Jan 15, 2016
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I just sat there waiting I couldn’t get out Was it panic Or pure fear Fear of myself Fear of my thoughts What was happening I can’t control this I can’t fix this Why Why can’t I fix this Why can’t I control this I’m still waiting Will someone find me Should I move I can’t move I’m terrified Every year it’s the same Why is this one worse Am I losing it Have I lost it •alexxajayne•