#cannot believe it!!

[sometimesiship]

Heyy!! I have reread ur fic "once more with feeling" like a million times and i can't get over how much i adore it so i wrote you a poem inspired by it! Hope you like it!

Seven Shades of Red

He has never had a favorite color, until he meets her, the color of her eyes, deep burgundy and warm, like lava, the color of her lips, cranberry red, as she smiles, cotton and silk, the color that fills her face, scarlet, when she gets a compliment, the color of her night gown, crimson, like roses—her scent, the color of the wine, merlot, that makes her ramble, raw and honest, the color of her hands, powder rose, as she runs it under hot water, mind blank, the color of blood, maroon, that she cleans after killing. In all its different shades, he thinks, red is his favourite color.

oh my god this is beautiful and everything i love about Loid loving Yor 😭😭😭 i'M BROKEN THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! 🥹💖

[ellesthots]

graduating with my Master’s degree today 🎓💚🤍

it feels so surreal to finally be here after three years of grad school !! it was grueling, beautiful, and deeply transformative. as a first-generation student this feels extra unbelievable, and I’m in a bit of shock!!! there has never been a year where I have not been a student—I went straight from high school to undergrad, then straight into grad school. my time in academia is officially (likely) forever over. no more homework, no more classes, no more time on campus. soooo emo about it!!

i started writing Fateful summer before my second year of grad school. year two is when biiiig, scary steps come in (practicum!! not just classes anymore!!). i remember being soooo petrified for the upcoming year, so i started writing to have some escapism and an outlet. fast-forward two years and here we are! Fateful, and you all, have been a huuuuuuge, huge huge huge light as I’ve navigated so much. still kinda can’t believe i was putting out chapters every two weeks through full-time grad school, practicum, and internship 😂 throughout this last term I’ve had less time available to write, and I’ve felt that. it’s further cemented how much I adore writing, how much i adore Fateful, and how much I adore all of you.

Fateful is far from over, but i just know that when I finally finish it, it’s going to be soooo emotional. it has carried me through so much, and you all have carried me through it more than you know. every single comment, ask, dm, reblog, and like has poofed sunlight and rainbows into a really intense few years of my life. i adoreeee you all, truly madly deeply. thank you for being in community with me and helping make this milestone that much sweeter 💓💌

[platearmourpiglet]

They are...

HERE!!!!!!!!!! 😍😍❤️🩵

[a-victorian-girl]

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Oh, hi Sherlock!

Eh?

"I... I will?.... tell y-... Oh, I'll tell you. Mmm... (huh?) When you manage... to open the... the... handc- (?) ....handc-... handcuffs? (...) your back."

YOU REALLY GONNA TEACH ME THAT?????

[cyberess]

thank you for 50 followers!!

I can’t thank you all enough for helping me reach this milestone!! I cannot believe how many people have decided to follow me. Thank you for this over the last two and a half years. 🥺❤️

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YOU GUYS!!!! Finally all caught up with Private Practice! :) Now I can follow you beautiful people! But still 5 more episodes for Grey's (hopefully by Monday), sooo wish me luck :)