Would it be possible for you to write some Dracula/Lisa pregnancy fluff?
Yes, yes it absolutely would!!!
....Though apparently not without time...
Me: I want to get better at writing shorter things faster. Like actually answering peopleâs prompts in decent time.
You: *Sends me this delightful prompt, when I was already contemplating writing some Draculisa pregnancy fluff*
Me: What a perfect opportunity!!
Me: *still takes absolutely forever to write it*
Needless to say, Iâm so so sorry for the delay. But thank you so so much for sending me this, this prompt really was a delight!! đđ I hope you like it!!
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A bat soars above the moon kissed trees, dives down, swoops up to the sill of a castle window. Framed within itâs pane a woman with golden hair is laying on a couch, the tips of a book visible, her lips moving as she reads aloud. It would seem sheâs reading to no one, but he knows better; sheâs reading to the dream of a thing growing inside her belly. If one were to look in front of the couch they would see she was more than a few months pregnant.
His wife.
He half wonders if the scene is a snow globe; if heâll have to shatter the world to touch anything within.
He still canât quite believe this woman is his wife. That sheâs carrying his child. This human woman. This mad, wonderful, beautiful human woman, who showed up at his door asking if heâd teach her how to be a doctor. Heâs a king, yes, but not one women are particularly fond of courting, nor vice versa. All alone in his castle, he never had time or care for courtship. What vampire could be good enough for the king?
None indeed.
He clicks the window open, and upon entering in a puff of smoke he is a vampire; human in shape, but little else, incredibly tall and dark, and, sure, handsome to some, whose footsteps sound against the floorboards as he walks up beside her.
âGood evening, darlingâor should I say morning?â Lisa twitters from the couch.
âGood evening.â Vlad steps by her head, leaning closer.
She reaches out her hand to take the edge of his cloak, looking at him upside down.
âBefore you get settled, would you be a dear and get me some cheese? You know, one of those little platters?â
He stands back up to his full height, raising an eyebrow. âLet me guess, you want pickles on that platter too?â
She grins. âThe baby asks for so little in life.â
He has a thought, maybe he ought to mention how he is a king, a vampire king no less, not to be ordered around to do petty things like run errandsâfor human food at that.
But sheâs his wife. And running cheese errands is small price to pay for this scene to be more than glass.
He sighs. âFine, Iâll get your pickle-cheese.â
âThanks, Dearest.â She says overly sappily and blows him a kiss.
âYeah, yeah.â He waves her off as he steps out of the room.
As Vlad leaves, Lisaâs grin fades into a satisfied smile. She runs her hand over her belly softly, thinking of the child, wondering, as she often does, just what kind of person theyâll be, what kind of life theyâll have.
âI know he looks scary, but your fatherâs always a sap like that.â
He comes back a few moments laterâ(smoke in his wake)âwith a platter of cheese and crackers and pickles, all in neat little slices.
She props herself up with a pillow as he hands it to her, thanking him again.
He sits on the floor beside her head, and she lets one hand drape over his shoulder, and he reaches up to hold it.
âYou should tell them a story.â Lisa says through cracker.
âWho?â
âAdrian.â
âAdrian?â He pauses, tastes the word on his tongue. âI thought we likedââ
âI like Adrian better.â
âAdrian.â He pauses again, seeing what kind of aftertaste it has. ââŚWhat kind of story?â
âSomething nice. A fable maybe? Mustnât scare the kid too early in life.â
He takes on a false voice. âOnce upon a time a brave knight saved a princess trapped by an evil dragon, and they got married, the end.â
Lisa smacks him with the book. âCome on! I know you can do better than that. Has this giant library taught you nothing of how to tell a story?!â
He raises an eyebrow at her. âOver half of them are scientific journals.â
She rolls her eyes. âFine, donât blame me when your child thinks of you as an old codger who doesnât know how to have fun.â
âAlright,â he concedes, pauses, pondering where to begin. âOnceâŚthere was an old king.â
âNot bad.â Lisa reasons.
âCenturies old.â
âBetter.â
âHe was a fearsome creature, not quite human, made of blood and twilight. Once he ruled the world with a fist of iron and tongues of fire. Everyone knew his name, and everyone feared himâŚand he reveled in it.â
âButâŚonce the world was his, sitting in his huge castle, he couldnât help but feel like it was rather small andâŚlonely.â
Lisa raises an eyebrow.
âOne day, after yearsâmoreâof sitting alone in the castle, a woman knocked on his door. She was brave, determinedâŚbeautiful.â
Lisa scoffs.
âShe said sheâd heard he had secret knowledgeâforeign, forbidden. The instruments of healing, the ones that had to be kept secret, for fear from those who thought all the worlds answers were in the sky.â
âShe asked the kingâthis terrible, sad, lonely, demonâto teach her how to heal people.
âMost fearsome creatures would have laughed in her face. Most of his kind would have turned her away, turned her into a meal, or turned her into one of them. Not this king. He could tell from the moment he met her she was different. He didnât like most humans upon meeting themâlong ago he had a nasty habit of putting them on stakes. But he was instantly taken with her, and he accepted her request.
âAndâŚthough he thought happily ever after only existed in the most ludicrous of fairy talesâŚtogether they lived in his castleâŚand, yes,â he leans his head back to look at her, âthey were happy.â
She leans down to kiss his forehead, before the baby in her stomach kicks.
âAnd thatâs where you come in.â Lisa continues for him. âYou see this king isnât just made up. This is the story of your mom and dad. And youâŚyou are a product of this happiness. You are born from a rare collision of worlds, and that can only mean you are destined for great things. We believe in youâŚâ she pauses, trying to think of a name to try out.
Vlad looks at Lisa, and says with confidence: âAdrian.â
When he says the name, for the first time in centuries, Vlad thinks he can taste sunlight.
hey really miss your castlevania stories they are amazing! any chance for an update/new story now that season 4 is on its way as well?
Oh my gosh this is so sweet!! đĽşđĽ° Itâs incredibly encouraging and motivating to hear that people keep up with my stories and want to read more. So just, thanks so much for saying this!! đđ
Yes, absolutely!! You have impeccable timing actually. Iâve been working hard on the next chapter of If These Walls Could Talk, and it should be out soon!! (S4âs announcement made me realize I needed to put the pedal to the metal)
Is there any particular fic of mine youâd like to see continued, or a certain type of fic youâd like to see more of from me? I donât always know which ones I should go for/that people want to see so itâd be helpful to hear if thereâs anything in particular youâre interested in!!
