#camille thoughts

[arggghhhsstuff]

to be a girl is to suffer. i'm tired of the suffering but i can't be anything else, il faut souffrir pour être belle and i would rather die than not being pretty. there is something wrong with me i fear

[arggghhhsstuff]

winter is so silly because it's like [cold hands] [headphones] [big jacket] [legs warmers] [going to school when it's still dark] [holding hands bc it's cold] [the end of crushing leaves season] [surviving november] [wondering if it will snow this year] [hoping it will snow this year] [craving christmas] [fearing christmas] [falling back to sleep] [wishing for the world to slow down] [bursting in tears irregularly] [being surprised every time the sun makes an appearance] [buying stupids christmas gifts to your friends] [living with the middle of a war between you, yourself and the rest of the world] [being at peace] [living with a permanent lack of sleep] [wishing this painful period to end.]

[the-lovely-gypsy]

Lost in thought now, she began daydreaming about what would happen if everyone had to wear name tags at all times and the girls would have pink ones with pink ribbons and the boys would have blue ones with blue ribbons …