#camille things

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school starts in four days, the sun isn't trying to kill me anymore and my addams family obsession is coming back... it really is the end of summer

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for my ten years plan i want to take my time, run under the sun, laugh with my friends and sleep a lot. also read children books and swim under the water with my eyes open

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we're the 14th of july, so the whole country is celebrating. my town is doing fireworks; we usually watch them from the roof with my family. this year i'm the only one home and i don't really feel like celebrating. the air is cold; i turned seventeen two days ago. i tried to take pictures but they're all blurry and i don't have anyone to send them to. i think i'm gonna go back to watching ever after high on netflix.

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need to surround myself with more people to find the divine in the mundane with. people who see angels in electricity poles, who send postcards like spells and who know that the forest behind my house is alive and watching.

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top 3 proudest achievements:

mon bac de français

my tiktok fyp

my ao3 bookmarks

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sitting at my uncle's table, sipping tea and scrolling through tumblr dot com. the left won the elections against the far-right, and we are celebrating. the younger kids are off to bed, the older in front of a cartoon. life is sweet, at least for now.

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i want to be known i want to be loved i want to be easy to love. i don't want to be alone anymore. sometimes i wish i were religious; there would be a reason for my anguish, someone to trust or to blame. but i'm not. i can only rely on myself. i can only blame myself.

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i'm wearing flowy skirts and oversized tees. the sun warms my skin in minutes. i feel like drinking lemonade again. my mother is going to vote next sunday. i fixed my grades. the world is healing i'm telling you