the cross peeking thru….. can u tell ur sunday morning stories take over me
the fact that he always tucks it in his shirt makes me #think
sunday comes and he's above you, his motions are big and his hips move so erratically the chain eventually slips out and dangles in between you. at first, the guilt gets to him. it starts deep in his gut and seeps into every limb, it makes his bones feel brittle, like he's about to cave in at any moment. he almost wants to feel shame, and regret what he's doing but the moment the cross hits your face, the tip of it hitting your nose then lowers and settles at the space between your eyes and the bridge of your nose. immediately, heat pools deep in his stomach and his thighs start to feel tingly. before he knows it he's already shooting long streaks of cum across your abdomen.
you can’t help but feel that something’s shifted when the next sunday comes. his cross, usually tucked neatly beneath his shirt, now rests against his chest and catching the morning light coming through the stained glass windows of the church. the first few buttons of his dress shirt are undone, exposing just enough of his collarbone for the pendant to sway freely with every step he takes.
Imagine Will singing for you when you can’t fall asleep
NIGHT TERRORS
will smith x reader
summary: you have trouble sleeping due to night terrors. when you wake up in the middle of the night because of a nightmare, will wakes up and sings you back to sleep
cw: 765
wc: fluff
an: thank you so much to whoever requested this. i think this idea is so cute, and i didn’t know which will to do so i did will smith since i feel like he matches this scenario the most. requests are open!! sorry this is so short but i hope it’s still good!
Night terrors were the worst part about nighttime. Once the sun goes to bed and the moon awakes, a fear inside your mind awakes with it. You have struggled with them since you were an infant, making sleeping alone a challenge. Once the lights shut off and it was time for you to fall asleep, the horrid faces emerged from the darkness behind your eyes. Sleeping medications became your fourth meal of the night along with a glass of water to wash it down.
You learned to cope with the dreams, reminding yourself that it's all inside of your head. That they cannot hurt you. Tonight, however, the terrors were too much to bear alone. Your dreams were polluted with disturbing images and sounds that made you convulse with fear, thrashing and kicking in a means to escape. “Stop it!” You yelled into the dark abyss. “Stop it!” The echo of your screams mocked you, like it was the only one to hear your desperate cries.
You shot up in the bed, drenched in sweat and gasping. No matter how much air you breathed in, it didn’t calm your nerves. The air around you was stuffy and polluted, just like your mind.
“Y/n?” Will murmured, turning over to face you whilst rubbing the sleepiness out of his eyes. Once his eyes adjusted, he noticed the horrified look in your eyes. He frowned and sat up with you, inviting you into his arms. “Come here, baby.”
You fell into his arms, clinging to him desperately whilst resting your head against his bare chest.
The steady beating of his heart matched the calmness of his breaths, like a breeze from the saline ocean. “Did you have another nightmare?” he asked, his voice a low whisper.
You nodded while looking down at your fidgeting fingers. He let out a long exhale and reached over to his nightstand, grabbing his water bottle and handing it to you. “Here, drink up.” You glanced up at him, frowning. You didn’t want to make him feel like he had to baby you, you were a grown up after all, it shouldn’t be his responsibility. “Come on, y/n,” Will insisted this time.
Defeated, you took the bottle from his hands and took a sip from the straw. The water was ice cold and fresh, like scooping water from the everglades and drinking it from the palm of your hands.
“Feel better?” He asked, noticing as the tension in your body released. You nod, handing him the water bottle once again. He put it on the stand and turned his attention back to you.
Still with you in his arms, he leaned back onto the mattress, nuzzling closer to his hot, soft skin.
The room was pitch black, but you looked up at him anyway because you memorized every detail of his face. If asked to, you knew you would be able to perfect his face, even if you were asked to draw it blindfolded.
He rubbed circles against your back, calmly humming to himself. It filled your heart with a warm
tingling feeling. “Will you sing for me?” You asked timidly. It was a weird request, especially due to how old you were, but music always soothed you better than anything else. Music reaches the mind and soul the way words cannot.
“Of course, I will,” He answered without a second thought. He started singing, slow and soft. The husk and grumbles in his voice soothed you in a way you could not describe it. Each tensed muscle in your body began to loosen up and fall asleep, like a lightbulb flickering off.
It started at your feet, and as the calmness from his voice rippled up your body, it shut each muscle off and sent them to bed. Your eyes grew heavier as you battled sleep head on. Your blinks grew slower and heavier, as sleep conquered your body. His voice, a soft melodic hum, had such an effect on your body, something like a lullaby.
Being in his arms made you feel safe. You knew he would not let anything harm you, because you were his to protect. The anxiety caused by the terrors melted away with his singing, making you finally surrender as you let yourself fall asleep. You wish you could melt into Will, but you settled on snuggling him as tight as you could. The closest two human souls can be in such an intimate way. Once he finished and you were half asleep, you felt him kiss your forehead and whisper, “Good night, Y/n.”
On The Edge - Will Smith x reader (Jealous bf smut)
Summary: Celebrating at an after party doesn't go smoothly. Not when a fellow hockey player, Jack Hughes, hits on Will Smith's fiance. Then he makes a jab about his career. Will has to get his aggression out somehow, and it's only you at the end of the night.
Words: 4.6k
Warnings: Violence, harsh language, consensual rough sex, daddy, if you like Jack Hughes skip this one
A/N: This one won the poll! So here you go, you lovely freaky-deaky babes!<3
I smirked as I met the bouncing blond in one of the backrooms of the large center for the after awards party. “You did great, babe.”
He laughed under his breath and wrapped an arm around my shoulders to bring me into him. “I was nervous and it was hard to find you in the crowd.”
“But you always do well no matter what. And always look good too.” I especially love this white button up with the sleeves rolled up past his elbows and black form-fitting dress pants combo on him. He’d left his blazer at the valet. He manages to make me feel a type of way, even when I don’t necessarily want it.
“Yeah?” He raised his eyebrows up and down jokingly and pressed his lips to my temple. “Later, babe. I promise.”
I rolled my eyes. I knew he was serious though. He’ll joke, but if he adds ‘I promise’ or something along the lines of that, I’m done for.
“Hey, I’m going to get us drinks. Want your usual?” Will spoke into my ear.
I nodded. “Yeah, that’s fine.”
His hand trailed down my arm and gave mine a squeeze before he disappeared through the people. I felt awkward on my own now. Other than Will, some of his teammates, and his family, I didn’t personally know anyone here. His parents and siblings went home and essentially left me to fend for myself and navigate the center.
Maybe I’ll find one of his teammates…
I spotted Trevor Zegras and about shit my pants. Literally one of my all time favorite hockey players on this planet. I’ve watched every game he’s done, including his most recent and follow his merch line. I felt my heart skip a beat thinking about approaching him, but I may never get the opportunity to again. What the fuck do I even say?
Despite my brain blanking, I took a deep breath and made my way to talk to him. I cleared the notch in my throat when I reached him and his gorgeous girlfriend. “Hi Trevor. Uhm… I don’t mean to bother you. I just wanted to say I’m a huge fan.”
He turned a professional, yet genuine smile on me. “Hi, thank you. What’s the name?”
I smiled. “(y/n).”
“Oh shit, wait. You’re with Smitty, right? I thought you looked familiar.” He reached a hand out for me to shake.
I blushed, suddenly embarrassed by this. It was true. I wouldn’t be here otherwise.
“Yeah.”
Trever boasted a smile. “Congrats on the engagement!”
“You’re… Congratulating me?” My jaw dropped. This wasn’t real. “I should be saying that to you! The Flyers are in round 2 for the cup. All because of that hat trick you pulled in game seven.”
He laughed, brushing back his long hair. “Thank you so much! Uhm…” He started to pat his pockets and then his girlfriend, Athena, handed him a marker from her clutch. He shyly smirked and kissed her cheek. “Thanks, babe.”
He turned back to me. “Let me sign something for you!”
Fucking hell. I was coming off as a total freak fan, wasn’t I? Where was Smitty when I needed him? He’d make this less awkward. Or Macklin. He’s a little socially awkward outside the rink, but he was a good buffer for someone like me.
