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[CBPH] Drabble #24

Grow Old with You by Michi

It was Sunday and there was nothing better than relaxing and staying in bed with the warmth of your lover next to you.

Chanyeol sighed as he rubbed his eyes with his one hand as the other gripped around the waist of the small man beside him. Sundate in bed, Chanyeol thought as he looked at Baekhyun who's surprisingly awake and was staring at him.

"Good morning, my moonlight," Baekhyun said as he gently rubbed Chanyeol's bare stomach with his hand.

The feeling of Baekhyun's hand palming his stomach was freaking wonderful. Baekhyun's slender hand was warm and he felt something inside the pit of his stomach coil. God, it's too early for this but who cares, Chanyeol thought as he captured Baekhyun’s lips for a short kiss. "Good morning, my sunshine," Chanyeol whispered softly and closely on Baekhyun's lips.

They were probably inhaling each other’s not so pleasant morning breath but they didn’t care because they've been waiting all their lives for this. They've been best friends for 3 years now. They've done a lot of things together, things that were silly and dumb and sweet and even romantic things because, well, that's how their friendship works as they’ve said before. But it was just last night when Chanyeol and Baekhyun made everything official between them. It's been a long journey for them having started as strangers being introduced inside a room full of young men with same big dreams.

Yes, everyone ships them. Everyone thinks they’re a perfect fit except for the two. But finally after 3 years, Chanyeol and Baekhyun had the guts to confess their hidden desires, no, scratch that, feelings for each other. They can't even remember how it started or who confessed first. Everything was a blur that night. The only thing they remember was that they started kissing and touching and kissing and licking and kissing and moaning and more kissing and more moaning. And now, it's their first morning together as an official couple.

Chanyeol kissed Baekhyun's forehead lightly, feeling very thankful that finally he can hold Baekhyun like this, close to his body without anything separating them except for the sweat pants he's wearing and Baekhyun's boxers. He pulled Baekhyun's small frame closer to his body, loving the heat that's radiating from his sunshine. Baekhyun could only blush and smile sweetly while burying his face on Chanyeol's chest. Chanyeol started humming and Baekhyun swore he knew the song, he was just not quite sure and he wanted Chanyeol to sing it properly for him with his deep manly voice. And as if Chanyeol could read his mind, the giant started singing.

"I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad..." Chanyeol started and Baekhyun swore he felt himself heating up because how can Chanyeol make him feel so weak and loved at the same time.

Baekhyun looked at Chanyeol with glassy eyes and Jesus, he can't cry like this in front of Chanyeol but ever since last night he promised himself he's going to be more transparent to Chanyeol, especially about his feelings.

And so as Chanyeol continued singing, his hand continued to massage Baekhyun's hair. Baekhyun kept his eyes locked on his giant moonlight while Chanyeol returned his stare with loving eyes.

"And I'll kiss you," Chanyeol sang as he placed a sweet kiss on Baekhyun's nose.

"Miss you," and Baekhyun's halfway to asking Chanyeol how did he even learn this English song but Chanyeol's eyes were just so enticing he can't move a muscle so he opted to just listen to his moonlight sing for him.

"Give you my coat when you are cold," Chanyeol wholeheartedly sang as he recalled the moments where he suffered from cough and colds just because Baekhyun was always bad with cold weathers and really one sweater is not enough for his best friend so he always ended up lending him his coat or jacket just to keep Baekhyun warm. Chanyeol smiled at the thought as he placed his hand on Baekhyun's back, gently rubbing, offering him more warmth. Chanyeol really didn’t care if he caught a flu because he always liked how Baekhyun takes care of him everytime he was sick.

"I'll feed you," Baekhyun felt a tear roll down his face because this was all too much for him to take. How he wanted to scoop Chanyeol's face and smother his face with kisses but he ended up caressing Chanyeol's face at the moment because this is too perfect to ruin. He just wanted to make sure that everything was real. He saw Chanyeol leaned in to his touch but still continued singing.

"Even let you hold our remote control," It was never a secret how Chanyeol and Baekhyun were rivals when it comes to their favorite girl group and they would always fight about who gets to watch first because they've only got one TV in their room and Chanyeol just so badly wanted to turn Baekhyun into a Blackjack while Baekhyun wanted his best friend to be a Sone too. In the end, nobody gets to watch the TV because they broke it while fighting over what channel to watch. Chanyeol smiled as he recalled how silly they were.

"Oh it could be so nice growing old with you," Chanyeol finishes off pitch because probably they still hadn’t drank water and yeah, but still Baekhyun found it cute and that's when he pushed himself closer to Chanyeol's face and started kissing him with so much passion.

