I can forgive (just this once), however I cannot forget.
I don't think he is aware of how much of a deal it is for me to put aside my commitment issues and give him my all. I've always had my walls up in the past, kept myself mysterious, continued with the sass and was straight up ruthless. Why? Because I wanted to protect myself, I didn't want to be venerable, no one wants to get hurt. I am happy, I just don't wholeheartedly trust him. Emotional cheating is still cheating. It will take time. Time to build up a solid foundation. I've always been honest, expressed my thoughts and have been 100 % loyal. Honesty is the best policy, even if it means that someone gets hurt. I just hope he sees this and appreciates what he has. I don't need him, but I want him. I give him my all because I want to, not because I have to.