I chewed on my bottom lip. “I don’t-”
“I’ve got a few cards, hold on,” Athena said, her voice like a comfortable breeze. She was used to this, prepared, and didn’t seem to mind? Or she was really good at acting. And she made me, a fiance to a hockey star, look like a terrible significant other. I was never prepared for fans to approach us, when and if they did. It’s a shock that Will wants to marry me, honestly.
Trevor handed me a trading card with him posing on it and his signature. I held it like it was the golden treasure from a long lost city. I needed to frame this before I somehow destroyed it.
“Thank you.” I smiled.
“Not a problem at all. I would take a photo too, but you know… No phones allowed. I’ll see you around, (y/n).” He winked before splitting off with Athena on his arm. I’d have to file that interaction away under the cringe folder. I didn’t want to think about it too much. I still didn’t know how to behave normally around all-star athletes, any celebrity really.
And once again, I’m alone. I craned my neck around to try and find Will. How long did it take to get a drink? Damn. A sea of faces, smiling and laughing in their own conversations. None of them I knew and could attempt to join.
“Excuse me, you look lost.”
My head whipped in the direction of the voice and my eyes went slightly wide. Jack fucking Hughes. This was an actual nightmare. I tried to not stare at his chipped tooth, however it was satisfying to see in person. Fucking deserved that puck to the face.
I laughed. “I’m not, but it kinda feels like it. There’s so many people I don’t know.”
“Me too. I’m hoping I can get to know you.” He chuckled, his blue eyes sparkling, and he took a sip of the beer in his hand. Then he handed me the other one he had. “I’m Jack Hughes.”
I’m not going to acknowledge the fact that he just hit on me and bought me a drink.
I set the drink down on a tray of a waitress walking by to get it as far away as possible. I was a dumbass, but I wasn’t an idiot. Also, I wanted to show the shiner on my ring finger for him to get a hint. The lighting in the room was abysmal though; purposefully dimmed down for a moody experience.
“Smooth, Jack. I’m (y/n). What brings you to this after party alone?”
I was possibly teasing for my own entertainment. Some hockey players hated not getting recognized and acknowledged. Jack Hughes was for sure one of them.
His nose flared slightly before he replaced it with another flashy grin. “I’m a forward for the Devils. I was up for an award. And my date ditched me.”
I scrunched up my nose. “Harsh." I cocked my head sideways. "Did you win?”
“No,” he remarked, licking his lips. Then he took a huge swig from his beer. “What about you?"
This guy, I swear. There’s no way he didn’t know. If Trevor knew, Jack had to know. I swallowed down the prickling sensation crawling up my back. Everyone here probably knows since Will posted on Instagram earlier this week.
I felt a warming presence beside me and looked over to see Will finally back with our drinks. “This guy and his team, the San Jose Sharks.”
Will handed me the red bull and vodka he’d probably overpaid for.
Jack didn’t look the least bit intimidated as he reached his hand out. “Jack Hughes.”
“Will Smith.” He shook his hand, every muscle in his forearm tensed, before wrapping his arm around my waist. He took a drink from his bottle.
“So,” I cleared my throat, “What kind of person would leave you high and dry tonight?”
“A friend who was pretending to be my date so I didn’t look like loser here. Some player from the Bruins approached her and she was gone.”
“Wow, you ended up being a loser twice tonight?” I arched a brow and sipped some of the drink through the tiny black straw as I eyed him. Maybe I was having too much fun with this interaction and how Will was reacting to it.
It was all so ridiculous. Especially with the whole Trevor Zegras meeting happening moments before it. Jack Hughes was someone I could talk to because I didn’t fawn over him. Not an ounce of me liked him.
“Yeah, rough night for me so far... Maybe my luck will turn around later though.” Jack bit his lip and eyed me up and down. They were disgustingly glazed over. I felt like I needed to take a shower immediately. He was definitely trying despite the obvious fact I was here with someone. Engaged to a hockey player.
Silently, Will’s grip on my waist tightened and I glanced as he took another drink and looked in a different direction. He was jealous, I could sense it. And probably annoyed by Jack’s presence too.
“I wouldn’t press your luck, Hughes.”
He shrugged his shoulders. “It never hurts to try. Can’t win if you don’t make the shot in the first place, y’know? Where are you from, gorgeous?”
“Boston. Born and raised,” I replied shortly and rested my hand on Smitty’s. His calloused thumb overlapped mine, pressing into the divot lightly. Shit. He truly never acted like this. It had to be because it’s this guy of all people.
“Boston?” He raised his brows in, probably fake, interest. “You’re not automatically a Bruins fan? Ain’t that against the culture there?" He leaned in closer. "I like a girl who likes to piss off other people.”
“No.” I chugged the rest of my drink and slammed the glass down on the table nearby. “Look, it was…” Nope, not nice. Not pleasant. “Kinda cool talking, but we gotta go.”
His face fell a bit and he hesitated on the next question. “Can I get your number? For later, I mean."
Now, Will broke and moved me behind him. “Really, Hughes? You have the audacity to ask that when I’m right here? No, you can’t have it.”
Jack actually smirked and crossed his arms. “Baby shark afraid that she’ll give it to me?”
Will got up close and personal in his face. A stature I’d never seen him do before; he’s not a violent person, protective maybe, but not violent. Smitty was taller, and he’d been hitting the gym way more so everywhere was pure, solid muscle. And tons of it.
“Get this through that thick skull of yours, she’s not going to give it to you. Even if she wasn’t engaged to me.”
“That’s not stopped a girl before.” He looked around Will’s shoulder at me with a nasty grin. “I can give you something he can’t.”
Will scoffed, “Like what? A life of you cheating on her and jail time?”
“What the fuck you just say?” Jack’s broken tooth looked normal in his sneer. He sized Will up and down, his hands clenching into fists.
And this is exactly why people didn’t like him on and off the ice; he couldn’t control his egotistical temper. He knew exactly how to get under people’s skin, even the calmest ones like Will.
“You heard me, Hughes.”
“I’d watch that bum shoulder of yours next season. Might put you out for good.”
Will’s nose flared wide, jaw setting, and his lips pursed tightly. He ran a hand through his hair. “Make sure you find a better dentist. I might accidentally hit a puck in your direction. Again.”
I was quick to get between the two. “Woah!”
Okay, this wasn’t fun anymore. And I definitely felt myself sway from the liquor swirling in my empty stomach. Oh no.
“Is there a problem here?” I heard a familiar voice ask and I was thankful to see Macklin with Misa beside him.
Jack spat, “Yeah, your teammate is a lying pussy.” Then his eyes set on me. “I didn’t want your number anyway. I only tried because you looked easy.” And if that wasn’t enough, he muttered under his breath, “Stupid ugly cunt.”
Will has never hit anyone off the ice. He rarely hit anyone on the ice. He was known for his cool demeanor, his ability to navigate any situation with effortless confidence. That fact changed in a millisecond as his knuckles scraped across Jack’s scruff.
And then he did it again, keeping him close with a fistful of his polo. I swear one of his other teeth flew in the opposite direction. There was another punch and this time a crunch sound followed. I wasn’t sure who it was from. Jack didn’t have a fighting chance with how much force Will threw.
“Smitty, hey man, stop!” Macklin reasoned, terror woven in his tone. “He’s not worth it!”
It took a lot more than just Mack to pull Will off Hughes. And when they did, holy shit. Jack wasn’t even close to getting up soon.
Blood smattered all over his face, his eyes already swelling up. There was an obvious split lip. If I was a betting woman, a broken nose would be discovered after an X-Ray.
Macklin’s eyes were wide, staring at Will’s fist and shirt. They were painted with Jack’s blood. Will stayed silent, breathing heavily, and wiped his mouth with the back of his hand. I could see his hand shaking, however it wasn’t due to being scared. At least, I didn’t think so.
“Shit, dude,” Mack breathed.
“What got into you?” Toff scolded. “This isn’t like you, Smitty.”
Toff had jumped in to help Mack and Misa. Yes, it took three grown men to wrangle Will Smith.