Iâm gonna try my best and work hard on getting If These Walls Could Talk out before S4 releases, then after that my next two priorities for Castlevania would probably be continuing Undead Memory, and then working on a cute Tepes family prompt someone sent me forever ago? Maybe? Iâm open to suggestions.
Summary: What happened during that month in which Alucard was alone in the castle?
Alucard dealing with the aftermath of S2, and trying to cope with the deathâor, more accurately, the ghostsâof his parents.
Chapter 2: The Ticking of the Fire, the Hunger of the Clock
Dracula had been the king of vampires for centuries. He walked with death at his stride and destruction lurking in his shadow. All the humans feared him, all the vampires revered him.
Today none would have recognized the husk in the study. Those blank eyes didnât even have strength enough for malice towards the humans he waged war upon, justâŚinfinite exhaustion. Like killing the world with a lazy wave of his hand. Upon a glance, onlookers would have never said he was the king of the vampires, much less the most feared and fearsome of them all.
Footsteps sounded off behind him, a gentle hand along his shoulder.
âWhy donât you come play with us?â Lisa asked. âItâs not like youâve got plans or anything.â
âYes, Father! Come play!â Smaller footsteps now. âLook! Look what I found!â
âOh! Adrian, where did you get that?â Lisa laughed, though there was concern in her voice.
âDown by the pond!â
âNow, Honey.â She knelt down. âYou canât just take animals from their natural environment.â
âWhy not? Iâll be nice to it! Itâll be a wonderful pet!â
âIs this because your father wonât let you get a dog?â
âMaaaybe.â
âIâm sure you would be nice to it, honey.â She ruffled his hair. âBut, wellâŚhow would you feel if giant hand came and took you from your home?â
âOhâŚâ Adrianâs voice fell. âI wouldnât like that.â
âHow about we go put it back together?â
âOkay.â
âYou coming honey?â
The fire asked him to stay.
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âIâm going into town.â Lisa threw her cloak and a smile over her shoulders, âIâll see you in about a week. Take good care of Adrian while Iâm gone, okay?â
He almost heard the ghost of his own voice: âWeâll try not to have too much fun without you.â
A phantom kiss on his cheek.
He barely raised his eye over his shoulder. There was nothing.
We told you not to look, the flames chided him.
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The world he once knew turned, and this time the footsteps were louderâof someone taller.
âFather, look what I found!â It was Adrianâs voice, but deeper. Adrianâs hand on his shoulder, but his touch wasnât so tiny. âThis manuscript has to be at least a thousand years old! Where did you get this?!â
â(Some time long gone, just as you are)â
The flames licked at his ear, and told him not to answer.
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âThen find the one who did the deed. If you loose an army of the night on Wallachia, you cannot undo it, and many thousands of people just as innocent as her will suffer and dieâŚI wonât let you do it. I grieve with you, but I wonât let you commit genocide.â
âThere are no innocents! Not anymore!â
He dug his nails into the chair, leaving angry gashes in the leather.
You have nothing left to lose now. The fire hissed. Just stay with us.
So he did.
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Alucard leans over the counter, using his knife to make precise shapes in the dough.
âThat smells good!â
âOh you want one, do you?â A womanâs teasing voice.
âOnly if Iâm allowed." Alucard looks through his arm to see a little version of himself speaking sheepishly, putting his hands behind his back, as if heâd previously taken one when he wasnât allowed, and feels the need to be extra polite now.
âYes.â She smiles. âYes you may.â She hands him a cookie, and his face splits into a smile.
Instead of successfully make the next cut in his own cookie Alucard fumbles with the knife.
The womanâs laugh echoes in his ear, shifting the scene. âNo, honey, like this. Itâs not the same as when youâre using a sword.â
He wants to look at her, but decides to lean further over his own cookie dough, balling his free hand into a fist.
âSheâs right, you know,â a manâsâwell, vampireâsâvoice says from behind him, âYou can be gentler with food than with flesh. Though,â he chuckles, âI suppose, for me itâs the same thing.â
âVlad.â Lisa warns. âTry not be so vulgar in front of our son.â
Alucard shuts his eyes, as if the scene is indeed vulgar.
â(Rather than the truth: he can't bear how much the words want to make him smileâŚand he certainly isnât going to let himself cry)â
âI think you forget, this is a vampireâs lair.â
âI think you forget that itâs both a vampire and a humanâs home.â
Alucard doesnât realize the knife is cutting into his finger until he the silence allows the clock to click its tongue in disappointment.
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âWoosh!â A child zooms past Alucard in the hall.
He turns to see a younger version of himself carrying a toy bat above himâfloating a few inches off the ground himself.
âWait for me, Son!â His father isnât far behind. He could easily dash after him in a flash of power, but he clearly wants his son to think he's at least somewhat normal.
Alucard thinks he feels wind brush past him as the memories speed by, but when they fade from earshot he realizes the cold is nothing more than that.
The clock in the other room chimes to notify him it's noon.
Youâll never have that again, say the bells.
*****
âAnd so, the prince and princess were married, and they lived happily ever after.â Lisa closes the book.
âAww, itâs over?â Her son whines.
âIt was a happy ending though!â She laughs. âThatâs all we can ask for, right?â
âMay I suggest something with a little more substance next time?â Her husband asks from the other couch, turning the page of his own book.
â(If only you were made of substance after all)â
âWhat do you have against fairy tales?â
âNothing. Iâm not one for fanciful romances, dashing princes, and the sort.â
âOh youâre not, are you?â She takes a rose from a vase on the table beside her, smelling it.
He rolls his eyes.
Alucard gets up to read his book in another room, trying to shove theâ
(I
miss
you)
out of his head.
Why do the ghosts have to remind him of those stories, of her voice as she read them to him? Why not allow him to read his book today in peace, and blissfully forget?
The silence closes in on him from all sides, and the clock ticks in time to his footsteps.
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The light from the window splits into dappled bits by the shattered mirror as Alucard runs his finger over the spines of the books, looking for a specific one.
