Sometimes I really don't see the fucking point anymore. I'm so tired of faking it until I make it. Having to be okay because others aren't, always. I'm tired of people not thinking that someone gives a fuck when I'M RIGHT FUCKING HERE. Like I know everything is shit right now. Yes, I don't need a reminder. If things are shit, let's make it a better day instead of drowning in our sadness, because when I'm around people that love me, man, do I feel better inside. Especially if I connect with you by nature. I just want to be in a constant state of happiness..I mean, it's not all rainbows, but I'll go through the whole goddamn storm just so you'd know I'm always here. Sigh, showing you care is so much more tiring than not giving a shit..aha. That's why it's 10x's worth it, because I'd do anything to see my loved ones smile...