Will sniffed, ran his tongue across his bottom lip, and shook his head. His lips were sealed.
Macklin looked over his shoulder at the security guards and what looked like an emergency medical staff person entering the room. “Fuck!" He raked his hands through is brown locks. "(y/n), you gotta get Will out of here.”
“What?” I sputtered. “Why?”
He rested his hands on my shoulders and looked me in the eyes. “Get your asses out of here. Will can’t risk getting in trouble, his contract is on the line.”
My heart short circuited, along with my brain. I felt my lips move, but I couldn't hear what I was saying. “What do you mean, Mack?”
“His new contract isn’t final yet. If the GM gets a whiff of this, he’s gonna get traded for sure. None of us want that, okay?”
His new contract isn’t final yet. This was it. This is what actually broke my fiance. And he didn’t talk to me about it. Why?
“Okay?” Macklin pushed, shaking my entire body.
I nodded. “Okay, yeah.”
“Good. Go, go, go.”
Carefully, I took Will’s good hand and tugged him towards the opposite direction. In the distance, I could hear,
“What the hell happened here? Who hit him?”
“We’re not sure, the guy ran off before we could get a good look. We think it was a fan that managed to sneak in,” Mack answered, not a lick of a quiver in his voice.
We waited outside for the valet to bring around his truck. Without a word, I handed Will his blazer and he slipped it on, closing the button to cover evidence. When his vehicle finally arrived, I got in after he held the door open for me.
It was dead silent as he began the drive back.
“Was that really about Jack being an asshole to me or was it about your contract?” My voice cracked and I cleared my throat, blinking my eyes a few times to erase the water. The adrenaline plummeting and alcohol were definitely getting to me.
Will didn’t reply as he kept looking straight ahead. His set features, that were normally soft, looked stricken in the street lights as we passed under them. His bruised hand gripped the top of the steering wheel as he reached over his other to rest on my knee.
Okay, then.
***
As we entered the apartment, I shot Will a hard look. “Seriously, Will. Please talk to me.”
“Bedroom. Now.”
I was taken back by his stringent tone. He wanted total dominance. He needed it.
“Wi-”
“(y/n), I’m not kidding. Go.”
That sparked in me and I did as he said. Without another word, I went upstairs and down the hallway decorated in art and family photos. It was thickly quiet aside from our footfalls on the wood floors.
He ordered, “Stop right there.”
My feet stopped just past the doorframe to our room, toes of my heels brushing along our plush rug. It wasn’t there for only grounding our space to feel like a home. If you can catch my drift. My mind tried to piece together where he’d decide our fated fuck would be.
I was partial to the firmness of the floor, Will usually leaned for the softness of our mattress. He liked to be rough, but not harsh. There was a distinction to him. So, if his own lips didn’t utter where, it was up to me to feel what he wanted. For once, I was completely in the dark, not in sync with him.
His fingers slowly pulled down the zipper of the sage dress I was wearing; I hadn’t worn a bra with it. Then he pushed the straps down, which caused the silky garment to slide off my body without permission. The air hitched in my throat, goosebumps breezing up my arms. There was only one small, hot breath on the back of my neck. A signal that he’d allow the fabric’s falter.
“Keep the heels on,” his lips whispered next to my ear. It sent delicious shivers down my spine.
I nodded, then carefully stepped out of the dress and flicked it aside.
His warm breath was still as he placed a butterfly kiss on my neck. “Get on all four and look back.”
I took in a deep breath and let it out slowly, not daring to show it on my shoulders.
I walked over to the bed and bent over teasingly, sticking my butt well in the air. I smirked, looking over my shoulder. I bit my lip as he untucked the white shirt and began to unbutton it. “I didn’t say to do that.”
“Did you want this...” I crawled forward on my hands and knees onto the navy blue, silk sheets. “Daddy?”
I noticed his jaw tightened and he let out a slow and low breath. He removed the black belt that had a silver buckle from his pants and kept it in his hand. The hand that caused another man to bleed and break. Before tonight, it had only broken me in bed.
“Are you gonna fuck me?” I cocked a brow. The more I tease, the harder he’ll fuck. The more frustration he’ll let out; This was the true secret as to why he was the easy-going Will Smith to the public. It’s consensual obviously, I had frustrations and anxieties to release too. In our own, fucked up, safe way with love and support.
Maybe he’ll tell me what the fuck’s going on with his contract after.
“What I want is for you to be a good girl. Not a disobedient brat. Look forward and close your eyes.”
Before I closed my eyes, they grazed over the photo of us on a beach in Tahiti. One of the first trips we took together and the first time we’d actually had sex; a completely different experience from then to now.
“I want you to count to five.”
There was a shocking coldness on my upper back and I felt it run all the way down before there was a smack on my right ass cheek. I barely made a sound as my body jolted forward slightly.
“One,” I mumbled.
“Louder,” he demanded and whacked my ass again, slightly harder this time. Fuck.
I licked my lips. “Two.”
Then there was another smack and I continued to count. By the fifth one, I winced out a moan and tried to relax my tense muscles.
I looked back at Will. “More, daddy. Please.”
He shook his head, setting the belt on the bed. “No, baby.” His normally bright blue eyes were dark, brooding with a deep sea that washed him down. This better fix him.
I watched as he removed and tossed aside his last item of clothing. I tried not to laugh at the tight black underwear he was wearing. He only ever wore them with suits; a change from his patterned boxers. His Greek god body made them look like a fucking tiny Speedo.
“Laughing at me?” he tested with a cocked brow.
I stifled a laugh and nodded. “Mmhm, babe.”
“I’m gonna let that one slide.” He moved his body over top of mine, his bulge hit my lower back, and he whispered deeply in his enticing, gravelly voice, “for now.”
I licked my lips and my breathing hitched as I felt him place kisses all down my back and then on each ass cheek. He slowly pulled down the black lace before he continued to leave his hot lips there and his hand covered my growing heat. A finger began to draw circles on my clit and I tried to not let my body shake too much and bend forward to break my stance. He pressed harder now at a rougher speed.
“Shit,” I breathed.
My breaths came out short and I swallowed hard to try and catch it. My back arched up at the pleasure of his two fingers entering. He managed to keep his work on my clit and pulse his fingers in and out of me. When he hit close to the spot and curled his fingers a bit, I had to cave forward and rest on my elbows.
“Oh God,” I panted.
There was a teasing chuckle. “Thought you could beat me at this game?”
“Maybe,” I replied, earning me another curling pressure.
“Hmm? What was that?”
I shook my head and looked back at him. “No, daddy. No.”
There was an in-charge smirk about his lips and the scruff he had going on turned me on more. “Get back up and stay up.”
I was still shaking from before, but forced myself to get back on my hands and my arms felt wobbly, though in a good way.
“Good. Brace yourself, baby girl. Trust me.”
I held onto his words as I felt a hand trail down my back, down my thigh, and around to the front for my clit. I knew this was not it though. He teased me with his tip a few seconds before he pushed himself in, hard.
“Fuck,” I mumbled as he held there for a moment.
He chuckled. “I told you. Move forward more.”
He stayed connected and moved with me so his knees rested on the bed. Now, he pulled out and thrusted in again without warning. I moaned with every single one as he kept going. He used every muscle in that strong body of his to pound me into an oblivion.
I loved it.
“Oh god… Yes.” I closed my eyes and bit down on my lip.
A hand encased around my neck and forced me to be upright. Then it stayed there as another played with my breasts and made sure to rub over my highly sensitive nipples. He teased them between his fingertips with pinches.
He left more sensual kisses on my neck and he grunted with another thrust, “Say my name.”
My hands found their way to his bare, thick thighs. I was getting so close to my insides exploding. I grunted a moan as my head went back.
His grip tightened on my neck, his thumb and pointer hitting the softest indents. “Say it.”
“Will!” I choked out as both of us stilled and my entire being held onto his large cock that filled me so perfectly. Every deep curve of his abs flexed against me.
He nipped my ear before letting go and I sagged forward. I was smiling blissfully. Will rolled me onto my back and hovered his heavy weight over me. It was suffocating, however intoxicating too and I craved more of it.
