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[breastcancerat35]

So over it While I appreciate, I mean tremendously appreciate the support of our community some days it gets so hard. Friday night I was invited to be a part of our HS basketball half time show where they honored four women from our community winning or who have won their battle with breast cancer. When they first invited me I told them to pick someone else because I am not winning. He laughed and said they wanted me to take part and to fill out a questionnaire about my fight. It was when was I diagnosed, who was my family, what treatment have I had and when was I in the clear. So... again, I was the youngest by at least fifteen years and the other two were probably thirty or forty years my elder... and I am the only one losing. I seriously don't want to trade anyone places because I would never put another person and their family through this. The other ladies are finished with physical treatment and either all together finished or taking pills they will always take. I do not understand that out of four women, me being the very youngest, has had the most procedures and won't make it. How do you take two ladies, one with grown grandchildren the other with young children of her own and say "while I realize one of you has led a long life and the other has not, I am going to heal the grandmother and allow the young mother to die, affecting not just her but her young children, husband ect." And no, I am not saying that the loss of the grandmother would be less sad or not affect her family the same way but I know everyone knows what I am saying. I smiled and clapped for these women, hugged them while they offered prayers and apologies but when it was over and I left I was angry. Why won't I ever be there shouting that I won, why do they get that and I don't? What was the point of the hundreds of Dr appts of me insisting something was wrong and being told the wrong things, why didn't any one of these dr's figure it out? I try not to spend my time angry, I do. But... I have my moments. I really do try to be not that person but on days or at events where my diagnosis is in my face I really am... SO OVER IT:'(