"I love you, Chanyeol. I love you so much," Baekhyun whispered in between their heated kisses. That's when Chanyeol took the opportunity to slide his tongue inside Baekhyun's mouth and god, it felt perfect. It felt like coming home. Chanyeol explored Baekhyun's mouth like it was a treasure long hidden from the world and he's the only one lucky enough to have found it and have tasted it. Their lips were moving languidly together, until Baekhyun started battling with Chanyeol's tongue. Where was the timid Baekhyun he was kissing last night? Chanyeol thought as Baekhyun continued fighting for dominance in their kiss. Soon enough Chanyeol gave way for his lover, relaxing, and letting his sunshine have his way on him. Baekhyun was teasing him so much. Baekhyun's tongue tasted every part of his mouth, it even sucked his tongue once or twice, Chanyeol was so turned on to even count. Chanyeol felt Baekhyun tightened his grip on his shoulders as he continued kissing Chanyeol sloppily. After their long heated kiss, they decided to gently pull away because none of them can breathe properly anymore at this moment. They were panting and Chanyeol was surprised to see Baekhyun completely on top of him with his knee slowly rubbing his crotch. Chanyeol felt dizzy. He can't think properly so he closed his eyes and gave Baekhyun's back circular strokes as he kissed Baekhyun's neck. Chanyeol felt Baekhyun's body shift and he was more surprised when his nipple felt suddenly hot and wet, that was when he opened his eyes to find Baekhyun licking and playing with his nipple while his other hand was kneading the other. Chanyeol groaned as he arched his back, wanting to feel more heat from Baekhyun's sinful mouth. Baekhyun took it wholeheartedly, licking Chanyeol's nipple in a slow circular motion. "Mmmmmm," Baekhyun hummed as he continued toying with Chanyeol's erect nipples. Baekhyun wanted to make Chanyeol feel loved and precious and this was all that he can do. When Chanyeol sang for him, he felt like a princess being serenaded by his prince and right now all he wanted was to make Chanyeol feel like a King being served by his Queen. Baekhyun gave Chanyeol's nipple a final lick and made his way to Chanyeol's neck. Licking, kissing and leaving marks. Chanyeol threw his head back when Baekhyun started nipping thru his skin and that was when Baekhyun saw how tempting Chanyeol's adam's apple was. Baekhyun was weak. He really was. That was why he took the moment to capture the precious adam's apple in his mouth, licking it and feeling it move inside his mouth. God, this is wonderful, Chanyeol thought as Baekhyun moved his mouth with his adam's apple bobbing up and down. Chanyeol continued to grip Baekhyun's rounded ass, feeling content by what Baekhyun was doing to his body. Baekhyun started to make his way through Chanyeol's stomach, kissing his way down until...

"Hyung, we're leaving in 30 minutes! Hurry up!" Sehun shouted by the door.

The couple looked at each other with shocked eyes and that was when it hit them. They were leaving for SMTOWN today, 30 minutes from now, and they were still tangled in each other's sweaty limbs.

"Oh god, Chanyeol! How can we forget! Geeezzzz. I'll go shower first and you prepare our things," Baekhyun said as he quickly detached himself from Chanyeol's body. Slightly blushing when he felt how hard Chanyeol was through his sweatpants. Damn damn damn, Baekhyun thought.

Chanyeol was left on the bed, panting his heart out. What the hell did just happen, Chanyeol asked himself. He looked at his sweatpants and damn an evident tent was there with a wet spot on top of it. Chanyeol was so hard and he badly wanted to run into the bathroom and settle everything with Baekhyun and his sexy body but of course he can't because there was another knock on the door and this time it was Suho.

"Guys, are you ready?? The van is here." Suho half screamed at their door.

Chanyeol groaned and started to pack their things up trying so hard not to feel the heavy and hard length he's bearing between his legs.

During the car ride, everyone was particularly silent except for Chanyeol and Baekhyun who kept whispering sweet nothings in each other’s ears.

"But sunshine... come on!! Tell me you love me!" Chanyeol half begged as he held Baekhyun closer to him.

"Your nipples tasted so yummy I can eat them all day," Baekhyun teased as his hand made its way to Chanyeol's chest gently rubbing his sensitive parts.

"Seriously, Baek???" Chanyeol pouted. "Maybe you don’t really love me. Maybe all you wanted was my body!"

Baekhyun laughed and threw his arms over Chanyeol's neck and pulled him for a sweet kiss. "I love you, moonlight!! I love you even way before you fell in love with me. I love you even if you won't let me watch my favorite snsd show. I love you even if you don’t wash your clothes every day. I love you. I love being next to you. I love waking up beside you and sharing everything with you. I love your sweet kisses and warm hugs. I love you for all that you are, moonlight. You're my bestfriend, my lover, my soulmate, my everythi----" Baekhyun didnt even get to finish his monologue because Chanyeol already had his lips sealed with his. Baekhyun thought to himself, why did he deprive himself for so long for something as beautiful and sweet as this? Baekhyun can't help but feel slightly regretful of all the years that passed. They could’ve been doing this for a long time. They could’ve enjoyed each other’s arms and lips and everything since the beginning of time. Chanyeol felt Baekhyun tense up in his arms so he slightly pulled away just to stare at his sunshine's beautiful face.

Chanyeol touched Baekhyun's cheek and asked the petite male who's already on top of his lap, "What's the matter sunshine!? Dont you like my kisses?!"

Baekhyun shook his head and buried his face on the crook of Chanyeol's neck. Baekhyun felt himself blushing because he didn’t even know how to start telling Chanyeol about his thoughts. "Uhm, nothing! Just, uhhhh, I'm just thankful that you're here now in my arms you know?" Baekhyun started.

"I've always been in your arms. We've been best friends for so long and I think we were always this close even before right? I even kiss you on your cheek and hold you like we’re doing right now." Chanyeol said as he moved Baekhyun's bangs away from his eyes just so he can stare at his sunshine's eyes. "But yes, I know it took us so long to realize that what we had was more than just plain friendship but, hey sunshine, at least we’re here now right? I promise you I'd be here with you for as long as I can. I would make you feel loved every single second of the day that you wouldn't even think of anything else except how lucky you are that you have me. I would be the best lover you can ever have Baek that you wouldn't even want to detach yourself from me. I would kiss every part of your body until you kick me out of the bed because there's no more room for another hickey in your skin. I would do everything to keep you safe even when we grow old. I will always be your moonlight, sunsh---"

And just like earlier in the bedroom, Chanyeol was cut off when something hit his temple. A paper. When he looked to where the paper came from, he saw everyone looking at them with questioning and slightly annoyed eyes. He then felt another paper hit his cheek and he saw Kyungsoo looking at him with a look of a killer. Baekhyun cleared his throat and settled himself back to his seat from Chanyeol's lap. "Uhh, sorry guys. We just, uhm, me and Chanyeol we were just.." Baekhyun started but was cut off when Kyungsoo said, "Yeah of course we know. We heard your moans last night and I think those were enough to answer our questions but we're already here at the airport and maybe you just want to pause your lovey dovey moment right there because the concert will start in three hours and maybe you just wanna hurry up before our plane leave us??" Kyungsoo angrily scoffed as he opened the door of their van.