“That’s not my name.” He kissed me on the lips, deepening it within seconds. He took the belt now, wrapped it around my wrists, and forced my hands above my head. “Don’t move.”
A moment later, he shoved himself inside me again. Instinctively, my arms moved down a bit and Will used a hand to push them back up. “What did I say?”
I bit my lip to stop a giggle. “Don’t move.”
“Good.” He moved to kiss me on the lips again and thrusted in again. He mercilessly ripped into me and riveted my G-spot. He was panting as he kept going. The heat made me want to pass out, but Will kept me in check.
“Say my name,” he breathed into my ear.
I shook my head and needed something to grab onto. I was overwhelmed by the rippling, aching pleasure. “I-I can’t.”
“Do it, (y/n).” He ordered with another pound. One more and I was gone. Again.
Last second, Will let go of his hold on my hands. I hooked my arms around his neck as my nails dug into his shoulder blades. “Daddy!” I shook terribly as he filled me for the second time tonight.
He kissed under my ear. “Good job, baby.”
Will snuggled his face into my neck with a sigh and left his heavy body overlapping mine. After a while, I figured it’d be safe to remove the belt from my wrists and I kicked my heels off. Then I stared up at the ceiling as I played with his hair.
“You’re mine, baby. I love you,” he murmured.
“I know... I love you too.” I paused, blowing a small breath between my lips. “We both know this wasn’t about Jack… Why didn’t you tell me about your contract?”
“It could be both,” Will countered.
I snorted, resting on fingers along his jaw. I glanced down at him. His eyes were closed. “If we’re going to get married, we have to be completely honest, babe. Up to this point, I thought we were.”
His arms tightened around me as he sighed heavily. “I know, I know. I’m sorry. I don’t know why I didn’t tell you… It’s embarrassing? I’ve had a fantastic start to my hockey career with the Sharks, hoped it would always be here, and then they want to possibly trade me? All probably due to the injury last season.”
My lips brushed his forehead. “Players get traded all the time. It’s nothing to be ashamed of. It doesn’t reflect poorly on you, however beating the shit out of someone does.”
“You’re right, I know. I think… I was scared too. You gave up everything to support me here. For us. Suddenly it felt like it might be for nothing. And Jack made that comment about my shoulder and next season. I spiraled inside.”
I laced my fingers with his purpling ones. “Which is unlike you. When you feel that happening again, talk to me. We’ve always figured it out together. It’s you and I against everything, remember?”
“I promise I will.” He opened his eyes to look at me and brought my hand to his lips. “You and I, baby.”
“How’s your hand feel?” I cocked a brow, bringing it closer to me again to analyze it. Nothing looked inherently broken.
He chuckled under his breath. “Sore, but it’ll be fine.” His laugh stopped shortly, water notably brimming his eyes. “Fuck, I hope Hughes is alright. I don’t like the guy, but… shit, I fucked up. I’m sure someone saw it.”
I wrapped my arms tightly around his head and legs around his torso. “I know.” My lips pressed into his hair as his body shook a little, tears pooled on my skin, his adrenaline finally letting go of his body.
“It’ll be okay, baby. We’re gonna figure this out.”
I just read your Mack x reader fic where innocent reader left scratch marks all over him and LOVED it, I wanted to ask if you could write something similar for Will but this time its not his teammates spotting the marks but like his closest guy friends while they are on vacation?
Scratch Marks & Sunshine
pairing: Will Smith x female reader
description: You leave your marks all over Will and his friends refuse to believe you could be so wild behind closed doors.
TW: Sexual implications, marking, teasing, fluff, established relationship.
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The morning sun streams through your window, but the warmth on your skin does little to chase away the lingering chill of Will's absence. His side of the bed is cold, a stark reminder that he's currently somewhere over the Midwest, hurtling toward a week of sun. You can still feel the ghost of his hands on your skin, the memory of his mouth on yours, the desperate, hungry way you'd clung to him last night. It was a farewell fueled by the knowledge of seven days apart, a night that left you breathless, satisfied and now, alone.
The Florida air is thick and humid, a welcome change from the lingering Boston chill. "Last one in the water buys the first round!" Gabe yells, already fumbling with his shirt.
Will laughs, peeling his own t-shirt over his head. The sun is warm on his skin, the familiar weight of his hockey bag gone from his shoulder.
"Whoa, hold on there, killer," Jacob says, his voice laced with amusement. "What the hell happened to your back?"
Will freezes, his shirt halfway down his arms. "What are you talking about?"
Gabe turns, his eyes widening as he takes in the sight. "Holy shit, dude. It looks like you got mauled by a tiger."
Ryan jogs back over, squinting. "No way. Are those... scratches?"
Will's face flushes as he instinctively tries to look over his shoulder. "It's nothing," he mumbles, pulling his shirt back on.
"It's not nothing," Gabe insists, grabbing the fabric and trying to pull it back up. "Let us see! Did you get into a fight with a cat?"
"Or," Ryan says, a slow grin spreading across his face as he points to a small, purpling mark on Will's bicep. "Did you get a new girlfriend? A very... possessive one?"
Will's head snaps up. "What? Why would I have a new girlfriend?"
"I mean," Ryan continues, enjoying himself immensely, "I don't think sweet little Y/N has it in her to leave a set of claw marks like that."
Jacob nods in agreement. "He's got a point. She blushes if the wind blows the wrong way. I'm not convinced she knows what teeth are, let alone how to use them."
A hot surge of protectiveness rises in Will's chest. "Shut up. You don't know anything about her."
"We know she's the definition of a good girl," Gabe counters, his teasing grin softening slightly. "Which is why we're saying there's no way those marks are from her. So, who is she, Will? Spill."
Will's jaw is tight. He can feel his friends' eyes on him, a mixture of genuine confusion and mocking speculation. He knows he should just laugh it off, make up a joke, but the implication that you aren't enough, that you couldn't possibly be this passionate with him, makes his hackles rise.
He doesn't answer. He just stands there, staring them down, his silence a wall of defiance.
The silence stretches and one by one, their expressions change. Gabe's smirk falters. Jacob's eyes widen in dawning comprehension. Ryan's jaw literally drops.
"No," Ryan whispers, his voice filled with disbelief. "No way."
Jacob shakes his head slowly, looking at Will like he's a complete stranger. "Dude."
"It was her?" Gabe asks, his voice barely a squeak. "Our Y/N? The one who literally apologizes when she beats us at Mario Kart? That girl?"
Will's defensive posture relaxes just slightly, replaced by a smug satisfaction. He gives a single, sharp nod.
The reaction is immediate and explosive.
"HOLY SHIT!" Gabe screams, making a nearby family jump. "I take back everything I ever said! She's a freak!"
"A quiet freak!" Ryan corrects, looking at Will with newfound, slightly terrified respect. "The most dangerous kind!"
"I can't believe it," Jacob says, running a hand through his hair. "All this time. We thought she was this delicate little flower and she's secretly a... a panther!"
Will is laughing now, the tension broken. "Told you to shut up."
"Dude, you have to tell us everything," Gabe begs, grabbing his arm. "What did you do? What did she do? I need details!"
"Never," Will says, pulling away. "You'll just have to live with the mystery." He glances down at his arm, a small smile playing on his lips. He's never been more proud of a few little marks in his life.
The evening finds you curled up on the couch when your phone buzzes with his name. "Hey! How's Florida?" you ask, your voice bright.
"It's... eventful," he says, and you can hear the suppressed laughter in his tone.
"What's wrong?"
"Nothing's wrong," he assures you. "It's just... well, I took my shirt off at the beach."
Your frown is audible. "And...?"
"And, baby... they saw the scratches. And the bite mark."
It takes you a moment and when you realize what he means, your face floods with heat. "Oh my god," you whisper, your hand flying to your mouth. "No."
"Oh, yes," he confirms, his voice full of glee. "They thought I had a new, violent girlfriend. They were absolutely convinced it wasn't you."
You groan, burying your face in a throw pillow. "I want to die."
"Hey, don't," he says, his voice softening. "It's fine. I defended your honor. And then I confirmed it was you, and they freaked out. Jacob thinks you're a panther now."
