*whispers* no I don't need any more angel related feelings
I AM TERRIBLY SORRY BUT I AM LIKE 90% ANGEL FEELINGS AND MOST OF THAT OVERLAPS INTO HOW ANGELS AND DEAN INTERACT OKAY.
HOW MICHAEL ONLY WANTED TO BE WITH THE VESSEL THAT HE WAS DESTINED FOR. HOW IT WASN'T EVEN ABOUT FIGHTING HIS BROTHER AT TIMES, JUST THAT HE WANTED TO BE ONE WITH DEAN AS MUCH AS LUCIFER WANTED TO BE ONE WITH SAM, BUT HE HAD A HEAVEN TO RUN AS WELL AND RELIED ON UNDERLINGS TO DO THE CONVINCING FOR HIM. I THINK IF MICHAEL AND DEAN HAD HAD MORE INTERACTION THINGS WOULD HAVE GONE VERY DIFFERENTLY.
AND HOW GADREEL. DON'T EVEN GET ME FUCKING STARTED ON GADREEL. AND HOW WOULD CASTIEL FEEL KNOWING WHO HE WAS? WOULD HE RECOGNIZE THE NAME? WOULD HE UNDERSTAND AND KNOW WHAT IT WAS LIKE SINCE AS GADREEL LET 'THE SNAKE' INTO THE GARDEN CASTIEL LET ACTUAL GIANT LEVIATHAN SERPENTS INTO THE WORLD?
AND ALL THESE ANGELS SEEM TO FALL INTO LOYALTY AND LOVE WITH THE WINCHESTERS SO EASILY, THEY'RE THE STRONGEST VESSELS, THE BRIGHTEST SOULS, EVEN SAM WITH ALL HIS BROKEN BODY AND SCRAMBLED BRAIN CARRIES THE BURDEN OF SUCH AN OLD AND POWERFUL ANGEL EASILY.
I AM SO SORRY ANON I CAN'T STOP.