Chanyeol just squeezed Baekhyun's hand and together they laughed at their grumpy loveless bandmate. When Baekhyun was about to get out of the van that was when they released their intertwined hands, careful not to stir the attention of all the people around them.

They love each other and they want the world to know that but right now what's more important is that Chanyeol and Baekhyun knows they love each other. Someday when the time's right, someday when the world is open enough to undertand the kind of love Chanyeol and Baekhyun has, someday when nothing else matters anymore except their love for each other,vsomeday, they’ll let the world know.

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[CBPH] Drabble #23

Nothing but You by syue 

Baekhyun was on the last page of Nicholas Spark’s Safe Haven when he heard a muffled sound of Chanyeol’s voice. His finger stopped moving against the words on the pages, an old habit that wouldn’t die. He turned his head, noting that Chanyeol was still sleeping soundly in the couch. Baekhyun couldn’t help but chuckle when he saw how uncomfortable Chanyeol was in that position: one leg touching the floor while the other was hanging on the couch’s arm. A thick blanket was covering his body, and he was still trembling due to the coldness in the room. Baekhyun had warned the boy that the weather was going to be cold tonight, but Chanyeol won’t listen. Instead, he snuggled up against the couch before he fell asleep unknowingly. Baekhyun had a sudden cramp in his legs, a result of sitting for almost an hour. Careful not to make any noise, he straightened his legs.

The only sound in the room was the pit pat of rain hitting the windowpanes, and his eyes felt heavy as he yawned countless times. He had to stay awake because of Chanyeol, aware that the boy had a mild fever since that evening. With no one inside the house to take care of him, Baekhyun who acted as the nicest neighbor ever one might be, voluntarily picked himself to look after Chanyeol. He did the most normal things one would do when caring for a sick person: preparing hot chicken porridge, massaging their head and even singing a lullaby until they fell asleep. Okay, maybe not the last one. It was gifted that Baekhyun could sing well, so he was forced to sing a kid’s song to Chanyeol as his fingers were busy massaging Chanyeol’s painful forehead. Honestly, Baekhyun couldn’t care less what other people did. He always kept a principle that he wouldn’t care what others did as long as they did not disturb his already peaceful and serene life. Sehun, his only friend had reminded him about this, to socialize and mingle around with some people, but Baekhyun preferred it that way. Sehun should be proud that at least Baekhyun wanted to befriend him. When Chanyeol appeared in front of his house one day, wearing a cheery expression on his face, Baekhyun didn’t know why he would let his guard down. He ended up letting this boy enter his world without any notice, and the last thing he knew, something built up in the relationship, something that Baekhyun couldn’t fathom well. “Hmm…” Baekhyun heard it again. He closed the book, tossing it on the coffee table before scooting closer to the couch and putting the back of his hand against the boy’s sweaty forehead. It’s getting better, Baekhyun thought and he headed for the kitchen to boil up the porridge on the stove. Chanyeol must be hungry once he woke up from his slumber. “Awak nak jadi kekasih saya tak, Baekhyun?” Baekhyun stopped walking. He creased his eyebrows at the mention of his name and turned to look at Chanyeol once again. What was this boy saying? The only word he understood was his name. Kekasyih? Kakasih? Was that a Japanese boy’s name? He had no idea how those words should be pronounced. Baekhyun was pretty convinced that those weren’t Korean words said in dialect, because he knew how Korean dialect worked even if he wasn’t good at it. Aside from that, he was quite mesmerized by how Chanyeol would know the language that was obviously not Korean words. He leaned over closer, rubbing Chanyeol’s right arm to wake him up. “Chanyeol.” His voice was low, and Chanyeol slowly fluttered his eyes open. When he tried to breathe, he looked so tired since his nose was blocked with thick liquid. “What is it?” Chanyeol croaked. His hair was dishevelled and messy. When he looked at Baekhyun, confusion was apparent on the latter’s face, indicating that something was bothering him. “Nothing. Go to sleep.”

It had been two days since Baekhyun had tried his best to avoid meeting Chanyeol at all cost. But living next to Chanyeol’s house was the biggest reason why he’d frequently meet the tall boy, everywhere – be it when he was changing his clothes and noticing that Chanyeol was looking at him with an undefined expression through the windows of their bedrooms, or when he was walking leisurely on the streets near the neighborhood. Park Chanyeol was everywhere since that incident happened. That day, Baekhyun had spent almost two hours sitting in the library, surrounded with piles of books he’d taken off from the shelves; most of them were dictionaries and books compiling words and languages from other countries. It was a Thursday morning, and he had no morning class on Thursdays. He’d flicked over the pages of the dictionaries and thick books impatiently, only to find that he was literally clueless about what he was doing. Tossing the books on the floor, he rested his head against the cold metal shelf, letting those words Chanyeol had said last two days suffused his mind. He still couldn’t work out what those words meant, so he sighed relentlessly as he returned the books on the shelves.

“Baekhyun.” Not again, Baekhyun thought. He packed his belongings into his duffel bag, made his way through the crowds in the hallway before Chanyeol could talk to him. But the latter was faster than him. Given that he was a good sprinter in the campus, Baekhyun’s arm was in his grip in a matter of second as he spun the petite boy around, making the other students look at them with unexplainable expressions as if they were filming some sort of a musical drama in the hallway. “Why are you running away from me?” Chanyeol asked breathlessly. “I am not.” “No, you are avoiding me. Are you mad at me?” “Why should I?” “I don’t know. Are you doing this because I asked you to sing Three Bears for me when I was sick?” Chanyeol raised his brows, looking so innocent with that expression on. Baekhyun blinked his eyes confusingly. “What are you holding in your hands?” Chanyeol asked. “N-Nothing.” “What are you doing with those books? They look super heavy,” Chanyeol said. “Come, let me help you.” He voluntarily helped the boy carry the heavy books in his hand, but he was shoved away so suddenly that the books fell down onto the floor with a loud thud, the sound resonating across the hallway. Chanyeol threw the boy a shocked glance, couldn’t believe what just happened. “I’m sorry,” Baekhyun apologized, squatting on the ground and picking them up one by one before he lost in the middle of the crowds once again and left Chanyeol.

