#casbabbles

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h.

i want your head in my lap while i write my weekly article

my fingers running through your tussled curls

you’re snoring lightly, it’s beautiful

the beginning of my article, i’ve been watching the cursor blink for over an hour now

my attention keeps getting drawn back to you

you’re beautiful

i love you

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I am genuinely so scared no one is ever going to love me because I am so much work and so hard to handle as a human being

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Fun fact

I’m venting.

I went prom shopping yesterday and started crying Bc I don’t have a date because no one likes me. And not like in a “no one likes me” whiny kind of way, but in a no one has ever had a genuine romantic or sexual interest in me in my entire life and it makes me think that it may be my fault in a sort of way. No one even cares enough platonically to take Me to prom and I know it shouldn’t upset me as much as it does but it just does. Id LIKE to have someone to get ready for and spend $50 on hair and $30 on my nails for, but I don’t.

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PSA

I'm falling apart 🙃

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2016 is gonna be the year of cute heels and matte lipsticks and good curls for me and it's just gonna be a me year cause damn do I need one

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My mom yelled at me twice today because my anxiety got in the way of me being able to do normal things and I don't really know what to do with that

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Who in Your Squad is

Vodka Aunt Wine Mom Margarita Sister Piña Colada Dad Beer Gut Brother Champagne Cousin Whiskey Uncle Tequila Step Mother

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Lmao please stop making excuses not to be around me. And please stop lying about it. Thank you.