I go on this often but you probably won't see this. I know I can't reach you on FB cause you rarely use it in the first place. I hope you know that I am still upset of the whole split up, of how it ended was not a way i wanted it to happen let alone happen at all. I know I'm a ass sometimes, I know I am rash and just straight up rude sometimes . But that's who I am, that's how someway I work. And I sucks. But the fact is, I miss you. I cannot even remember the last time I said " I will try harder next time". Cause I didn't I was too stubborn to admit insecurity and failure! At the time I just couldn't take the stress of my parents, my job, and most of all; what to do next with my life... I understand there wasn't only my mistakes as well. But I hope you know still, I will love to take walks downtown with you( yes I will complain, but that's just how I am) again. Around 8-9pm was the best times, haha. I will still take you out on stupid little dates AND get lost on the way back... I will enjoy to see you laugh and smile then look away embarrassed and my shenanigans in public. I will still take a bullet of the blame if anything goes wrong. And most importantly of them all if you read this far I owe you a white rose that I couldn't muster up the courage to get you one on your birthday in January. -Enrique