The worst thing that could have ever happened to Baekhyun was when the light in his bedroom suddenly went out that night and he was busy preparing for his English test tomorrow and no one could ever save him from that trouble. His dad was bad at fixing things, and so he was. He hated studying in the living room since that was where his siblings would lie down and watch their favorite Doraemon movie with the highest volume on, and Baekhyun couldn’t see the reason he should be studying in that area. So when Chanyeol suddenly rang his doorbell and fixed the broken bulb, Baekhyun thanked him silently as he watched how Chanyeol’s hands worked professionally when he removed the bulb and replaced it with a new one. “We need to talk,” Chanyeol said out of nowhere, after he climbed down the chair. Baekhyun was now cornered against the wall, trying to find a way to escape from him. He was sweating profusely as he was forced to stare into Chanyeol’s eyes. Baekhyun built up his guard, trying not to tremble in front of Chanyeol. “Did I do anything wrong?” “No.” “Then, why did you—” Chanyeol stopped speaking when he saw the look on Baekhyun’s face. “We can talk this out and solve it together if you have any problems though,” he suggested, placing his hands on Baekhyun’s cheeks and making the latter face him eye-to-eye. Baekhyun had never stayed that close to Chanyeol. No, he actually never stayed that close to anyone except with his parents. So when Chanyeol did this to him, he didn’t realize that his heart was beating so loudly that the other could hear the loud thumps against his chest. “You said something about me in your sleep. In an alien language,” Baekhyun muttered. “What?” Brows drawn together, Baekhyun added, “Something about kakashi or akasih… I don’t even know how to pronounce it.” Something was wrong. Chanyeol clearly remembered the words he’d said because he actually wasn’t really sleeping the time he blurted out those words. Smiling, he brought Baekhyun’s body closer to him. “Is it something like this? Nak jadi kekasih saya tak, Baekhyun?” “Exactly!” Baekhyun shouted excitedly, and he quickly covered his mouth with his hand. His cheeks were red in color, and Chanyeol was smiling admiringly. “It’s in Bahasa,” Chanyeol said, and now everything was clear to Baekhyun. “Do you want to know what that sentence means?” Silence. “It means “Do you want to be my boyfriend, Baekhyun?” He said, taking a deep breath in between. “I love you, Byun Baekhyun.” Baekhyun didn’t know why but he sure wanted to answer ‘yes’ to everything Chanyeol said, because he too, had fallen in love with Park Chanyeol.

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[CBPH] Drabble #22

Drabble by Winnie

Park Chanyeol just loves Byun Baekhyun so much. So fluffy I could cry.

Park Chanyeol loves Byun Baekhyun's voice.

He loves it when he sings like he's the only man in this planet-- in Chanyeol's heart, at least. He sings with so much passion and later on you'll see yourself sobbing with pure admiration and pure love. No one can ever deny that Byun Baekhyun got the voice. But for Chanyeol's case, whenever Baekhyun sings with all his heart, he's clutching anything that's near him and holds it for dear life. He would find someone to hold on to because if not, "I need a doctor.." But he needs a psychiatrist, really.

Like this one time when Baekhyun sings My Answer Is You with Joonmyeon and Kyungsoo, Chanyeol's mind is focused only on the guy who plays the piano. He can't see anything nor anyone, just Baekhyun, just Baekhyun. It was as if everything was blergh and he feels something wet in his hands and then he realizes it just then, he's drooling.

"Dude, did you just drool?" Sehun asks him and Chanyeol is still focused on his boyfriend so Sehun nudges him in the foot because Sehun isn't sure what part of his body isn't covered with saliva. "Hyung." Sehun calls out. Sehun can't also understand why he needs this oaf's attention just to inform him he's creating a flood in their room so he just shrugs and lets it go.

"The guy is so whipped." Minseok mutters when he noticed Chanyeol staring with open mouth and drool pooling at the side and the center of his lips. Ewwwww.

The trio comes back with a smile on their faces, proud of their success performance and Baekhyun gasps at Chanyeol staring back at him with that disgusting face.

"What happened?" He asks everyone who are left with the big idiot a while ago. Everyone shrugs and Baekhyun sighs. "Yeol, please."

Chanyeol is finally alive because Baekhyun is there.

"Baekkie!" He rushes to run to cuddle with his boyfriend but Baekhyun is faster, he throws a towel and Chanyeol is disgusted with himself.

Park Chanyeol loves Byun Baekhyun's smile. For him, Baekhyun has the prettiest smile. The prettiest of the prettiest smiles. For Chanyeol, Baekhyun's power is the realest-- and the most embarrassing power but who is he to judge his beloved boyfriend? Well, Baekhyun brings light to his life. Probably to everyone because when Baekhyun smiles, his happiness radiates to everyone. If Baekhyun is happy, Chanyeol is super happy. If Chanyeol is super happy, everyone is annoyed.

When Baekhyun smiles his genuine smile, Chanyeol can't help but smile himself. Baekhyun's smile is contagious who are you to blame him. Chanyeol loves how Baekhyun's face morphs into the most beautiful face he has ever seen since the day that he was born.

"Baek, your smile is beautiful." Chanyeol confesses one time.

Baekhyun, having everyone compliment his smile, grins. "Thanks. I get that a lot." he responded smiling his best smile.

"Especially when your smile is genuine. When something made you smile not because you needed to smile." Chanyeol adds. "And your laugh. Your laugh is amazing. Let me tell you a secret, I once used your laugh as my ring tone but then it was so awkward because someone might hear it so I changed it. But, ugh."

And Baekhyun is speechless.