âThere are no innocents! Not anymore!â
This time he canât help whirling around at the sound, horror and fear striking him, and for a moment he's there again, and there's only the sound of his heart, and his fatherâs raised hand.
When his eyes graze nothing, the scene dissipates like a breath.
Alucardâs hand instinctively moves to his chest, a dull sting echoing at the place where his fatherâs nails had carved, the tracks remaining in his skin that would probably never completely heal.
He abandons his pursuit of the book, his footsteps getting louder as he marches out of the room.
Theyâre getting worse, arenât they? Askes the clock.
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Alucard stares at a speck of dirt on the canopy in his bed. It looks kinda like a frog. Or maybe Hungary.
Footsteps sound at the doorwayâsmall ones trying to mask themselves. Once the steps would have made him shoot up and summon his sword. He's used to the ghosts by now.
He narrows his eyes, trying to look without actually sitting up, and sees a small golden face half-hidden in the doorway.
A cold wind passes through him, and for a moment he can't breathe, and draws a hand to his mouth.
âHaving trouble sleeping?â Lisaâs ghostâ(the thing that passed through him)âsits on the edge of the bed.
Adrian nods.
She pats the bed beside her.
Adrian runs in, as if both relief and fear propel him. He jumps up beside her, making the bed hop a little.
Vlad stirs on the other side, grunting a question.
âAdrianâs had a nightmare.â She runs her hand along her sonâs back.
Another grunt.
âDo you want to talk about it?â Lisa asks her son.
âWellâŚthere was thisâŚThis demon was chasing me. Well, I didnât know exactly what it was, but it sounded really bigâŚI was really scaredâŚI didnât know what to do!"
âWhatâre you scared of a little demon for?â Vlad mutters, half asleep. âYouâre strong enough to take those monsters down, son.â
Lisa chuckles, twisting a lock of her son's hair around her finger. âEven if you werenâtâwhich, you definitely areâyour dad is the king of vampires. You know you can always call for assistance, right?â
Another grunt from his father.
That, at least, makes Adrian smile.
Alucard is sure there's only one clock in the room, but, as the silence overtakes the space, it seems every clock in the castle decides to begin chattering with ferocity.
He lays a while in the silence, trying to will his brain into sleep.
Then sits up sharply, throwing off the covers, telling to the clock, and the empty room, in a low voice;
hello you wonderful person! could i humbly ask for some headcanons with my best boy Hector? (maybe after some sort of imagined redemption arc, if that works for you??). Some domestic headcanons with his s/o would be lovely! thank you!!
I love Hector so much :â)
Domestic Hector
Hector⌠oh, heâs been through so muchâŚ.
He thought he wouldnât be able to come back from his betrayal to Dracula.
But he met you, and since then he feels whole again.
You moved to a remote house in the woods together, he really just wanted to be near animals and nature.
Heâs seen so much evil in the past few years, he just wanted to be close to what made him the happiest.
He likes to spend his time outside with you.
Hector really enjoys gardening.
He has two small gardens behind your shared home.
One for flowers and plants and the other for fruits and vegetables, he thinks keeping them separate looks nicer.
He really loves it when you help him out with them.
Youâll make him a flower crown every so often and surprise him with it.
He gets super blushy and embarrassed, but he wonât take it off for the rest of the day.
You have a lot of pets, reanimated and not.
Theyâre all strays Hector has found around your home or roaming around the shops.
These ones were made as Christmas presents for my relatives, but Iâd LOVE to be able to make a version of these that I could sell!!
What do you think, would you guys be interested in that?
Iâd be more than willing to make a Castlevania-only book!! But I also have tons of other fics you guys might enjoy!! (And I just included the Castlevania art in the pictures, but thereâs more art and fics for other fandoms, haha!)
Thereâs lots of ways I could structure it: I could put my Castlevania fics by themselves, in a group with the video game fics, with anime fics, cartoon fics...depends on what you guys would be interested in!!
Iâd love to print them when I finish âIf These Walls Could Talk.â I feel like thatâd be an awesome way to celebrate the conclusion that fic!!
And of course Iâve gotten permission to include all the awesome art youâve seen go with my fics in these!âand i plan on commissioning more!
If you have even a small interest in buying a physical version of my fics, please please consider taking my interest survey!!!
(You can also read more in depth about this book in this post on my writing blog!)
Summary: Vampires do not have reflections, and castles do not have hearts. But Dracula is no ordinary vampire, and Castlevania is no ordinary castle. If castles can fight, maybe they can think too.
The series, and Adrianâs childhood, told from the perspective of the castle.
Chapter Summary: âHeâs gone mad. And from that, there is no recovering himâŚItâs a tragedyâŚHe couldâve changed the world. I think he might have, if Mother hadnât died.
âSheâd sent him out into the world. Thatâs why he wasnât there when the bishops took herâŚShe sent him to travelâŚ
âImagine ifâŚthe religious inquisition hadnât proved true all of his worst instincts about humans.â
âAnd now heâs going to use her death as an excuse to destroy the world.â
âOh, the world will still be hereâŚBut you will not be hereâŚNone of youâŚThere will only be Dracula and his war council, and the hordes of the nightâŚ
âImagine it. A world without humans, under endless invented night. And Dracula in his castle, his revenge so horribly complete that there is nothing left to do but look out over a world without art or memory or laughter and know that he did his work well. That he did it all for love.â
Notes: I decided to capitalize "Castle" and "Room" from now on (and I will go back and capitalize them in early chapters at some point), because that was an easy way to make things clear for later chapters.
Also, I don't usually like to step out from behind the curtain and ruin the magic, but I wanted to make things clear here, since I thought maybe they started to get confusing...the Castle and Room aren't actually talking, and they don't have some human form somewhere...I just wanted to describe them more human-like the more the fic goes on, the more human they're becoming, in a way.
Comments and reblogs are greatly apprecated!! Thank you for the support!!
Chapter 4: âEmptyâ
The Castle doesnât like the idea of its master going away.
They have been inseparable for such a long time now; the Castle has bent and broken and been Draculaâs castle for centuries. Its master leaves every once and a while, and he visits the womanâs home. But weeks, to months, to years without him is too long for a mirror to be apart from the thing it reflects. This is a vampireâs castle and Dracula is that vampire; he must stay inside its walls, in the cold and the dark, lest he burn. This is Draculaâs castle, and Dracula must stay within its halls. If he doesnâtâŚwhat is Castlevania after all? Just an empty tomb. A shell of something that was once living. A broken toy on the playroom floor, left there to start its dust collection after the child grew up.
