How was the one night stand? I never asked, and TMI Tuesday is as good a time as any.
Hahah it was good, the one night stand part was good except for the fact that we were both really drunk and communication kinda failed sometimes? But he was really respectful, didn't push me at all, we didn't have any kind of penetrative sex but we did alot of stuff that I've kind of wanted to do but not done? Like, IDK, sex has always been the only place I have not been comfortable to speak my mind before, like. You know I always just say whatever the hell i think but I used to be so umcomfrtoable in sex situations and just, didn't do the stuff I wanted to? Mostly because I didn't really know what I wanted. But this was the first time I had sex post-fanfic which has really helped me figure out what I want.
And like, it was really great until we left bed. Like, until we left bed I was convinced I wanted to see him again but then we got dressed and got downstairs and he just seemed so.. I don't know, young and naive? And there is just no way I could see him again, it would never ever work which is a shame because until we actually talked it was great.
