You'll never stop blaming me for not being able to get over things and I'll never stop blaming you for not understanding that you shattered my heart.
i hope you find love again
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You'll never stop blaming me for not being able to get over things and I'll never stop blaming you for not understanding that you shattered my heart.
i hope you find love again
"I hate do admit it, but I miss you so much."
I like you so bad, it's sad...
Mahal Ko.
“Nagmahal, Nasakatan, Nagmahal ulit hanggang sa paulit ulit na lang ulit.” sabi nga sa kanta nila Sarah G. at Papa P. “Paano ba ang Magmahal, palagi bang nasasaktan, umiiyak na lang palagi . . .” tapos sabi naman nang The Script “How can I move on when I’m still in love with you.” Oo tama sila, hindi ko alam kung paano bang magmahal! kung palagi bang masasaktan kapag nagmahal ka o parang parusa na yun sa lahat ng nagmamahal ng higit, tapat at totoo, aaminin ko hindi pa nga talaga ako nakakamove on, hindi pa ako get over sa kanya, hindi ko pa binibitawan lahat ng pwedeng bitiwan. Oo umaasa pa rin ako na baka isang araw pag gising ko ako naman ang maganda sa paningin niya, na ako naman ang magpapasaya sa araw niya, na ako naman ang hahanapin niya, na sasabihan niya ng mga sweet words niya, na ako naman ang kakamustahin niya, na hindi lang ako ang BEST FRIEND niya kundi ang BEST GIRL FRIEND niya ever, masarap mangarap hindi ba? yung tipong parang wala nang katapusan, hahaha hindi ko alam na magkakaganito ako sa isang lalaki, na best friend ko pa. Mahal ko siya, Mahal niya ako pero bilang kaibigan lang, yung kaibigan na masasandalan, makakausap, makakainitindi, makakatawanan, makakabiruan, kasama niya sa lahat ng bagay, AKO LANG NAMAN TOH YUNG KAIBIGAN MO HINDI YUNG KA-IBIGAN MO, kung ako na lang sana yung mahal at gusto mo, kung ako na lang sana yung babae para sa’yo, kung ako na lang kasi sana... Masakit man pero kailangan tanggapin, na ikaw at ako ay hanggang dito lang, yung storya na meron tayo ay hindi magiging katulad ng ibang storya, hindi ko man matanggap ngayon baka naman sa paglipas ng panahon matanggap ko na rin toh, bigyan mo lang ako ng ka-onting panahon. Kung mababasa mo man toh, MASASABI KONG MAHAL PA RIN KITA, MAHAL NA MAHAL PA RIN KITA BAY, kahit na nakakasakit ka na at nasasaktan ko na rin ang sarili, Mahal pa rin kita, dahil sa mahal kita...
-Jecil
what is it? dunno.. ^^
me: do you know?
friend: what? dunno..
me: I haven't tell anything, so yeah you dunno, dude
friend: wow.. then what? tell me now
me: I like someone, but I can't tell him
friend: huh? why?
me: (smile) cause he likes someone else
friend: poor my love.. who is it? I mean the girl..
me: that's.. she walks and smile toward you (then go)
Memory of you
Can’t erase my memory of you cause everytime I close my eyes I always see you in my dreams
hold on or let go and move forward?
I know I shouldn’t let things like this bother me but I do
There are times that I just want to give up on you, I want to totally forget you.But every time I come to a point where I decide to stop, forget and move on from you... there you go again treating me special, giving me mixed signals, doing stuffs that you used to do when we’re still together, idk what to call what we have or what are we before. I hold on, hoping that one day you’ll wake up and realized you don’t want to lose me.You want us to be back again bc we’re so good together and we’re a perfect match. I’m still hoping that you would tell me how much you love me,and you need me as much as I needed you.
I’m just really upset of how we end up.You’re a coward! if you have no intention of loving me and you’re not ready for a serious relationship, sana hindi mo nalang sinimulan, sana hindi mo nalang ako ginulo,nanahimik ako eh! masaya ako kahit single ako. Sana noong una palang sinabi mo na we’re just playing na landian lang.Kung hindi ka na babalik , at imposible na bumalik yung tayo at least tell me how can I move on from you? when we have the same circle of friends? kung palagi tayong nagkikita? paano kita makkalimutan kung ang bawat tao at bagay sa paligid ko ay konektado sayo, sa ating dalawa, lahat ng lugar na puntahan ko naaalala kita.Sabhihin mo naman oh kung paano kita kakalimutan..hirap na hirap na ako.Paano namn kita iiwasan kung ikaw tong lumalapit, nanghihihnayang din ako sa friendship natin.Ang sakit pa rin kasi bes, it’s been a year pero parang kahapon lang nangyare lahat eh?! You have no Idea how much it hurts, how much it kills me inside kapag nagpepretend akong masaya, nakangiti, na okay lang kahit hindi na ako ang palgi mong kasama.Parang pinipiga,pilit na dinudurog puso ko tuwing kausap kita, hindi mo alam great pretender kasi ang bestfriend mo. Pinipilit kong tingnan ka sa mga mata kapag kausap ka, kahit nangingilid na ang luha . Bes, tulungan mo naman akong mag move on sayo.
(Love) Life.
Why is life so complicated? You love him but he's inlove with another girl then that girl is inlove with another man. I just don't get it. Why can't we force feelings? and pick the one who really loves us. Why are we stuck with the same person? even they're already hurting us. I want to pick the one who loves me but I just can't force my feelings because I still do love him (someone). I thought that I'm over him but I was wrong. Why does it have always to be one sided?