Dracula never has to leave, for the Castle can take him wherever he wants to go in a flash of lightning and a rumble of dust and thunder. The idea that Vlad would travel the world like a man, all alone in the light, without his Castle, his shroud of darkness, isnât right, to both of them, at first.
Hasnât Castlevania done enough for its master? He is not like the boy, who needs to walk in the day. All he needs are these walls, the blood, and the night.
The woman has a way with persuasion. This was part of the trade, after all, Castlevania remembers. Dracula gave Lisa undying knowledge, and she took the immortal beakers and booksâa part of Castlevaniaâout into the world to âdo some good.â (The Castle wasnât sure quite how that worked, but she did have a knack for making good out of the patchwork pieces of evil.) It is Vladâs turn to be given a piece of her mortality to take inside.
Lisa assures them that, just as Adrian came back more alive than ever, this will be a better form of life for Vlad too. He will have to be more careful; to stay out of the sun, to ask to be invited, to wear traveling cloaks, not royal robes, to temper his thirst, and be patient with humanityâ(just as she has been with him)âbut in the end he will come back clothed in gold, and it will all be worth it.
Castlevania wishes it had human hands to hold onto him, but all it has are cold stones, and mechanical bones; it cannot keep him within its walls forever, without collapsing.
Dracula kisses them goodbye with hope in one hand, promises in the other, two rays of sunlight ever in his heart, saying heâll be back.
And he doesnât come back that night. That morning. The next.
When Adrian left, the Room understood the meaning of the words âI miss you.â It realized what it was to be emptyâthat is, in that it was once once full, and was missing something. After all those years, Castlevania too finally understands the true meaning of all those words once used to describe it: âlonely,â âdark,â âcold,â and âempty.â It was those things, it never felt those things itself before.
Dracula may have been cold and dark and undead, but he brought life of a sort to the Castle. He made it breathe, its heart beat. Just his footsteps in the halls was a comfort, a kind of musicâbe it mechanical and half-dead. And finally he talked to the walls. âEmptinessâ for it is was an adjective, not a noun; it was an outfit it wore, not a feeling etched deep within the walls in a place no one could ever really touch.
It didnât know what it was like to lose your purpose, what a hopeless existence it is for a mirror to be without a reflection.
The Castle doesnât know if it ever breathed, but it thinks it understands the breathlessness the Room must have felt without Adrian. It is big, and rich, and intricateâŚand hollow. Itâs like thereâs a hole somewhere deep inside it that cries to be filled, and can never be as long as its master is away.
But we are not alone, says the Room.
It looks up and remembers this is true; Adrian remains. Their boy. The boy who belongs to its master, the woman, and the Room together. And Castlevania likes to think he belongs to it too, in some way. The boy for whom that death-defying Room exists. The boy who stole patches of sunlight when his father wasnât looking, who cried when when no one was listening, who brought books, toys, and drawings, lonely vampire kings, and old decrepit castles to life.
It feels cold and dark, dead and emptyâŚuntil Alucard opens the windows.
The Castle is thrown into a pool of gold, and the sensation is jarring; the switching of states, temperatures so fast. Such a drastic change so quickly isnât all right with Castlevania, especially when it is so different from how its master always dressed it. It is Draculaâs castle, that piercing, dripping stain that no light enters. It shouldnât go out in colorful garb, it just isnât fitting. Though perhaps the jarring change is ultimately less painful than dipping each room in slowly.
Itâs that same tail-pulling sensation from when he was a boy. Except this is much worse, because itâs the whole Castleâits entire formâand he never closes them. Before it was just the Room, and the Room is a part of the Castle, so the Castle could feel its burn, but it was dulled there. When he opened the door to the Room, the light slithered out, its scales doused in poison, leaving a stinging trail as it went. But its cage was always in the Room; its venom didnât remain in the Castleâs veins forever. Now there is no barrier between the Castle and the light, no home for the sun to crawl back to. It has been let loose, and the stones are soaked in venom, like needles all over the Castleâs body.
Its existence is now drenched in sunlight. Before long it becomes like how they painted the Room so long ago, it is a fact of lifeâat least while Alucard reigns, and the Castle looks completely different dressed in morning sunrise.
The sting begins to fade; the Castle becoming immune to the poison. And, after the pain ebbs, the Castle can look at itself objectively, and thinks somewhere deep beneath its walls, in a place it would never share, that maybe this change is not a bad thing.
The Room breathes deeper than ever before, enough to laugh. Grinning it turns to the Castle, as if saying Feels good doesnât it?
Castlevania looks away.
There was so much it didnât notice about itself before. The gold on the carpets shimmers, it knows now that mirrors glitter, and how much dust was on the bookshelvesâ(Adrian is sure to brush it off)âit knows now why others put pictures on the walls; because the stones are so bare and uninteresting in the light, and the fires are such a aggressive light and heat compared to the soft blanket of warmth over the world, like snowfall transforming all.
It knows now why humans like to go out during the day.
It is a different kind of life. It isnât like the science Vlad used to make it breathe and beat. This is softer, quieter, warmer. Less mechanical moreâŚreal. It doesnât mean Vladâs method of bringing it to life was bad or wrong, nor that Alucardâs is good, or right, itâs just different. And maybe different is okay for now.
The boy looks different too.
Adrianâs features are illuminated, his expressions dance in ray and shadow, his hair is like liquid gold draining across his shoulders, his eyes flicker and dance like candlelight.
And he doesnât burn.
Adrian reads books in the sun, and he practices magic and sword in the sun, he drinks tea and wineânot bloodâin the softly lit kitchen, polishes the shelves, makes sure everything works properly, and sits on the balconies and lets the wind brush through his hair, all in the sun, in the sun. Sometimes he leaves to go outside, into towns, to get rid of a monster or two, but mostly he leaves to visit his mother. Even when he does, the world is left in a satisfied glow.