You can't help it, you let out a small, embarrassed laugh. "He does not."
"He does," Will insists. "Listen, don't worry about it. They're idiots. But maybe when I get back," he adds, his voice dropping to a low whisper, "we can give them something new to talk about."
description: end of season/offseason photo dumps from Will Smith Hockey and Y/N reader!!! little explanation if you’re just tuning in, this is a part of my wsh universe where the reader is originally from Canada, hence the Canada day discussion!! Also this is my first smau so bear with me, and i appreciate both good and bad feedback!!
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can u do a will smith x reader w dumbification where reader is still a college student n super stressed abt school/responsibilities to the point its neg affecting her so will decides to help her out by fucking her dumb so she can finally relax and get her mind off things,,, love ur work!!
Fuck You Stupid
pairing: Will Smith x female reader
description: Overwhelmed by college stress Will decides in order to take your mind off thinks he has to fuck you dumb.
TW: Smut, MDNI, unprotected sex, oral sex (f receiving), dumbification, dirty talk, dom/sub dynamics, hand on neck once, established relationship.
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The textbook blurs in front of your eyes, the words swimming into an incomprehensible jumble of letters. It's 2 AM, your third consecutive all-nighter and your brain feels like it's been stuffed with cotton. Your laptop glows with three unfinished papers, your phone buzzes with unread emails from professors and the weight of your impending graduation presses down on your chest like a physical force.
You jump when the door clicks open, Will walking in, his hair still damp from the shower he just took.
"Still at it?" he asks, his voice soft as he approaches the table where you're buried under a mountain of books.
"I have to," you mumble, not looking up. "I'm so behind. If I don't finish this outline and study for my midterm, I'm going to fail."
Will's hands land on your shoulders, his thumbs working into the tight knots of muscle. You tense at his touch, then immediately relax, a small whimper escaping your lips.
"You're going to burn out," he says, leaning down to press a kiss to the top of your head. "When was the last time you slept? Drank something that wasn't coffee?"
"I'm fine," you lie, even as your body betrays you, leaning into his touch. "I just need to push through."
"No," he says, his voice firm but gentle. "What you need is to stop. You're running yourself into the ground, babe."
"I can't," you whisper, tears welling in your eyes. "There's too much to do."
Will circles the table, crouching down so he's at eye level with you. He takes your face in his hands, forcing you to meet his gaze. "Hey. Listen to me. School will still be there tomorrow. Your papers aren't going anywhere. But you? You're going to break if you keep this up."
"But..."
"No buts," he interrupts, his thumb stroking your cheek. "I'm taking care of you tonight. No more thinking. No more worrying. Just me and you."
You want to argue, to list all the reasons why you can't afford a break, but the exhaustion is too profound. All you can do is nod weakly as he helps you up from the chair, your legs unsteady beneath you.
"That's my girl," he murmurs, leading you toward the bedroom. "Time to turn that busy brain off for a while."
Once in the bedroom, he doesn't waste time. His lips are on yours, demanding and hungry, his hands roaming your body with purpose. You respond automatically, your body remembering what your mind is too tired to process.
"Too many thoughts in that pretty head of yours," he says against your mouth, his hands sliding under your shirt to find bare skin. "We're going to need to empty it out a bit."
You shiver as his thumbs brush against the underside of your breasts. "Will, I..."
"Shh," he interrupts, pulling your shirt over your head. "No talking from you unless it's to beg or moan. The only thing I want coming out of your mouth is my name or praise for how good I'm making you feel."
He guides you to the bed, positioning you on your back before hovering over you. "You think too much, you know that? Always analyzing, always planning. Tonight, you're not going to think at all. You're just going to feel."
His mouth finds your neck, sucking and biting marks into your skin that you know will be visible tomorrow. His hands work to rid you of your remaining clothes, his touch both rough and reverent.
"Look at you," he murmurs, his eyes dark with desire as he takes in your naked form. "Already so much more relaxed when you're not trying to solve all the world's problems. Just a body for me to play with. That's all you need to be right now."
His words send a jolt of arousal through you, your body responding to his dominant tone even as your mind reels. "But my papers..."
"Fuck your papers," he growls, his hand wrapping around your throat, applying just enough pressure to make your breath catch. "The only thing you need to worry about is how many times I'm going to make you come before your brain is completely empty."
He shifts down your body, his mouth finding your nipples, alternating between sucking and biting until you're arching off the bed, pleasure coursing through you.
"That's it," he praises, his hand moving between your legs to find you already wet. "No more thinking about school or responsibilities. Just focus on how good this feels. Focus on me."
His fingers slide inside you, curling to find that spot that makes your toes curl. "You're already so wet for me. So desperate to be told what to do, aren't you? To have someone else make all the decisions for a while."
You can only moan in response, your hips bucking against his hand as he adds another finger, stretching you deliciously.
"Such a good girl when you're not overthinking everything," he continues, his thumb finding your clit and rubbing in tight circles. "Just a needy little thing who wants to be fucked until she can't remember her own name. Is that what you want?"
"Yes," you gasp, your hands fisting in the sheets.
A smirk plays on his lips. "That's better. See how easy it is when you don't have to think? When you just do what you're told?"
He withdraws his fingers, bringing them to your lips. "Taste yourself. See how ready you are to be fucked dumb."
You obediently open your mouth, sucking your juices from his fingers, your eyes locked with his.
"Please," you whimper when he pulls his fingers away.
"Please what?" he asks, though he knows exactly what you want.
"Please fuck me," you beg, your pride forgotten in the haze of arousal. "I need you."
"Since you asked so nicely," he says, positioning himself between your legs. He frees his cock, stroking it a few times before lining it up with your entrance. "Remember, no thinking. Just feeling. Just being my pretty little fuck toy for the night."
He enters you in one smooth thrust, filling you completely. You cry out at the sudden fullness, your body arching to accommodate him.
"Fuck, you're tight," he groans, beginning to move. "So fucking perfect like this, all spread out and desperate for my cock."
He sets a punishing pace, each thrust driving you further into the mattress, driving all coherent thought from your mind. The only thing that exists is the feeling of him inside you, the sound of skin slapping against skin and his filthy words in your ear.
"You like that, don't you?" he asks, his hand wrapping around your throat again. "Like being used like this? No responsibilities, no decisions to make. Just taking my cock like the good little girl you are."
You can only nod, your eyes rolling back as he hits that perfect spot with every thrust.
"Use your words," he demands, his grip tightening slightly. "Tell me how much you love being fucked like this."
"I love it," you gasp.
"Fuck," he growls, his pace becoming erratic. "That's all you are tonight. My perfect little pussy to use however I want."
His free hand moves to your clit, rubbing in time with his thrusts. "Come for me. Show me how good it feels to be empty-headed and full of cock."
Your orgasm crashes over you, intense and overwhelming, leaving you trembling and breathless. Your mind goes completely blank, all thoughts of school and responsibilities washed away in a sea of pleasure.
Will follows soon after, his hips stuttering as he finds his release, his forehead resting against yours as he catches his breath.
For a long moment, you both stay like that, joined together, your bodies slick with sweat. You feel pliant and relaxed, your mind blissfully empty.
Will pulls out gently, positioning you both so you're lying face to face. He brushes a stray hair from your forehead, his expression soft.
"See?" he murmurs, his voice no longer dominant but tender. "No more thinking. Just feeling."
You snuggle closer to him, your body completely relaxed for the first time in weeks. "Thank you," you whisper, your voice hoarse.
"Always," he promises, pressing a soft kiss to your lips. "Now sleep. We'll deal with all that other stuff tomorrow."
Includes : Will Smith hockey, Ben Kindel, Connor Bedard, Macklin Celebrini, Fraser Minten, Mavrik Bourque, and Luke Hughes x Female Reader
Warnings : No use of Y/N, pet names (babe, baby, sweetheart, beautiful girl?) Angst, Comfort, Explicit Language, Mention of the Olympics (Celebrini and Minten), Jokes of Committing [nothing extreme or serious] (Bourque), USA shade? (Smith and Hughes), different ways of coping
Summary : A series of you reacting to your team getting eliminated from the World Cup and how the boys would comfort you.