Park Chanyeol loves Byun Baekhyun's height. He didn't want this coming out as an insult but he really, really likes his height. He's a head taller and when Baekhyun teases him about his ears, his creepy smile and everything that is Chanyeol's imperfections-- which he knows, Baekhyun loves them too just as much--, Baekhyun would always have to look up at him to glare and Chanyeol feels ahead of himself. Somehow. Baekhyun makes fun of his height sometimes like asking him questions like, "Did you drink milk straight from a cow? Farm fresh or what?" "Your legs are miles long I could've taken the bus but with your legs, you can get there before me." "You look like an ostrich." But he still loves him no matter what.

For Chanyeol, Byun Baekhyun and EXO's Baekhyun are different. Byun Baekhyun is his cute boyfriend, the one who holds his hands when he's cold, the one who sings for him and plays the piano whenever he feels like he's so much in love. The one who eats like a kid and never cares about everything while eating and loves to feed Chanyeol and then kiss him after. Byun Baekhyun is a kid and he doesn't need those eyeliners or super tight pants-- which Chanyeol loves too, anyway. Chanyeol loves Byun Baekhyun because Byun Baekhyun smiles and laugh like there's no tomorrow even without cameras or whatever. Byun Baekhyun never cared about anything and he often initiates a kiss and any kinds of skinships with Chanyeol.

While EXO's Baekhyun? EXO's Baekhyun is every fangirl's boyfriend. Baekhyun smiles because the entertainment says so. Sometimes, Chanyeol feels helpless because they are the same.

Words can't even tell how much Park Chanyeol loves Byun Baekhyun.

Dear Byun Baekhyun, I love you so so much. I'm in love with you so much 'love' isn't enough to decipher it. So I decided to write this because I looooove you. just so you know, I'm thinking of your smiling face while writing this. Have I ever tell you how much I love you? No? Because those words can't.... yeah. That's it. I love you. I hope you won't get tired of me because I love you. I love you so much. Byun Baekhyun, I love you. Did I already say I love you? Well--

"Yeol, what are you doing?"

Chanyeol lets out a manly squeal and not so gently shoves the paper in his drawer and if it's not obvious enough, he stumbles on his way to his bed where his sleeping beauty is awoken up with the things he just scrambled to.

"Oh! Nothing!" Chanyeol assures-- or tried to-- with an obvious fake smile, his face is twitching.

"Yeol."

"Baek."

"What's that?" Baekhyun stands up and oh, it's the end of the world.

Baekhyun walks to the drawer he discreetly hid the paper into.

Baekhyun grabs the crumpled paper and sits on the edge of the bed.

END OF THE WORLD.

In the paper, written in big bold letters are the words, "PARK CHANYEOL LOVES BYUN BAEKHYUN." with the most embarrassing drawn out heart by his boyfriend that is comparable with a kindergarten's art. It's obvious that chanyeol made an effort to borrow someone's coloring materials just to do the cover.

"Please don't hurt my man pride I was so engrossed with the design I don't even know that heart was there I swear Baek I swear I'm not gay Baek I swear it was just--"

"Yeol, we're gay."

"Ah yes we're gay... but but but still oh god the heart--"

There are more hearts when he opened the letter. BYUN BAEKHYUN, is again written in big bold letters and is more covered with hearts. There's also his sleeping picture but that even is full of hearts. Chanyeol wants the world to swallow him.

"Oh, Chanyeol." Baekhyun says and opens the letter.

He reads it while smiling. Baekhyun is happy. Chanyeol is embarrassed. His man pride is flying in the air yet he didn't have enough strength to catch it; too engrossed in watching Baekhyun's face from smiling to laughing.

"You're so sweet you big idiot come here." Baekhyun beckons him to move closer and Chanyeol is still hiding behind a pillow. "Why are you hiding?" He gently asks and pets his boyfriend's head.

"It's embarrassing..."

"It's not. It's sweet." Baekhyun smiles his oh-so-genuine and beautiful smile. Chanyeol removes the pillow and gazes at Baekhyun beautiful brown orbs.

"I love you too." Baekhyun admits and Chanyeol's flushes from red to violet.

Chanyeol shyly raises his head to meet Baekhyun's eyes again and Baekhyun drops his lips, slanting his to Chanyeol's and Chanyeol closes his eyes. They shared yet again one of their sweetest kisses.

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[CBPH] Drabble #21

RETROPHILIA by Jam

My name is Byun Baekhyun.

And the guy that I love is Park Chanyeol but I'm not sure if he remembers me.

There is a disease called MILD COGNITIVE IMPAIRMENT (MCI). I'm not too sure about that disease but they said Chanyeol has it.

And maybe that's why......... He couldn't remember anything that happened after two weeks.

Two weeks.

He can remember things for only two weeks....

Those memories "DIE" the next day, nothing is left in his mind...then he starts all over again.

Every two weeks. He'll ask me the same damn fucking question.

" What's your name? " " Have we met before? " " Who were we? " " Are we friends? "

I don't mind answering them again and again...at least I can be a part of the new chapter of his life.

I have three reasons why I'm still here by his side.

First is...because I want to protect him. Because sometimes, there are some people who likes to bully and hurt him. Because they know that Chanyeol will forget after two weeks. This is really unfair to him. He never knew the meaning of "revenge".

One day Chanyeol asked me about his scars.

" Baekhyun, what happened to my hands? I mean these scars? "

" There were some people who did that to you Chanyeol "

" B-but why? They hate me? Had I hurt them? Baekhyun, did I hurt you too? Please tell me "

" No, Chanyeol you're a nice person."

" Then, why? I'm scared, Baekhyun. I can see these scars, but.. I can't remember anything or anyone for every scars on my body. "

My second reason is...in every two weeks he asks me to stay with him. He once asked me to promise him that I would stay with him no matter what happens.