His golden hair and eyes are no longer a bright spot on a dark canvas, but a reflection of his universe. His parents may have built his universe long ago, but he has spread his Room throughout Castlevania, conquered the multiverses around him, claiming them for his own, until the Castle doesnât know which of them is which anymore.
The gold dripping through the halls reminds the Castle of that word from long ago, the one used to describe the baby in the painting: âhappy.â It may be a pale echo of the world back then, when all three of them there, but the Castle is well versed in the world of reflections, and knows there is a world in which they donât exist, and an echo may not be the real thing, but it will satisfy as a substitute.
Those times are quiet, with fewer raids, fewer pitchforks, shoutings and fires, because people like Alucard. They didnât like Dracula, but Alucard is not Dracula. And Castlevania could enjoy the excitementâŚbut the quiet is nice for a while.
Even so, the quiet does remind it of what, who, is absent. The Castle misses its master. The boy, the sun, the change, may help, but that fact will always remain at the back of its consciousness. There will always be some emptinesses that cannot be filled with substitutes. It misses its master, wants him to come back. Even so, it thinks it may be able to last a few months longer in the sun. Until Vlad returns, at least.
And he does.
Dracula does return. And when he does, he is not the same. But not in the way they were expecting; he does not arrive full of life, spreading his newfound spirit throughout the hallsâas Alucardâs glowing return made them anticipate. He doesnât come with a new name and tales of how he defeated monsters and made friends, he doesnât return with a new perspective, and a handful of smiles. He returns, but itâs almost as if he still hasnât. He is more dead than Castlevania has ever seen him. As if the sun burned him after all. But it burned something deep beneath his skin.
There is no joyful banquet of welcome. He does not kiss their cheeks, hug them and whisper into their ears I missed you so, my Castle, my Sunlight. He does not come bearing gifts for his son, nor decorations for his Castle, from afar. He does not sigh and say itâs good to be home and remember his purpose.
Castlevania may not have ever breathed, but there was something like it when Vlad was here. He brought it to life somehow. Castleâs cannot speak but it felt they had a way of communicating somehow. Mirrors cannot speak either, but we hear their words all the same. But Dracula doesnât talk to the walls anymore. And he cannot hear his Castleâs reply.
He marches in all too quickly, a purpose in his stride. But itâs not a fulfilling purpose, like that of the Room, nor a reflective purpose, like that of the Castle, rather itâs the emptiness before. Emptiness, yes⌠but not like before. Not the adjective, the outfit from his previous reign, not the noun, the feeling from when he was gone, instead it is a verb; it is something active. Itâs more than just a lack of something; something grew, came alive in and of the lack. Itâs a hungry emptiness, like the humansâ fire set to swallow everything deemed unworthy. The Castle has worn emptiness before, but this is differentâŚor maybe it is different now.
Vlad left as a man, walking on his own feet, taking the slower path, but he comes back as a vampire, teleporting in a flash of flame, forgetting that he has legs that would like to carry him to distant lands, and hands that would like to touch the world, and eyes that would like to see the scenery.
The once light-laced windows shutter at his arrival, the curtains slam shut, as if the Castle got a chill at his footsteps. As if they were doing something wrong, and had to shut it down as fast as possible. Every single one of them shivers, closes, dares not refuse their master.
All except the those in the Room. Those in the Room do not shudder or shut down. Dracula is not their master. They will not obey. They cannot do much to protest the night, but they will do what they can; they will stand open and unafraid of the dark.
Castleâs canât get slapped in the face, but if they could, this is what it probably would feel like.
Coming home without the home in his heartâŚlike Castlevania isnât home for him anymore.
They were learning how to change together; its master was supposed to return full of life. Together they were meant to feel the lightâs sting, together they were meant to learn to live in it. To see the true state of their world, without the darkness to cover it up. Instead he came back empty, all that life he gained while Lisa and Adrian were here used up, stolen away from him by a cruel world. The Castle wasnât worried about the humans ransacking what little light existed in Dracula, as they feared with Alucardâsurely Vlad could only gain, he did not have enough in him to lose.
Castlevania understands now what it should have done; it should have collapsed all its walls to keep him inside.
It is far worse to know the light, and have it snatched away, than to only know the dark.
The Castle would be happy to at least have its master back, regardless if the experiment succeededâŚBut it isnât sure it does.
Dracula has been angry before, but anger was a thing to take outside and deal with, not bring inside. The Castle is, for the most part, a quiet, soft place for him to spend his time, to contemplate, and learn, to experiment in, not to brood in rage. Rage was for the outside world. Inside may have been cold, dark and empty but it was serenity.
The darkness and the cold and the death this Castle once transmitted are no longer a radio station to be changed with the flick of a dial. These qualities have infected Draculaâs very being, it seeps out of him with every waxing and waning footstep, it oozes out of him as he sits in his studyâno longer in quiet contemplation, but an unrest that is so loud it resonates perfectly with everything Castlevania is made of. It resonates so perfectly it reminds Castlevania of everything it once was when the vampire king ruled, tuning, turning it back into something that cares not for the color gold, and the discrepancies between its existence then and now melt away into before. It resonates perfectly with everything Castlevania is made ofâŚand it thinks it just might shatter.
â(And maybe that would be a good thing, because it would let the light in. Maybe thatâs the only way to let the light in now)â
The emptiness the Castle was before, the emptiness the Castle felt when Dracula first left has swallowed its master, and Dracula is now not a thing to reflect, but a negative space on the pages, a black hole that takes in all light and life and devours it. He walks in, not as its master who brought it to life, returning that life to the emptiness, filling those places the light still couldnât reach, those places ever missing him⌠but as an empty shell that cannot fill anything, and only makes them all emptier they longer they look at him.
Dracula has been undead before. But that was undead; not quite alive, not quite dead eitherâand he could swing to either side. This is different.
With one swipe he rips off all the gold the Castle wore just yesterday like thieves in the night, leaving it broke and naked on the highway, and such a drastic change so quickly sends it lying on the floor in shock, one question dying on open lips, tears draining down its cheeks:
Why?!
When he left so full, what could have taken all that away? What could have taken away even what little life he had before it all? Did the world chip away at him slowly, or was it one event that kidnapped his life? What, who did they need to destroy?