A/N : This ain’t Mighty Ducks but it’s hockey so I take it. Plus I need this guys (I need this) Is it corny? Possibly. Out of character? Possibly. Do I care? Possibly. Don’t matter. Excuse any mistakes if there’s some and thank you for reading
♡ Will Smith ♡
You’re standing in the middle of the living room, clenched hands by your sides and eyes glued on the tv screen, following the players as they run across the field. The announcer’s voice booms from the sides of the tv, cracking when your team finally decides to take a chance at the goal. It’s blocked.
You groan but shake it off. Your team still has possession of the ball so there’s no need to fret. The announcer makes a comment of the time and your eyes dart to the corner of the screen. Less than five minutes left on the clock and your team is still one goal down.
You have hope still. A lot can happen in five minutes. They might not score twice in those five minutes but they will tie and then go to extra time and win there, you’re sure of it. Even as the last minute arrives and they still haven’t scored, you’re sure they will.
But they don’t.
Your heart drops when the referee blows the whistle. It drops when the announcer confirms it’s the end of the game. It drops when the screen fills with the destroyed faces of the players on your team, tears already falling with some covering them with their hands or with another player as they hug.
“Baby?” Will’s voice sounds from behind you. He’d been watching from the couch, eating the snacks you two had prepared for the game. He wasn’t as into it as you were, it wasn’t his team playing, but he wanted to support you and with how excited you were, how could he not.
You don’t hear him, your attention still glued to the screen.
Will already knows the sight that will greet him when he approaches you. He already knows the tears in your eyes and the tremble of your bottom lip as you hold back the sobs. He already knows your week and most likely the rest of the year is ruined.
“Baby.” He whispers, voice so soft like he was approaching a sad child. It’s not until his hand gently lays on your shoulder that you seem to snap out of your daze.
Your eyes, glossy with tears and already puffy, glance at him and with a broken voice, one the turns into a sob, you tell him, “We lost.”
Will instantly brings you into a hug and you finally let it out. You sob into his shoulder as your hands grip the back of his shirt– of the jersey that matches the one you wear. He rubs comfort into your back, whispering sweet nothings into your temples as he leaves kisses there.
You two stand there until the tv no longer shows the devastating loss. Until your sobs turn to sniffles. Until his jersey soaked all your tears and leaves your eyes dry. And if it took almost an hour or so and Will’s legs started to get tired, then so be it. He’ll wait as long as it takes.
Once you’re done, Will brings you to the couch, wrapping an arm around your waist as you cuddle to his side. He changes channels, stopping when a familiar movie plays. You munch sadly on the snacks, barely paying attention to it.
“You know,” Will whispers, not wanting to disturb the peace. His hand now rubs down your arm but it’s the way it stutters slightly that catches your attention. He looks at you with a crooked, suggestive smile. “USA is still in. You can cheer for them.”
You frown. “Don’t even joke, Will. The only time I’ll cheer for USA is if you’re on the team. No exceptions.”
“Good to know you love me that much.” He chuckles and plants a kiss on your cheek. “And I love you so much I wear another team’s jersey in case you didn’t know.”
“Oh I know and I’m grateful for it.” You return the kiss with a smile and Will triumphs at the action.
♡ Ben Kindel ♡
It’s late. You should’ve been asleep by now. Your family should've already come home from the watch party downtown. But no, you’re still awake and your family is still out watching the game.
The game started early but both teams were playing with their all. When one scored, the other did minutes later. Each time you got excited only to be disappointed when the other team tied.
You abandoned your spot next to Ben a long time ago and now pace back and forth in front of the tv. Your heart is pounding, your hands are sweating, and you begin to chew your bottom lip till you accidentally make yourself bleed— Ben didn’t like that.
Regular times come to an end and even with the added minutes, the teams are still tied. You inhale heavily, anxiety ridden and tired of riding this roller coaster of emotions. Worst part, it’s not over yet. You just hope you don’t go to penalties.
“I've never seen you this nervous.” Ben comments, a half genuine half joking smile on his lips, as you take a much needed long sip of your drink which you wish was alcohol. “Not even when I play.”
You gasp, wiping the excess liquid from your lips. “‘Cause this is important.”
“Ouch.”
You laugh softly. “At the moment this is but once hockey season starts, you will be my penguin.”
He smiles and raises a brow. “Only during the season?”
“And every other month of the year.” You add with a teasing smile, meeting him by the couch and leaning in for a kiss.
Ben gladly accepts it, avoiding irritating the cut on your bottom lip. He tries to make it last, cupping your face and kissing you the way you like but once you hear the break is over, you’re running back to your spot in front of the tv.
The first fifteen minutes go by fast with the other team scoring in the last minute. You pay no mind, knowing your team will score in the other fifteen minutes. They don’t. Worse, the other team scores again. You don’t lose faith though but as the timer reaches the end, you feel the inevitable dread.
The whistle is blown and the game finally ends. There’s no more added time. No going to penalties. No winning. The camera pans from the thrilled, relieves faces of the winning team and their fans to the disappointed, defeated faces of your team. It’s almost funny, the best day for someone is the worst for someone else.
You want to scream and cry but you're too stunned to do anything, even something as simple as opening your mouth. A lump grows in your throat, feeling like pins and needles as you stare at the tv. It gets worse when kids barely old enough to know multiplications are shown bawling their eyes next to their dads and brothers. Then to the star player and the youngest on the team. It hits you hard then.
You lost.
Without a word or glance, you rush to your bedroom. You don’t change into pajamas. You don’t wipe your team’s flag from your cheek. You just curl into a ball on the bed and pull the covers to your chin, hoping this was just a cruel nightmare.
A few seconds later, Ben comes and without saying a word, he joins you. His arms wrap around your torso, pulling you flush against his front, and just with his touch, you finally break down. You hold his hands as you let out the sobs you’ve been holding back and Ben holds you through all of it, not once loosening his grip even when you turn to burry your face between his neck and shoulder or as the tears lulled you to sleep and he followed minutes later.
♡ Connor Bedard ♡
Connor knew the moment you stopped updating him about the futbol game that something was wrong and his suspicions were confirmed when he got the notification of the final score. Your team had lost. He knew you weren’t taking it well. You were so hopeful, telling him that this year was going to be the year they’d win.
So he made sure to stop by the store and get your favorite candy, snack, and drink. He even stopped by your favorite restaurant and got the meal and dessert you’ve been craving. He knew none of it was going to fill the void the loss caused but if he was able to lessen it, it’d be enough.
However, Connor didn’t realize just how severe the void was. Not until he reached the apartment door and heard music blasting. He didn’t recognize it but based on the instrumental, it was definitely sad music.
Maybe he should’ve got you a puppy or a kitten.
He hesitates for a moment before taking a deep breath and entering your shared apartment. The music is even louder than before, the vibrations now evident and going up his legs, and almost irritating. He sets the bags on the table and calls for you but there’s no answer. He calls again, weaving in and out of the rooms. Still no answer. So he goes to lower the volume of the speaker in the living room and there he finds you on the floor.
You’re staring up at the ceiling, eyes glossy and unfocused. There’s dried streaks in the corners of your eyes and down your cheeks. Beneath you lays your team’s flag, the ends wrapped around your hands, holding onto the last hope that what happened wasn’t real. Your mouth moves to the lyrics but Connor’s not sure if you are singing or not.
“Hey, babe.” He whispers, not wanting to startle you. You don’t respond, don’t even glance at him. He licks his lips, a nervous habit, and clears his throat, stepping closer into your view. “I heard what happened… I’m sorry.”
Your singing halts. Tears flood your eyes in seconds and your bottom lip trembles before a small, shaky sob leaves you.
That's not what he meant to happen.
“Shit. I didn’t— C’mere.”
Connor kneels next to you and brings you into a much needed hug. You cry into his shoulder, the flag still wrapped around you. He doesn’t know what to say to comfort you and he isn’t going to risk the chance of making you cry harder so instead he just holds you tighter, hoping he can squeeze the pain away.