" Ouch! Baek, do it gently. " " Ah, sorry. Don't move, let me apply the medicine. Chanyeol, you got two new bruises on your back. " " Ah,ah, aigoo. That really hurt! " " They should stop hurting you. Yeol. You don't deserve all of this pain. " " It's okay, I'm already used to it. Baekhyun, can you promise me not to leave me even tho I'll forget you again and again and again? " " I promise Yeol...... but...I got an offer to study overseas...I have to leave Chanyeol. At first, I didn't want to take the offer. But then, he reassured me. " " It's okay, Baekhyun. It's for your future. Don't let it go. I'll be fine here, Don't worry......Don't worry " " Is it really okay Chanyeol? Can you promise me to take care of yourself really well? Don't get hurt again please."

( " Baek, please don't leave me. " Chanyeol said on his head again and again )

" I'll try, Baek. Don't worry! But, please come back to me after you finished your study and let me remember you again." " Then, I'll really go. "

Australia for two years,104 weeks and 730 days " "

And what made me felt worried was......when I was about to go to  the airport. I saw Chanyeol, standing beside the person who always hurting him... and he forgot that person AGAIN.

" Xiumin hyung.....it's me, Baekhyun. Can you help me? Hyung you know those guys who always kick and hit Chanyeol. right? U-u-um... I just... If you can keep your eyes on them? "

" Sure Baek, I'll take care of him. Study well, okay? Take care yourself too. "

It's been a year and everything seemed okay.

I got a lot of new friends from around the world.

I studied hard to get higher grades in exams, so I could show it to him when I come back to Korea next year.

Even though I was having a fever. I didn't stop reading and studying 'cause I want to make him proud of me.

I'll show our life before Chanyeol got his disease

Park Chanyeol? He is a nice guy who is addicted to playing guitar. He loves music a lot. Billiards is his favourite game.

We were classmates, but we never talked to each other.

Until one day......

I went to our library to find some books. Then I saw him. I stalked, no....  I looked at him.

And suddenly, he turned to me. He was just reading a book but weirdly, i felt amazed.

" Baekhyun? " He called my name. I was speechless, standing still.

In just a few days, we became closer.

Chanyeol is the kind of guy that we can call an organized person, tidy and definitely cool.

I'm a messy and clumsy person. But. he didn't seem to care. He accepted me.... EVERYTHING ABOUT ME.

During exams week. We spent most of the time in the library, we study together. I was such a lazy ass. He was a top student!

" Baekkie, as long as you got passion, faith and are willing to work hard, you can do and have anything you want in this world. Arasseo ? /smile/ "

" Channie! Look! There's a bug. " " Baekhyun, I'm explaining here. Pay attention please."

He was a serious person when it comes to studying, but he was actually playful, same as me.

We made some stupid jokes, and laugh at some little things.

He always protected me. Not because I couldn't protect myself or what.

It's just....... everytime he cared for me, I felt something strange in myself and I love that feeling.

One day, he received a phone call.

" I need to meet someone right after this. So, you can go home first, okay? "

" Who's that someone?"

" Kim Jongin "

And I didn't know why I felt so worried. I felt that something bad will happen.

I knew I should have stopped him, but I did nothing.

He met that person.

And it was a mistake.

It was actually a TRAP.

In the next day, my classmate informed me about Chanyeol.

"He is in a hospital. A group of students beat him after school ended yesterday. One of them is a top student. Chanyeol damaged his brain "

When he woke up and I visited him.....

" What's your name? " is the first thing he asked me.

" I'm Baekhyun. "

" Have we met before? "

" W-what do you mean?"

Those students admitted that they had beaten Chanyeol just because they felt jealous of Chanyeol's reputation as that tall guy who was also a top student, the president of music ministry club and was chosen for billiards game competitions..... AND NOW, CHANYEOL HAD NOTHING.

Since then, he couldn't remember much and every two weeks, he would forget everything.

" Chanyeol, I'm Baekhyun " I stayed by his side even though I felt so hurt whenever he doesn't remember me or our past.

And now, here in our PRESENT.

I'm in Austria. Still counting down the days when I'll go back to Korea.

I had studied hard and got what I want in this world. I'm not a lazy ass anymore.

" I can prove it to him. "

Everything was going smooth. Nice friends, nice lecturers.

Kim Jongdae, a guy from Korea, he helped me a lot to communicate with the people here. Sometimes, we went to the mall to shop together.

Three months left before I finished my studies. I didn't receive any news about Chanyeol for a long time.

But one evening, Xiumin hyung called me.

" Baek, I have a good and a bad news for you. It's all about...... Chanyeol..... The bad news is... Chanyeol got into a car accident. He's still in the hospital and he broke his left hand "

" Oh god! Hyung please! Tell me the good news! "

" The good news is he'll get through an operation he'll get a new hand! "

" Oh shit! But, HE'S STILL IN THE HOSPITAL! Hyung, I want to meet him. H-how did he got into that accident? "

" Aish! Chill,Baek... You cursed just now "

I'm with Jongdae right now we're in our school cafeteria.

" Baek, are you okay? "

" I'm okay Jongdae "

" You look tired. Stayed up last night? "

" Well... I had to. "

If I fail in this final exam, I need to stay here for another fucking year. I won't let that happen. I WANT TO GO BACK KOREA NEXT MONTH!

Luckily, I passed the exam with flying colours. And I went back to Korea, together with Jongdae.  We immediately visited Chanyeol who was still in the hospital.

Once we arrived there, I waited for Xiumin hyung outside of the room.

" Chanyeol had two operations. One for his left hand, another one for--- "

" Are you his relatives? " the doctor asked me.

" I'm his friend "

" The operations went well and recovery is progressing too. So, don't worry. But he's still in a weak state and he need some rest "

" Can I see him? "

" Sure, but don't take too long. "

" Yes, Thank you. "

He tried to sit when he saw me.

" No, no... It's okay. You can just lie down " but he refused to obey. so, I helped him sit up slowly and lean his back against the headboard.

" How are you. Chanyeol? " I scanned his hands,face,body and legs.