Then, as Dracula marches into the library with the big broken mirror, and talks to a crowd of humans with tongues of a fire, it learns:
It is the woman. The woman who knocked on the Castle door all those years ago with the pommel of her knife. The woman with the soft hands and the defiant heart. The only human who was sweet in more than taste. Lisa, who brought sunlight into the darkest reaches of the Castle.
Vladâs wife has been taken from him.
Draculaâs life has been taken from him.
The sanguine nature of humanity. Their penchant for setting things on fire. The ravenous nature of those flames. Vampires are known for being bloodthirsty, but the Castle always knew their thirst never compared to that of humanity. Vampires are known for catching on fire but she was never turned, and did she need to burn?
The world has taken the woman, and, worse, its masterâs life away, and the Castle is more than willing to go to war for it. It agrees humanity must die for such a crime.
Hating and blaming the world, the humans who once scratched at the doors and howled at the moon is better than facing the thing deep inside Castlevania that tells it itâs all its fault. All its fault for letting her take pieces of it outside.
After all, it was the parts of Castlevaniaâthe beakers and booksâwhich she took outside to help people, to âdo some good,â which got her killed. So maybe its master is right that they canât be helped. Maybe there isnât any good in the world after all.
But something is still here. The Room says, once again. Someone.
Yes, she brought life into this place, and much of that life would leave with her. But have you forgotten that there is a life that cannot be taken away with her? That they created life within your miserable walls and that life, well, lives? Remember that a piece of her is still here, and you donât have to pretend death is all thatâs left.
The Room sees that the boyâs father is cold, and dark, empty, and dead. But unlike the Castle as a whole, for which these words are outfits to wear, facts of life, the Room has learned these are problems, and there are solutions to them. Solutions which the boy can enact.
He is dark. Observes the Room.
It ponders what to do with dark things.
So open a window, it tells Adrian. Let the sunlight in.
The Roomâs window has always been open, and it does not know the flammable nature of full-blooded vampires. But starlight is a kind of light too.
He is cold. Observes the Room.
It ponders what to do with cold things.
So hold him. It tells his son. Like he did for you, all those years ago, when you were a tiny, bawling thing.
He is dead. Observes the Room.
It ponders what to do with dead things. The Room sits and thinks and begins to despair, for it does not know how to bring the dead to life.
The Castle takes a deep breath, and finally speaks up;
You opened the windows and cast the darkness away. It tells Alucard. You let the sun in and warmed my halls.
So take that gold, form it into a cloak, and dress him in it. Teach him what your universe looks like, what I looked like, when you were here.
Take him by the arm, and walk with him out into the stars, call them by name, like he, you and your mother did, long ago.
Go to him. Hold him. And donât let go.
Lisa brought life to this place. You are the life they created. You are their legacy. You are the one life her death cannot take away.
If you can do that for me, if you can bring this old, wretched castle to life, you can reanimate your father too. All you need to do is remind him that you are here.
The Castle hopes, somewhere in the back of its mind it dreams, he can still come back to life. It is his reflection, after all; surely what worked for the Castle can work for Dracula.
ButâŚit is his reflection, after all. And as Alucard marches through the halls, and while the Room continues to urge the boy to go to his father, the Castle digs its nails into its palm until it bleeds, biting back against the anger bubbling inside it even so, knowing that war cries cannot be rewound so easily.
The boy answers their call, though maybe not in the way they expect. NoâŚit is better than some loving display.
He does not open the windows, but he does open a door, and when he walks in, his face is barely visible, not because itâs dark, but because he is draped, surrounded in light, like the sun itself is behind his decree. The light has followed him from his room, slithered along the halls, and formed itself into wings on his back. His tone is firm and defiant, and as he confronts him, Lisaâs voice rings through the halls.
And the Castle understands now that light, warmth, and life, no matter how much they seem so, are not soft, not weak. They are violent, and they burn.
Alucard opposes all the war, the blood, the revenge, proving once and for all that the Room has reached him, fulfilled its purpose. And his wordsâwhile Draculaâs drip with rage, like the blood down his fingersâare filled with the same I-know-whatâs-good-and-Iâm-not-leaving-till-it-comes-out his motherâs words were once laced with. Echoing behind every sunstruck syllable is his motherâs I want to save people.
And they understand at last that rooms arenât the only things with purposes.
Dracula has been undead before, but this death is different; this is more than a living death, death is a living thing in him.
Death has its strings wrapped around the vampire kingâs wrists, plugged into his chest. This war, the cold, the death, and the emptiness, are all he wants, all he is now.
The Castleâs consciousness thrashes between the two sides; between Draculaâs black anger and Alucardâs golden hope.
And anger wins.
The Castle is used to being spattered with blood, but when the boyâsâ
âAdrian, who laughed, who played pretend, and showed them what âhappyâ was, Alucard, the reverse of Dracula, who let the light inâ
âblood is spilled by its master, the boyâs father, the one who created him and his light-strewn world, who laughed, and played with him, and painted the walls, and walked amongst the stars, who should know more than anyone he is worth listening toâ
Castlevania thinks it might not like the cold, the dark, the empty, or the blood at all anymore.
The red stain is an unbearable itch itâs hopeless to scratch. The blood burns like acid on its floors, a brand of this war, this death, this emptiness burned upon its flank, as if making it remember its original purpose and habit, and who it is meant to obey. It wants to collapse on the floor, to writhe and scream and clutch at the place where it hurts.
But castles do not cry. They do not scream. They do not ache.
It can only be a reflection, can only do what its master wants; be an instrument of war. That is all. It can only obey, and try to remember what it liked about the color black.
Alucardâstill alive, thank whatever gods might be out thereâcannot stay in these blackened halls anymore, and neither can the sunlight. When he leaves, he takes with him all the things he brought inside.
Dracula shuts the door to the Room; he hides the walls he painted, the toys she stitched, the stars they gazed at, the books they fell asleep to together, and the window where the boy danced in the light, like heâs playing peekaboo; if he covers his eyes, the outside world will stop existingâŚor in this case, the inside one. As if it lying dormant will allow the emptiness to swallow it, and it to become a part of the Castle again. As if heâs trying to forget the very life heâs going to war for. Like he can silence his own heart, tell it that it doesnât, doesnât, doesnât beat anymore. He hides the only pocket of heaven that ever existed in his finely crafted hell, and tries to pretend that there was never any laughter, any light here, and they can all forget what it was to be happy.
