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Why Do You Love explained (theory)

Okay people, if you don't like SeongJoong then it's your time to clock out because this is going to be long winded and I will be talking about them romantically, and there's no stopping me.

Let's start with the lyrics so we can all know the context (please, we all do but if you haven't listened to Why Do You Love, what are you doing)

Why do you love? How? Without me, You'd never. If you want love, No one else. You can't be with anyone else, baby, Only me. Why do you love him? From beginning to end You said you couldn't imagine yourself with anyone else but me. (Yes, I do) Oh how dare you love him? I guess it was all a lie. But your words are the only thing Keeping me breathing. (Tell me why) Maybe you're not truly in love, 'Cause I know you well. I know you still think of us, Even when you're beside him. If that's not the case Then I don't understand. Oh, baby, babe, Stop making me obsess over you. Why do you love? (Why do you love?) How? (How?) Without me, You'd never. If you want love, (If you want love) No one else. (You'd never, yeah) You can't be with anyone else, baby, Only me. Why do you love? (Stop thinkin' about it) How could you? (Stop thinkin' about it) I can't stop (I must stop) I try to bear it, but, I hope this is just a misunderstanding (Ooh) It can't be true, as long as I remember you, love (Ooh) I'm sorry, I'm still here now. Tell me right now, why do you love? (Ooh)How? Without me, You'd never. If you want love (If you want love) No one else, yeah. (Ooh) You can never be with anyone else, baby, Only me, yeah. I just wait for you, and me. I'm not crazy, you know me. I'm still the same just the way I was. No you, there's no me. I'm still waiting for you, and me. I'm not okay, you know me. I'm still the same. No you, there's no me. No you, there's no me. If there's no you, there's no me.

Perfect. Okay now, follow me because this will be a wild ride and I need you to let me cook.

We thought at the beginning that this song was about heartbreak and that Hongjoong had a horrible person make him feel like he had lost everything, right? Okay, well let me counter you this: this is not about a heartbreak that happened, this is about Hongjoong not wanting to ever feel this way.

To start off let me explain some things we might already know. It's clear that Hongjoong needs to be loved "till the end of forever" meaning unconditionally, to be reminded it's not temporary, that he deserves it and that his partner will not leave him. He needs loud, shout it to the ends of the earth, love where his partner assures him he won't leave and will always love him. If you want to know where I got this from, it's from this quiz and honestly it hurt me hardcore when I took it so I recommend it.

Here's where I come in and this is absolute speculation and has NOTHING to do with Hongjoong or the members truly, so please do not pretend I'm trying to preach something that I don't know about trying to make conclusions, no, this is a happy delulu little theory and if you don't like it go away. I am not them and do not know them therefore this is a THEORY and nothing but a theory.

I believe Joong and Hwa are dating, okay? and I also believe, and through the way they've always interacted and the way Hongjoong has expressed his emotions towards Hwa in a sort of indirect way because he's a very emotional person and can't really do well with spoken words and prefers a letter or a song, that he's the type of partner that has these insecurities that have no foundation but hey, a lot of us deal with thinking our partner might find someone better than us and it's a fucked up thought to have but we have to go through it. (This is kinda a soft launch if you think about it) So I believe what the song is much more hypothetical than we think.

I believe Hongjoong had a nightmare at some point of Hwa being with someone else and that idea hit him hard and he probably couldn't just go and say, shamelessly, did you know you're not allowed to love anyone but me because I'll literally be nothing without you and I can not lose you so please never leave. I can give you everything. So instead, he decided, you know what, I might just use my best asset and put these emotions into a song for him to know.

He thinks Hwa can literally have anyone he wants and that fear haunts him because Hwa is his partner and he can't even phantom what would be of him if Hwa happened to fall for someone else or if they ever broke up. He doesn't want that and while he may not be able to convey in a conversation that he wants to be possessive and territorial with him because it probably sounds crazy when you say it out loud. In a song, however, it doesn't. It sounds romantic, the way he wants it to and I truly think that this is just Hongjoong going "Oh yeah, Hwa is my boyfriend and no matter what he will always have me at the front of his thoughts and no, he ain't leaving me and no I ain't sharing back away from my man."

So yeah, this is just the silly thought that has been plaguing my mind because honestly they're very much married your honor Matz supremacy thank you very much SeongJoong canon. I have a ton more of brainrot where this came from so if this does well I might just start posting more hehe.

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