" Oh sorry. By the way. My name is --- "

" Baekhyun " He snapped my words. Silence! " You... remember me? B-but how --- " " Where have you been, Baek ? " he spoke slowly lowly while his fingers caressed my cheek. My heart beat too fast and I was speechless. I'm not sure how to react or respond.... as my eyes started to tear up.

So, thIs actually the 'good news' that Xiumin Hyung kept secret from me.

" Two surgeries; one for his broken hand, another one for his brain. Brain surgery. Jongin's family took the responsiblity. Chanyeol's back to normal, he can remember things like before. However, there are still some parts of past that he can't remember specifically. You're lucky he remembers you. You know what Baek... he called your name first once he woke up after the surgery two days ago "

" Yeol, I want to stay with you here tonight, can I ? " " Sure! I'll really appreciate that. Staying in the hospital alone is really boring. " " Haha! Yeah I know" " Lie down next to me. So we can chat all night " " Uh, o-okay. But, what if i accidentally kick your hand? " " I'll kick you out of this bed " " Hahaha! Just kidding.... Please don't kick me out. " " Hahaha you're so cute " " Uh? what? " " N-nothing " "........." " I miss you Baek, I really really miss you " " Hmm Yeol, what was the last thing you remembered? " " Last thing? Umm.. I remember you called me, but I couldn't answer it because those guys were bullying me " " What else? Do you remember how we met the first time? " " N-no, I-I'm sorry " " We met at library, I stalked you hahaha... you are the music ministry club president. You were also a top student. " " You were once startled and then cried when a black-big frog jumped out from your school bag" " You remember that?! " " Maybe because those are related to you my Byun Baekhyun..... Baekhyun, do you still remember the day when you carelessly left your notebook on my desk? "

" Uh? The red one? Uhmm. Y-yes... " " You left it open, and there was a message for me " " You still......remembered? " " Yes, and I replied to your message. Did you read it?" " Wait. YOU REPLIED?! " " Don't tell me you DID NOT read that message? " " I- I already threw that book away 'cause it's just full of my doodles " " OMFG! Clumsy Baekhyun as always. " " You should have told me earlier! Now tell me what is your reply Mr. Park? "

" Look, I'm not the old Baekhyun who you used to know in past. No more of that lazy ass, no more sleepy head. I'm more serious when studying and I'm more friendly. Just tell me if you want me to improve anything else. "

" And you look prettier, Baek "

" Is that counted? Uhmm.. So, will you accept me? "

" Do you want to know what's my message in that book? I replied,  " I can accept your perfect and imperfect side, because it's you. And I LOVE YOU TOO BYUN BAEKHYUN. "

" I miss you. Yeol. Welcome back "

Now, I'm really sure that my third reason to stay by his side until now is because I LOVE HIM AND HE LOVES ME TOO.

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[CBPH] Drabble #20

What Heaven Feels Like

Author: Nesthyne

Baekhyun isn’t sure what he did in Earthland to deservethis. Okay, there are few reasons up in his sleeves but are all of those worthy enough to land him on this certain job?

There was one time when he tried to punish, cut that out, he tried to give the drunken student a lesson by setting the fire alarm in the middle of the night, hoping the drunken student can get the blame and will finally learn his lesson, but it didn’t go as planned as it triggered a mass of students running around the hallway, wanting to get out of the building - hoping for survival. Okay, he miscalculated, Baekhyun thought there wouldn’t be much fuss about it but in the end, there were several students who got injured.

There was also this one time when he accidentally, yes, it was an accident, let a homeless guy win the lottery. Because Baekhyun lacked information, he didn’t know that the former homeless guy, now a millionaire, was a con artist. And now, he was back to his old selfish self.

There was also this one time – okay, cut it out, Baekhyun gets it.

Baekhyun slumps into the golden porch with diamond embellishments just outside the main hall. Beside him, his best friend puts an arm around his shoulder offering some kind of sympathy.

“There were a lot in the team who did worse than me, but why am I the one chosen?” Baekhyun grumbles in disappointment.

“Maybe because you accidentally cause a 4-hour traffic and ended with people hurting each other?” Jongin tries to enlighten his friend, innocently. “Or maybe, that one time when you ---“

“You’re not helping,” Baekhyun mutters darkly.

“I know you’ll do well Baek.”  Jongin encourages. “You always find a way to make everything work”

“Thanks.” Baekhyun replies while he dusts off his white dress,

“It’s just a day – only a day. I can do this.” With his courage faltering, he tries to give himself words of encouragement but it made no difference, he was scared as hell.

A day before his quest, he prays to God that everything will be alright and let this transaction be over as quickly as possible and he promises he’ll do well on Earthland so he won’t have to endure this task again.

It seems the time doubles its speed because today is the day, Baekhyun is set to a one of a kind journey.

He enters the sacred hall and there he meets the ever shining Gabriella, “Are you ready Baekhyun? It’ll be over as soon as the other signs it”

He didn’t mutter a reply because Gabriella is already transporting him, the ground suddenly shakes and all of a sudden, the floor starts to open and the last words the people heard was Baekhyun cursing, “Why do I have to travel to hell?”

Angels and demons are opposite creatures. One is of a pure soul, and one can be described as a tainted spirit. In Earthland, people believed the two worlds don’t coincide but in reality, heaven and hell were affiliated. They bring equality to mankind, the hell allowing the sinners to be punished, while heaven celebrates one’s kindness.

To make this work, heaven and hell made an agreement, they will live separately, away from each other but every 800th year, they will meet to change the contract, add provisions or exchange information vital to each party so they will not reach any pandemonium.