The Castle wonders if this is what it feels like when people try to lock away the best parts of themselves because they ache.
But the Room has become something more now. It has always been different, separate. It was never just not-cold, not-dark, not-empty, not-dead. It was not a negative. It was warm, light, full, and alive. And that doesnât just go away. Its very existence defies being swallowed. It has always protected the thing inside it against the blood and the dark and the death, and it cannot, will not, accept them now. It enjoyed playing make-believe with the boy, but this isnât pretend, imagination, the Room knows what is real, and this is a lie, and the Room will not stand for it, will not accept the thought that it never existed, never held any sunlight, that there was never any laughter here. It is alive, and it can only sleep, not retreat back into a state of nonexistence. It is not dead, and will not just sit still; it shivers in the cold and the dark. It may be lonely without the boy, but it will not just sit there in silence, or else get down on itself, quietly mourning the boyâs departure, thinking there is nothing it can do. It knows Alucard is coming back. The Room has grown up, and it doesnât fear its master is gone forever when he leaves for a while. Its master will return, and when he does, he will fight. He will oppose the cold, the dark, and the death again, this time stronger. So no, it is not empty, just uninhabited.
And Dracula knows this. Dracula knows he cannot let the Room have a single second to breathe, because if it does, hope might just come back. So he wraps his claw around the Roomâs throat and squeezes.
And it hurts. Far more than the sting of sunlight, Castlevania knows how much the Room hurts. Because, though they are separate, the Room will always be a part of the Castle. The lightâs sting may have hurt, but it was passive, the side effect of medicine. This is an active, hateful, and sick. The Castle may have winced at the lightâs bite. But the Room squirms within, and grapples at his grasp, fight alight, life and rage blazing in its eyes, locked on Dracula.
The books cough until their lungs bleed, the toys whine until their voices break, the drawings beat against the walls theyâre upon until their skin rips open, the stars twinkle until they canât open their eyes, and the the painting of that child in the arms of his mother and father, âhappy,â hangs limp on the wall with its tongue cut out. The Room burns in the middle of the Castle.
I wonât forget. Castlevania says fervently, shaking its head. I wonât forget Lisa. I wonât forget Alucard. I wonât who they were when they were together. I wonât forget what it was to be happy. I wonât forget who I was in the light. I wonâtâ
But Dracula rips them apart, the door shuts, and their connection dulls. The Castleâs own heartbeat begins fading.
The Castle gets frostbite, goes numb in the cold. It starts to go blind in the dark. The emptiness starts to rot its chest. Something in it dies.
Castles do not have hearts, but Castlevania wonders if this is what it feels like when one breaks.
Summary: Vampires do not have reflections, and castles do not have hearts. But Dracula is no ordinary vampire, and Castlevania is no ordinary castle. If castles can fight, maybe they can think too.
The series, and Adrianâs childhood, told from the perspective of the castle.
Chapter Summary: âI had entirely different books under my childhood bed. My father was a polymath, my mother was a doctor, and I grew up very fast.â
Chapter 2:Â âHappyâ
The castle doesnât like the crying.
This new being is here, alive, and apparently âaliveâ means âup at all hours bawling.â The castle is used to a general tone of sorrow, of people screaming, and wolves howling, but this incessant wailing, for no reason, certainly not a good reasonâ(are there any âgoodâ reasons here?)âis not something that it enjoys echoing within its halls all the time. The room is not empty, isnât cold, or dark, but âwarmâ and âlightâ and âfullâ would be pushing its luck. Letting the woman and her new life in, setting this room aside, changing that reflection, building this little universe, may just have been a mistake. Life is far more foul than death, the castle concludes; at least death is quiet.
But then thereâs another sound: sometimes, if they are very lucky, the child laughs.
âŚand the room fills with the sound, like air in its lungs.
It isnât just the room anymore. It belongs to someone. It has a master. Itâs his room. Itâs Adrianâs room.
Centuries went by when there was no laughter in these rooms. Not a single word, nor note of song, how could their ever be laughter? Draculaâs castle was not a place for it, Dracula was not the creature to give itâ(unless you count the maniacal kind). It was something neither castle nor master lamented the absence ofâ(aside from that of his victims, there was little lament here. The place was hollow, and that means there was no emotion here; no joy, nor real sorrow. Happiness is only real when sadness is too). But now that Castlevania knows the sound, a little of âhappyââŚit may just melt all its gears to fill every hall with that tiny, shimmering sound.
And when Vlad smiles, laughs in return, bouncing this little golden boy on his kneeâ(so unlike how he treated the sons and daughters of others before)âŚthe castle thinks it might just be able to handle the crying.
Thereâs a painting here too, now. The walls in this room are not stagnant and bare. The three of them left one day, and when they came backâsmiles on their faces, laughs in their throatsâthere was a painting in their hands, which they gave to the room.
A reflection of the family. Of âfamily.â Of âhappy.â
There was no need for paintings before. The only master of this castle was here, in the bloodâwhy depict him why you could just meet him? The castle didnât need brushstrokes on canvas to remember what Draculaâs face looked like.
The castle may not have watched kings and queens reign and wither, may not pay homage to them with its walls, but it has three inhabitants nowâthe boy has two ancestors, one a king, one an ordinary womanâand well, they may as well reside on the walls too, just in case theyâre not always here; God knows itâs too easy to lose anything living here.
Just to make sure the boy remembers their faces. What âhappyâ looked like.
Soon the castle will understand that living things grow, and that perhaps the painting is not there for remembrance after death, but to remember when he was a tiny, smiling, crying ball of gigglesâŚbecause he wonât be like this forever.
The painting isnât the only thing on the walls either; the mirror. As they predicted, it is not empty here, though not magical, it isnât purposeless. It sits, watching all that goes on, and it holds the boy in its silver grasp, as well as his mother. They are real. They are alive. Two drops of sunlight.
Sunlight.
Thatâs the other thing; the windows in the room are open now.
Humans seem to hunt, to find joy in, the sun. Vampires cannot even live in the sunlight, much less enjoy it, so Dracula has no choice but to keep his castle dark.
But Adrian has a mother too, and is not all vampire. The point of the room was never to be pitch black anyways.
