Every 19 years, the solar and lunar eclipses return to the same sign. #Eclipses are said to be major energetic gateways or opportunities for change, removal, and/or upheaval. If the cosmos were an ocean, eclipses would be a tsunami. Depending on what sign they occur in, and how they interact with our individual natal charts, will determine what areas of life the energetic tsunami will most likely hit hardest. This year, 2019, in January there was a #CapricornSolarEclipse and the #LeoLunarEclipse & then a #CancerSolarEclipse and #CapricornLunarEclipse in July and there will be another #solareclipse in Capricorn on December 25th. This eclipse pattern last occurred in the year 2000. There was a solar eclipse in Cancer/lunar eclipse in Capricorn. So now, when you meditate/pray on what you want to be cleared out or "eclipsed" out of your way in 2019/2020, think back to what was going on in your life back in 2000/2001. For me, some major life events in 2000. Age 13. I was graduating middle school & entering high school. My grandfather passing in fall 1999 and my cousin, who was like an older brother to me, passed in summer 2001. I remember feeling very much "on my own, all by myself" and having fears of dying unexpectedly. Had I known then what I known now, I probably wouldn't have made some dumb decisions. Now looking at the present. Age 32. I'm leaving graduate school (again) and taking a leap of faith in relocating for better career opportunities. My mother passed in late 2017 and my great grandmother passed in summer 2019. I kinda feel on my own & all by myself sometimes. Except now, I'm aware of all the loved ones across the veil around me so I dont feel as lonely, if that makes sense. I don't have fears of dying but more of a knowing that there's some things I must accomplish on this Earth while I'm alive. So the next Cancer/Capricorn eclipse pattern will happen in 2038, when I'm 51, same age as my mom when she transitioned. What can I change and/or clear out now that will benefit me over the next 19 years? #foodforthought #mindbodyspirit #StoryOfMyLife #astrology #zodiac #psychic #intuition #ThinkingOutLoud (at New Jersey) https://www.instagram.com/p/B0F2c9tH_ZI/?igshid=edua465v3bqs