You realize you love someone more than they love you. Not that I'm surprised, I just thought maybe this time it could be different...for once. Like for once can't I actually feel like my love interest feels the same way about me? Can't that "honeymoon stage" not only last like two weeks? And perhaps I am just letting my insecurities take over, but its just....if its authentic, if its really meant to be, shouldn't I not be second guessing his feelings for me? Whatever, hopefully this break will be good for both of us since you keep stressing the fact that you don't talk to anyone over break. I've needed my girlfriends and my family anyways, so maybe this time away can give you what you seem to need...space.