And when he opens the windows⌠itâs as if the castle is a cat, and the little boy pulled its tail. It hurts, in a way; too much, too fast, without permission, thinking a part of its body is something to play with. The castle would like to scold, hiss, or at least glare at the boy, and wonders if the laughterâs worth the sting.
But he doesnât let up. And somewhere in this too-exciting production, the castle grows to anticipate the sunlightâs bite. This isnât like the ever-ache the emptiness wrought. Itâs a pang like medicine; not pleasant, but something you need to take every day.
And Castlevania does need it.
The castle thought its fashion was black, but when the child opens the curtains; when he plays with those toys his mother made in the golden afternoon; when he holds the prisms his father gave him to the rays, and they split into spectrums; when he lays as a teenager on the floor, surrounded by his own drawings, and crumpled attempts, draped in golden light, staring up at the day-stricken starsâŚit thinks gold doesnât look too bad on it.
Life stirs. Adrian opens the door to the room, and it starts to seep out into the halls.
The gold tiptoes along the walls, hides under beds, and behind couches. It sits quietly on cushions and floors and windowsills. It scurries through all the rooms, and toys with all the things under the motto âdonât play with that!â It dances to the rhythm inherent within it.
The boy and his mother, two rays of sunlight, chase each other through the halls. Their footsteps, the soft, chirpy patter, is music against the castleâs stonesâalways so different from its masterâs unrelenting score. They run by Vladâs study laughing, and call its master, his father, to come out of the dark.
The castle is used to the unkind tones of its master, even towards children; it more than half expects him to scold them for the noise, to shut the door, or say nothing.
And sometimes he does.
But there are other times when he picks up the boy, puts him on his shoulders, and rushes through the halls himself, that death-knell of a walk becoming another spirited harmony in the song. Sometimes they even take this music outside; Vlad and his son become those running, howling things in the forest.
The castle has never seen its master like this. Just like when he worked with his hands to build the room. It isnât sure it likes. But thenâŚit isnât sure it dislikes it eitherâŚ
That isnât to say he never scolds the boy. In fact, one of the times he did was simply for opening a window somewhere outside his room. It may seem a small thing to raise oneâs voice over, but itâs understandable when spontaneous combustion is on the other line. Its master is not ready to end the night. Castlevania is unsure, but it will not die in the light; in fact, against its better judgmentâŚit thinks itâs starting to live in it.
He made Adrian cry when he reacted this way. Crying never meant a thing here; Dracula has caused many children to weep in his presence. But these tearsâinstead of making him raise himself up, look scornfully on, as he always did beforeâmake Vlad pause, blink, soften his tone, kneel in front of him, try to stop them from flowing. So the castle pauses too.
Adrian is a bit of a sensitive child. At least, the castle draws that conclusion. Draculaâs job doesnât call for wonton emotion, and heâd never fall for someone with a penchant for sentimentality. But the boy, though much of the time he takes after his parents, continues to shed tears even when he is older. Even if it is just him, alone in the room, and a secret only the castle knows. The castle no stranger to crying, especially since the boy spent much of its early life doing nothing but that. But now that the crying has meaning, now that the castle is beginning to understand what sorrow isâ(and it doesnât like to think what it must have meant when Draculaâs victims sobbed at his feet, that they were someoneâs parents, someoneâs children, and their castleâs probably wanted to protect them too)âit is not sure it wants to be familiar with Adrian crying. But it cannot wrap its walls around him, hold him tight, and keep him warm like his parents can. It can only sit and wait for it to be over, and try to urge the fire to reach out to him.
Adrian is smart; he ages fast (that is, Lisa seemed surprised at how fast this transition occurred), and he learns faster, agile in his pursuits and eager at the knee of his learned parents. The castle is glad of this, as it was getting sick of all the easy words and games. Though it does miss the tiny smiles and laughter sometimes. Crying was more common when he was a tiny, wordless life, but so was laughter. The castle learns as children grow up, though sadness isnât so frequent, âhappyâ becomes a rare gem too. Because they are only noise to a baby, only it testing out its new mouth. As they grow, as they learn of words, and both âhappyâ and âsad,â both crying and laughter, have far too much meaning.
All those things his parents built and broughtâthe charts, and books and starsâstart to become useful. Vlad walks a curious, more mature Adrian through the libraries, and to the rooms where the shards of not-quite-normal mirrors reflect places other than this one, transporting him to new worlds, both literally and figuratively. He may not be able to open the windows outside his room, (at least not when his father is around), but all those things that for so long sat dormant and unread on their shelves now come alive, much like the things in the room; little toy soldiers at the beck and call of the childâs imagination.
Imagination. The castle didnât know what that was until now. It is the essence of that life-creating attribute Lisa brought here. The stuffed cloth becomes growling wolves in the childâs hands. Toy figures become humans, vampires, locked in a duel. Empty words become stories, become worlds. Empty pages become landscapes and portraits. The childâs mind gives life to inanimate things, like some sort of wandless, effortless, magic.
And, seeing its master take the boy through the halls, showing him all the magic, the mystery, the meaning of things, the castle realizes itâs watching its master come to life as well.
Lifelessness was a fact of life here, it never seemed wrong or lacking, but the castle wonders if only children have the power to imagine things to life, or if this exists in adults too. Itâs never seen Vlad play with toys, but now it knows that toys arenât just silly objects; they are living things, animals, and people, and worlds, to a child. The castle wonders if reflections can be toys too. Castlevania wonders if this thing, this need for something more than lifeless stone, this need for life, this simple, complex magic, might be why lonely people talk to walls.
There are books in that room. But they do not sit still on their shelves. There are toys and in that room, but they are not worthless trinkets on the floor. There is a mirror in that room, but it is not empty. There are windows in that room, but they do not stay dark. There is a fire in that room, but it is not cold. There is a boy in that room, and he is alive.
Adrian laughs, and he cries. He reads and he learns. He casts spells and he casts his pen to the page. He plays, and he draws, and he imagines, and he brings to life everything around him.
And that warmth, that light, that life, is spreading through Castlevania like medicine in its veins. It never minded the cold, the dark, the death, and the lonely, but the warmthâŚthe lightâŚthe lifeâŚ
Adrian opens the windows, opens the door.
And, in the center of life-strewn universe they built, the room sighs.