“This was supposed to be our year.” You sob. “We were supposed to win. We were supposed to…”
“I know. I know.”
You cry until there’s no more tears to shed and your throat is sore after so many sobs. Connor doesn’t let go until you're the one pulling away with small sniffles, avoiding his gaze. “‘M sorry for breaking down.”
Connor shakes his head. “You got nothing to be sorry about. I like how passionate you are about things.”
“Sometimes I wish I wasn’t.” You wipe the rest of the tears and look at him with a frown. “I hate futbol.”
“And I hate hockey.” He smiles. “C’mon, I brought you some ‘get well soon’ things.”
Your eyes widen as Connor helps you up and leads you to the kitchen. “You didn’t have to.”
“I wanted to.” He simply says with a smile that has the void feeling less hollow.
You sit and watch as he unpacks the stuff, setting them neatly in front of you. He’s acting like it’s normal, like he didn’t go out of his way to make you happy. He could’ve just held you, it would’ve been enough but no. He wanted to go above and beyond.
Your expression softens, adoration filling your eyes, and a smile as sweet as the candy Connor got you forms on your lips. “You're the best, y’know.” You blurt out before you can think and immediately, your cheeks heat up.
Connor chuckles and as he hands you the takeout box, he leans in and plants a kiss on your forehead. “I know.”
“Okay, Mr.Cocky.”
♡ Macklin Celebrini ♡
“What?” You yell at the tv, jumping up from your seat on the couch.
The referee had blown the whistle, claiming that your team committed a foul. You’re quick to defend them, matching the players that approach the referee but just like to you, the referee doesn't listen. The replay is shown and while you might not be a professional, you grew up playing and watching futbol before you could speak so you know the rules and you know for certain it wasn’t a foul.
“He’s wrong. He’s wrong.” You tell the tv then Macklin. “Right.”
He raises his hands in defense. “Don’t look at me. My parents might’ve been players but that doesn't make me an expert. Now if it was hockey…”
Before you can respond, the referee comes back from reviewing the play and you hold your breath as he speaks into the microphone. It’s delayed for a couple of seconds before you hear his decision and when you do, you gasp in disbelief. It’s a foul and your player gets a yellow card but worst, since it was inside the penalty box, the other team is awarded a penalty kick.
“What— He— That’s some fucking bullshit! ” You run your hands over your hair, pulling in frustration, and scowl at the sight of the referee. “They paid him or he bet some money. There’s no other fucking reason. That wasn’t a penalty!”
Macklin just watches you, an amused smile tugging on his lips. “And they say I’m bad.”
“Shut it, Celebrini.” You glare at him, pointing a threatening finger. “I don’t say none when you go crazy.”
He gives you a look.
“I say it after.” You add.
Macklin rolls his eyes but the smile is still on his lips. He watches you, how tense you become when the other team’s player gets ready. You’re mumbling under your breath, trying to manifest him to miss or for your goalie to block it. It wasn’t enough.
“No!” You fall to your knees and if it wasn’t a serious moment, Macklin would’ve laughed at how comedic it was. You jump back up. “There’s still time. They can tie it. They can win. Right, Mackers?”
“Totally.”
But like before, your manifestation doesn’t work. The game ends and your team couldn’t manage to score, costing them the game and getting eliminated. And like before, you crumble to your knees, crying as the tv shows your team in shambles.
“This isn’t fair.” You mumble as you pathetically crawl back to Macklin, too sad to even be embarrassed. He doesn’t waste a second in opening his arms and letting you settle, tossing your leg over his lap and arm across his chest. “They were so close. So close.”
“It’s okay.” Macklin whispers, rubbing a hand down your arm as he hugs you.
“It’s really not. It would’ve been if we won but no.” You cry against his shoulder. “We were sooo close. Fuck! Is this how you felt? During the Olympics?”
He tenses. “I thought we had a silent agreement not to mention that.”
Your eyes widen and you’re quick to apologize, knowing how much the event hurt Macklin, even months since it still hurt. “‘M sorry. I shouldn’t have— I don’t know why I even said it. It just slipped.”
“It’s fine…” He sighs, genuinely not angry. “And I don’t know. Maybe? I mean, it’s not like you were playing.”
Whether he’s intentionally being funny or not, it gets a small laugh from you. “You got me there.” Then you turn serious and pull back enough to look at him. “But still. It hurts seeing them work so hard— to make it this far and it be over just like that.”
“Yeah, it sucks... But be happy it happened— that they made it this far.”
His words bring a smile to your lips. You hadn’t thought of it like that.
“Who told you that?”
“What?” Macklin acts offended, his face scrunching up when you give him the same look he had given you. “You don’t think I thought of it?”
“No.”
Macklin huffs and then, with a small smile, “one of the guys on the team told me.”
♡ Fraser Minten ♡
You’re on the verge of breaking down.
First, your team– which you love dearly– for the past minute have just been passing the ball, left, right, forward, then back. If you could, you would jump through the screen and yell at them to at least try shooting it. Second, your entire family is doing just that, yelling, almost begging for them to do something besides passing. Third, you chewed almost all your nails to the bed from trying to deal with the overstimulation.
“You need mine?” Fraser jokes beside you, offering you his hand.
It should uplift you, get a small laugh from you. It doesn’t. Your annoyance blocks any chance of it happening.
You grumble along with the rest of your family when the other team gets the ball and clears it. Luckily though, your team still has possession of it and continues their stupid passes.
“What I need is for them to score.” You mumble, scooting back against the couch and taking his offered hand but not his offer. “How hard is it to score? You do it with a puck.”
“I don’t know if I should be offended or not.”
Instead of answering, you yell out in frustration when your team loses the ball, squeezing Fraser’s hand in the process. He spends it like that for the rest of the game, hand getting squeezed when you don’t like something, rubbing his palm when you're nervous and tracing the veins on the back of his hand when you’re calm— which wasn’t a lot.
By the end, when the final minute is ticking, your touch becomes softer until there’s no more squeezing or rubbing. There’s no more yells, grumbles, or stress coming from you. You’re quiet beside him, face hiding in his shoulder and hand just holding his. Fraser knows then. You accepted the fact your team wasn’t going to win, not after they finally got it together and started shooting in the final minutes.
The whistle is blown, destroying your team's chances of advancing to the next round. Disappointment is written all over your family. Your dad shakes his head with a sigh. Your brother huffs annoyed, commenting on the many chances they had. Your nieces and nephews tear up. The rest shared in the bittersweetness of it all.
You stay quiet during the exchange, watching with sadness as the camera pans over your team then the fans, all sad for this chapter to be ending after having so much hope. It’s too much. You stand without a word and head to the backyard.
It’s quiet and empty. The sun is barely setting and the temperature is lowering enough to not feel as hot as a sauna. You inhale the fresh air and as you exhale, you let tension from the past hour and a half out. But you also accidentally let the tears you held back out.
“Hey,” Fraser appears a second later behind you, gentle hands cradling your arms. “You okay?”
You laugh softly and try to discreetly wipe the tears away. “‘M fine. It’s not like my team just got eliminated.”
“…Yeah that was a stupid question.” He chuckles. It goes quiet for a moment. His hands circle around you, holding you like you had held his hand. “You know,” he whispers, pressing his cheek against your temple, “it’s okay to cry. I know how much this meant to you.”
“I know. It’s just— Wait.” You side eye him, recognizing the words you had once told him. “You really using my own words to comfort me.”
“...Maybe.”
The corners of your lips twitch up. You turn in his hold, laying your hands on chest. “Kinda fitting though. This is like my Olympics– my silver medal.”
“I shouldn’t have said anything.” Fraser mumbles, cringing, the wound still healing after months since then. He then shrugs. “And I wouldn’t say that. For one, you weren’t playing. And two,” a sly smirk touches the corner of his mouth though there’s still some pain in it, “at least I made it to the finals and got silver.”
“Wooow. So it’s like that?”
“I’m kidding. I’m kidding!” He tightens his hold when you try leaving, kissing all over your face just in case. “This is like your Olympics and just like it, I’m going to take care of you through the loss.”
