#capricorndogs

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capricorndogs. omg.

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aradia is cute do you agree

shes the biggest cutie pie in all of forever

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did u kno that jade is a gIRL???????????????

whoAAAAthis is insane

why don't you people fucking tell me these things??How was I supposed to know this???

-Mod F

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CAPRICORNDOGS THANK FOR THE FOLLOW I LOVE YOU ALOT OKAY

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Okay I was thinking about this earlier and I'll put it under a read more. This is directed to everyone at Sara's Chat.

It's basically about everything that's happened lately.

Because of one stupid thing at TFM, It caused me to leave Sara's Chat and a war to have started.

And..I was thinking.

Why are we all worrying about this?

You call me immature. True, i'm younger then you, but..

Being mature is about how one should react to situations.

Yelling, swearing and/or insulting something/someone is not mature.

Being calm and minimally swearing is.

NONE OF US HAVE FIT THIS. 

None. Of. Us. Including me.

Honestly, we've all changed a lot. One of you, whom I will refer to as O, says that 'We haven't changed, we've gotten maturer and you've gotten weebier.'.

How so?

Because I moved onto a new show?

Because I accepted that my old OC for Hetalia was completely stupid and mary-sue? Because I stopped being a Japan-obsessed idiot?

Because I got a different opinion and made other friends?

..Exactly. The definition of a weeaboo is exactly what I was.

Was. Not am. Was.

Yes, I used to use honorifics. Yes, I used to be a complete weeb. 

However, I realized this and moved on from Hetalia, to another fandom, and ditched this habit. 

If it's because I still like a fictional character, that's about half or more of Tumblr.

Moving on to the main topic.

I don't think none of you know how much Sara's Chat[Which I will call SC, for the sake of space] stressed me out before. I honestly felt very left out and alone when everyone liked Hetalia and Vocaloid and I didn't.

When everyone started shipping, I felt left out. 

And in my last days there I felt like everyone hated me, which they probably did.

Honestly, from how I see it, you either felt left out and eventually did what everyone else did, or you made your own opinion and got shunned.

-Remember when Rowan used to go there? The people there made fun of her for liking Yuri and not Yaoi. When she politely asked for everyone to stop posting yaoi one time, you all yelled at her, made fun of her and refused.

Yet, when she was having a polite conversation about something she enjoyed with someone else, you got mad at her. [You, being the original members.]

You also have made fun of people with legit problems, and at one point made me feel very uncomfortable. I'm not at all sorry I left, truly. It's taken...some of the stress from that chat away.

Yet, I still can't seem to escape it. 

Honestly, you've made fun of my friends, what I like, and me myself.

And, I've made fun of you guys. 

We're both at fault here.

And that's why..I'm done.

I wish you all nothing but happiness. Honestly, I mean it. I'm not just being fake nice.

Reshi, I hope you eventually find someone who loves you for who you are that you love back. I know that I've said some rude things to you in the past about your love life- I'm sorry. That wasn't my place to say.

Jess, I hope you and Seth eventually meet up irl and have a happy life together. You make him happy and I hope you know that. You deserve him.

Korita, I hope that you stay happy with everyone. You have a new friend group.

Katy got it before I ever did- You've moved on.

And I finally accept that. I'm going to move on, too. You have a good circle of friends now. I hope you guys stay together. I'm sorry I got so mad at you and your circle. That wasn't my place to do, either.

Nor, we hardly ever talked, and the times we did you were rather rude,and you still are, but I still hope you stay happy too. You have a good friend in Korita. Value it.

Kit, You're a beautiful person and I hope you know that. You're the one who's changed the least, and the change was for the better. You're beautiful, and any boy who gets to be with you is lucky. Keep your head up and a smile on your face.

Echo, despite all of the times you've been rude to me, I hope you stay happy, too. You have a good friend in Sara and everyone else. Don't use them. Value them. I'm sorry I was rude to you before. The one thing you need to learn in life is to learn from your mistakes and say sorry, but I think you're learning that already. Stay happy.

Sara, you stay happy too. Keep your chin up. You're a sweetheart, I hope you know it. Don't let anyone take advantage of you.

To everyone, this is goodbye. Not to the internet or anything, but to you.

Don't hate on Sis, or Prusse, or any of my friends, or me myself.

Just...stop.

There isn't any need for hate anymore.

Forget you ever met me.

Forget all of the things in the past we've shared. Forget you ever knew a girl named Dusk.

Move on. Stay together. 

And I'll move on too. I'm going to forget you all. Maybe someday we'll meet again.

I'm going to forget you all. Put our past behind us.

I'm moving on, as you should too. I have a great, small circle of friends now, and you guys do, too. 

So, goodbye. Stop hating on everyone behind their backs. Forget you knew me. Forget about everything we've shared and done in the past.

Unfollow me, if it helps.

But...

Don't hold on to memories of me. Move on, guys.

Goodbye to you all at Sara's chat. I'll keep in contact with Seth,Glacie and Sara, but everyone else, please forget me.

Because I'll be forgetting you.

I hope you all stay happy, okay? You don't need me anymore. 

~Dusk