed, towering over you. you looked down and saw the towel slipping from his waist. “fuck me rafe.please.” you were whining, begging, not even knowing you could be so desperate. “are you sure? i want your first time to be-“
“rafe.” you interrupted him immediately, your body already shaking with need under him. “i’ve wanted this for so long, and i’m sure you did too. please don’t make me ask twice. i want this with you and only you. i’m sure. just touch me. please just touch me.” you didn’t even notice at first but after a moment you felt the hard press of his arousal through the towel around his waist against your thigh, and it sent heat straight to your heat between your legs. you clenched your thighs together, trying to ease the aching feeling. god you wanted it so bad.
“do you want this with me?” rafe asked you slowly, his blue eyes boring into yours, your faces close. you nodded again immediately. “baby.” his voice dropped deeper. “talk.do you want this with me or not?i need you to use words.”
“yes rafe i do.” you said once again. he let out a sigh, no smirk, no smile on his face. just pure adoration and lust in his eyes. “tell me if you want me to stop, hear me?” his fingers stared tracing your waist and up to your chest, slowly undressing you.he spent the next five minutes just caressing your body and kissing you, trying to soothe you despite being so turned on himself. he just wanted you to remember this night forever, and he wanted it to be a good memory for you.
ten minutes later you were completely undressed and lying underneath him. the only thing you still had on was your bra and underwear. your chest rose and fell, the pace clearly too fast. you wanted this so bad but couldn’t help the nervous feeling pooling in your chest. rafe noticed.he noticed everything. “do you want me to stop?” he whispered in a deep voice, his lips close to your neck.
“no.no i’m just nervous im sorry.” you said through half lidded eyes. you felt him tuck a few strands of your hair behind your ear. “don’t be. im going to take care of you. you trust me right? relax.just relax for me.”
rafe couldn’t help but groan in your ear as he pushed his hips forward once again in a slow pace. his big cock disappearing and showing again as he pulled out before thrusting back into your virgin cunt. he tried to be careful, slow, gentle. he really did. but your warm, dripping pussy clenching around him could make him cum right there and now.
“r-rafe you’re so big.. “ you cried out, tears of pleasure and pain forming in your eyes. “slow down…rafe slow down..” one hand of yours gripped his trained biceps to ground yourself somehow.
“shh..it’s okay it’s okay. it won’t hurt for too long. i promise.” he immediately slowed down, just like you asked him to. his hips drove into yours with a slow, deep pace. making you moan out his name, your other hand gripping the sheets tightly. he noticed your hand and took your hand in his, pinning it right next to your face on the sheets. your fingers intertwined with his as he fucked you into the mattress. squelching sounds filled rafe’s bedroom, and the only thing you could focus were his eyes boring into yours when you looked up at his face. rafe let out a moan as he pushed into you completely. “just like that. god you’re beautiful.” he let go of your hand for a moment and brushed a loose strand of hair out of your face, before intertwining your hands again. he could feel you clenching more and more around him, and he knew exactly what that meant.
“r-rafe..oh..oh god.i feel like i’m going to pee.” you continued to moan into his ear. getting all tingly under him. you couldn’t lay still because the pleasure was too much.
“no baby youre cumming. its okay just let it out. let it come.” you squeezed his hand so tightly like you never did before and he squeezed back. the sound of your high pitched moans and his deep groans filled the whole room. he couldn’t even hear the music he put on low speaker anymore. “cum for me baby, come on, shh.”
that weird feeling in your stomach got more intense and suddenly everything came crashing down. your back arched off the mattress, your thighs shaking uncontrollably. you cried out his name and so did he. he cried out your name. his release spilled into you just two seconds after your orgasm. he didn’t expect to come this fast, especially right after you did, but he was already spilling into you. his white cum filled you completely, it was so much that your inner thighs were covered in his release. his hard cock started to soften and he pulled out carefully, his hand immediately going to your face.
“fuck.”
he caressed your cheek for a moment, before pulling away and standing up right away. you looked at him like you couldn’t believe your eyes. where the fuck was he going? you were so out of power you couldn’t even move properly. you saw him get out of the room. wow. you were too confused to process what was happening and honestly you didn’t even have much time to. when you glanced up again you saw rafe hurrying back into the bathroom with a warm washcloth in his hands. he crawled onto the bed and started to clean you up. his hands spread your thighs to clean the mess in between them. you just started at his hands, the back up at his face. no one ever did this with you, well. how would they? you were a virgin and just lost your virginity after all. but you didn’t expect rafe to do that for you. after he cleaned you up he helped you sit into a more comfortable position before pulling you into his arms. his hand cradled the back of your head. you buried your face into his chest. “shh.. i got you. are you okay? did i hurt you?” you shook your head immediately. “tell me what you need and i’ll get it for you.”
“i don’t need anything. i just need you rafe.” your voice was tired, you were tired, he knew that. “i’m proud of you. you did so good for me.” rafe reassured you. running his fingers through your hair. he pulled at your hair gently, signaling he wanted you to look at him. he cupped your cheek in one hand. “you should sleep. you’re powered out right now. i’m here.” he pressed a kiss to your temple. you were too tired to even notice or feel everything, your head falling back into his chest.
“sleep with me…” you mumbled, already starting to doze off. he didn’t say anything else, just pulled you closer by your bare waist and burying his fingers into your hair before nuzzling his nose in your hair, inhaling the scent of you shampoo.
“i love you, rafe.”
“i love you more.” he looked down to see your reaction, but you were already asleep. he fell asleep too not so long after you. his arms still wrapped tightly around you. your naked bodies intertwined with each other under the blankets rafe had pulled around you both earlier. and the last thought he had before he fell asleep, what he did to deserve you to trust him like that. you trust him to touch you. you trusted him with your body, and that meant the world to him.
𝐀/𝐍: i actually hate this so fucking bad but this has been sitting in my drafts since like 2 weeks lmfao. this was not proofread AT ALL so feel free to correct any mistakes you might find!! my requests are always open so once again feel free to request any idea that’s going through your head xx
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