“Damn right you are.”
♡ Mavrik Bourque ♡
“What happened? Did they score? Did the other team get fouled?” The questions fire out from your mouth as you sprint back to the living room, drying your hands on your jeans.
Mavrik chuckles. “Nothing happened. We’re still on hydration break.”
“Still?” You huff, dropping next to your boyfriend. “So fucking long.”
“You want hydration breaks too if you were playing in the heat for an hour. It’s like 38 degrees over there.”
“You’re right. You’re right.” You raise your hands in surrender and turn to the tv with an apologetic expression. “I’m sorry. Take all the time you need, boys. Pretend to drink ‘til you’re running with bladders full.”
Mavrik shakes his head, failing to hide the smile on his lips.
The game resumes and like a switch, the silliness is shut off. You’re quiet as you watch with an intensity Mavrik rarely sees. The comments still come though, but they’re delivered more deadpan than with your usually joking manner.
“Didn’t know I was watching Broadway with those acts.” You mumble when a player on the other team falls like they were shot in the back and cradles their leg with an exaggerated pained expression only to, seconds later, look fine while walking away. “That would've won a Tony."
Not even three minutes later, you roll your eyes after what seemed like the tenth fall. “Are these fucking seals or futbol players? What’s up with all the flopping?”
And it’s not just dry humor.
Your team commits a stupid mistake, awarding the other team a direct free kick. You don’t say a word as everyone gets into position but your eyes say it all. You bite your curled finger, the player testing your patience before finally kicking the ball. Whether it was luck or skill, the ball manages to get past the goalies fingertips and into the goal.
Your reaction? Instead of screaming or cursing the tv out like anyone else would, you wrap your hands around your throat and make a choking sound. Then, like letting your frustrations out on yourself wasn’t enough, you wrap your hands around Mavrik’s neck, not squeezing but holding.
Mavrik smiles.
“Why the fuck would they do that?” You push through gritted teeth. “My man wouldn't let that happen.” You both know you’re talking about the player that’s currently sitting on the bench, having been subbed out, and not the one you’re currently choking.
However, nothing can ease the frustration you feel when the game ends and your team, after putting up a fight, gets eliminated. No dry humor or acts can make the pain in your heart hurt less or the tears burning your eyes and trailing down your cheeks dry up.
You straddle Mavrik’s hips, head tucked under his chin and arms curled between your bodies. He soothes you with his strong arms that any other day would’ve instantly cheered you up. “I hope they lose.” You mutter bitterly. “I hope that bastard gets a red card and loses.”
“I don’t think it’s a good idea to wish bad on others. It’s not nice and, y’know, karma.”
“They did it first by giving me my thirteenth reason.” You say with so much conviction, with an expression so serious, as if it wasn’t a stupid pop culture reference.
Mavrik bites down on his lip, trying to prevent the smile spreading on his lips and especially the laughter threatening to spill. He tries so hard but a smidge of laughter slips by and he can’t hold back anymore.
“This ain’t a joking matter, Mavrik.” You grumble and softly pinch his side. Though your words nor action stop his laughter. If anything, it makes it grow.
“I’m sorry. It’s not funny. It’s not funny.” His accent is strong as he speaks, the laughter loosing it. Then, just for a second, the laughter and rumble underneath you stops but as fast as it did, it resumes.
You pull back, looking at him in disbelief. “You’re laughing? My team just got eliminated, I’m depressed and you’re laughing?” The laughter doesn’t stop. You huff with a frown and get off his lap. “Let’s see if you still laughing when I jump out the window.”
You don’t get far, not even a foot on the floor, before Mavrik pulls you back on his lap, holding you there by the waist. “I’m sorry, sweetheart.” He says with a chuckle and tilts his head when you avoid his gaze. “I’m sorry, my beautiful girl.”
“I’m mad at you right now.”
Mavrik smirks. He plants a kiss to your jaw with a whisper of your name then to your cheek before leaving one on the corner of your lips. It’s then you finally glance at him.
“I’m sorry for laughing.” He says, his accent soft now and expression genuine. “Please forgive me.”
There’s a dramatic pause before you speak, each word breaking a piece of and revealing a smile. “It’s not your fault. It’s one of the many burdens I gotta carry for being hilarious. But you’re forgiven.”
Mavrik smiles and gives a sweet kiss to your lips. “Thank you.”
You hum and lay your forehead against his. It feels nice but then you hear the tv and are reminded of the game. “Mavs.” You whisper with a frown, eyes already prickling with tears.
Mavrik doesn’t a word and pulls you down his chest, letting you get comfortable as you nestle into his arms and tuck your head back under his chin. He kisses your head for good measures.
♡ Luke Hughes ♡
It was a rare day where the sun wasn’t burning you to a crisp the moment you step outside. The temperature wasn’t so hot or humid. You could actually do things without wanting to peel your skin off or be in a bad mood.
However, you’re inside and in the worst mood. It was your fault really. You decided to be the world’s best, number one fan rather than going out with Luke and the rest to whatever ‘fun’ thing they decided to do and no convincing changed that. The result? You under the covers with tears, snot and a broken heart.
That’s how Luke finds you after he comes bursting into the bedroom like an excited golden retriever, rambling on about something you don’t catch and don’t bother too. You’re still, asleep by the looks of it but it’s proven wrong when Luke pulls the covers enough to see your red puffy eyes before you tug it back down.
His smile drops and a small breath leaves him. He takes a seat by your curled legs and with a soft voice, “they lost?” One look at the mounted tv would answer his question, the aftermath still showing.
It causes a stinging behind your eyes and nose. “I don’t wanna talk about it.” Your voice is hoarse as you speak.
“…Guess that means you’re going for USA now.” He lightly jokes.
You frown. “You’re not funny.”
“That wasn’t what it looked like last night. Didn’t you say you were going to pee yourself if I didn’t stop being funny.”
“Luke,” you sigh, starting to get annoyed, “I love you but I want to be alone right now. Let me drown in my sorrows. Please.”
A frown tugs on his lips, his gaze where your head is, eyeing it like he could see through the covers. Your expression, the sad puppy look, stuck in his mind. Then you turn your back to him and against his better judgement, Luke respects your wishes.
Only for an hour that is.
He comes back, more excited than before despite trying to keep it down. He pulls the covers back and before you can protest, he tells you, or more like commands you, to get up, get dressed and meet him at the dock in ten minutes, leaving no room for arguments. He repeats himself before leaving the room and you, confused and irritated.
The ten minutes are up by the time you show up at the dock, traces of your defeat still there despite trying to cover it up or maybe you didn’t try. Just like you don’t try to pretend to be happy, not even a forced smile. The usual twinkle whenever you look at Luke not there.
The sight has Luke’s smile faltering but not disappearing.
“I’m here.” You mumble like it’s taking everything in you to say two simple words. “So what—”
“No talking. Just— c’mon.” Luke takes your hand and leads you to the boat.
No words are said on the way or as Luke drives the boat across the lake. But a glance back at you, Luke can tell your mood was slowly lifting. The sunshine is bringing back color to your face, the wind’s blowing the emotions away, and he can see the faint smile on your lips as you feel what nature has to give.
The engines are cut once Luke finds the perfect spot on the lake with no prying eyes or ears. He pulls out a picnic basket he hid and lays a blanket on the boat’s floor, inviting you to sit with him with a smile and hand ready to help you down. He has all your favorites—snacks, drink, sweets— all neat and decorated in cute containers.
“You did all of this in an hour?” You ask, genuinely shocked.
Pride takes over his features though his smile is bashful. “The guys helped but I did most of the work.”
After eating, you two cuddle up and watch as the sky turns from blue to beautiful shades of orange, yellow, pink and purple. It’s quiet. Calm.
“Thank you.” You whisper, not wanting to mess the peace but needing Luke to know. “For this. For everything. I appreciate it.”
He meets your gaze, a soft smile on his lips. “You don’t need to thank me. I’m your boyfriend, it’s my job to make sure you’re happy. Even if you want to drown in your sorrows instead.”
You let out a small laugh before bringing him into a kiss.
