#can't stop overthinking

[sunooslover]

Guys I'm crashing out 🥀 my crush texted me on Friday ( we've never talked before ). Today I texted him at 8pm, now it's 3am but I'm still on delivered and he was online 2 hours ago. Like bro stop acting hard to get, you texted me first. Tryna act like I'm one of his hoes🫩

[daddys-little-p3nguin]

[serensmind]

I just want some peace.

[passed-out-real]

I'm such a stereotypical lesbian. So dramatic and so quick to love someone. I can't even process half the things I feel sometimes. I'm just a mess of a person who wants something real to happen already but I get too in my head and I ruin a good thing with some girls sometimes. I could of handled so many situations differently. It kills me just thinking about it. Why am I even like this 😩.

[bioshuck]

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[saddictionaddictions]

I feel like death just curb stomped me jfc I wanna go back to sleeeeep

[csriffe]

I keep seeing quotes on here out of books that I've read and I'm like "that wasn't even in that book" and then I go back and reread the book and see the quote, and it makes me wonder what else I've missed or overlooked throughout my life

[shutter-eye]

so maybe tonight was a mistake and i got hurt, but i've had my PB&N sandwich and taken some pictures and i feel better now.

you standing in my kitchen, fiddling with your hands. madeline crying for your attention. the want to capture your face before you left without being creepy. we talked. a's name fell off my lips like dead weight. guilty guilty guilty. talk about your ex. get you some advil.

we walked to your car and talked more about the past - you asked me questions and all i could think about was the golden boy and how he played with his hands the same way, how he's the only one that's ever really made me feel wanted and he's the only one that's never actually been mine. "we've all made mistakes" you said to me after my admission of guilt in past experiences - i wish i could see him as a mistake. maybe then this would all be less frustrating and awful. blah.