This year, Baekhyun got the task to deliver the new contract. The travel takes a while so Baekhyun falls asleep and when he opens his eyes, a dark creature appears in front of him, to be exact, it’s an inch away from him. with a terrifying grin, he hell guy utters, “Welcome to hell”

Baekhyun freezes. He doesn’t budge. After quite some time, he curses and it echoes through the dark pavement, “Fuck”

“Woah, woah ---- “

Baekhyun pushes the creature away from him and hurries to get up; he dusts off his clothes and pulls his messenger bag closer to him as he begins to scramble everything inside it. As he is busy rummaging his bag, the hell guy who seems to be a creature from hell initiates conversation.

“So, this is what an angel looks like.”

But Baekhyun won’t say any reply.

“I didn’t think angels can curse because you’re the good guys, right?”

Baekhyun doesn’t utter any comeback because at last he got hold of the golden parchment.

“Here” He finally says, “You can sign it and then I can go back”

There’s an evident confusion on the face of the receiver, “Sign?”

“Yes sign, I have been told that you need to sign, here, here and here”

The creature then moves closely. Baekhyun is too stunned to push him away.

“You must be mistaken, I’m not the one signing the agreement, my boss does that job. I’m just a tour guide”

With eyes wide open, and mouth hung agape, Baekhyun couldn’t formulate any response or couldn’t think clearly. In just a span of minutes, Baekhyun is touring hell.

“The fuck is this?” He screams out of frustration and he gets more serious when he hears the hell guy laugh in response.

“What the fuck is funny, hell guy?” Baekhyun retorts.

“You have a pretty bad mouth for an angel, and my name is Chanyeol by the way.” Chanyeol grins stupidly and Baekhyun hates it. Baekhyun hates everything.

“If you want to go home badly, I think we should start our journey. So my boss can sign the stupid contract and you can back to your sparkling world” With playfulness hinted at every word, Chanyeol begins to walk clearly confident that the little light will follow him.

With much mumbling and a few more cursing, Baekhyun follows Chanyeol. He doesn’t have a choice after all.

On their way to what Chanyeol called the hideout, Baekhyun is at awe, hell sure is different from heaven. Everything is black, and red – the place emits a strong emotion of melancholic pain and Baekhyun just feels sad.

“We’re not that far. Are you tired?” Chanyeol suddenly asks.

“No” Baekhyun replies softly.

“What does heaven look like?”

Baekhyun is taken aback because Chanyeol’s voice just sounded unhappy.

“It’s white and flashy.” Baekhyun replies and he sees Chanyeol’s face suddenly lifts up as if wanting him to continue his story so Baekhyun did.

Baekhyun doesn’t know how long he has been walking or how long he has been staying in hell because he is immersed with his conversation with Chanyeol. They exchange bizarre stories of their experiences guiding the humans, the life in heaven and how is it living in hell.

Baekhyun can’t believe that in hell, he finds solace. He always feared going down below because of the stories imprinted in his mind. He thought every creature in hell is the complete opposite of those guarding heaven.

“What does it feels like living in heaven?”

“We always celebrate; there are a lot of things to do. Everything emits happiness. I can’t really describe it in words because no words can ever describe how amazing it feels like to be in heaven”

And then Baekhyun suddenly is caught off guard,

“Sometimes, I wish I can experience what it’s like to be in heaven”

Baekhyun doesn’t know what to reply. So he stays quiet, he feels it’s the right answer.

They continue to walk but now in complete silence.

“I have a confession to make.” Chanyeol abruptly declares.

“What?” Baekhyun stops on tracks.

Chanyeol fidgets, eyes locked on the ground.

“There’s no boss. I’m the one who needed to sign the paper. I don’t know what got into me but I just wanted more time” He says so fast, Baekhyun almost didn’t get every word.

“More time for what?”

“You know what, I’ll just sign this, and you can now go.” Chanyeol snatches off the golden parchment from Baekhyun.

Before Chanyeol could sign the paper, Baekhyun puts his hands over Chanyeol’s

“More time for what, Chanyeol?”

“You can’t sign this unless you answer me and I mean it. More time for what?”

Clearly defeated, Chanyeol musters up his courage and utters a reply, “To get to know you”

It’s all hushed for a couple of minutes. But Baekhyun’s hand never left Chanyeol’s.

“Why?” Baekhyun suddenly asks.

“It’s the only time I get to see you again.”

“Again? What do you mean again?”

“I remember you. I remember you as a human, we are all humans once but maybe I did so many ill things in the past, that’s why maybe I ended up here. But I saw you, I remember you, you saved me.”

“I don’t understand. You’re not supposed to remember who you are in Earthland.”

“I didn’t, I only remember you.”

“I searched hell and I didn’t find you, I’m sure you’re in heaven so I always take this job – always, with a little hope of seeing you. This is 27th time, and--- and --- finally, I saw you. I’m sorry. I know you wanted to go back immediately. I just, fuck”

Chanyeol suddenly imprints his thumb into the parchment.

With horror in his eyes, Baekhyun screams, “What the fuck?”

And then the place suddenly shakes - the dark sky suddenly opens, it’s time to go.

“I’m happy I get to see you.” Chanyeol says. “All the years I’ve waited was worth it.”

“You stupid hell guy” Baekhyun curses.

Before Baekhyun disappears, he leaves a message, “See you after 800 years.”

Chanyeol places his hand against his chest because he feels so light, so happy, so full. As he repeats Baekhyun’s smiling face on his mind, he then realizes that “Maybe this is what heaven feels like”

“Baekhyun feels like heaven.”

  xY�R�

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[CBPH] Drabble #19

Falling through Cracks 

Author: Cady

The wind catches the soft brown locks that a sleeping malehas. Though by all definition, he was not sleeping, nor was he a male. But in appearances, he is. But…

 Sighs. The male lets on. He hated the human world. He hated how it is complex, how one has to be defined because of its appearances, how he is a male just because he looks a certain way. Why can’t it be just what it is?

 This is why he also hates this day.

Interaction with humans is an everyday occurrence that he had long learned to endure. But bumping to Angels is a stretch. He could not fathom why those creatures doesn’t mind it at all! Others would even have the audacity to lure others like him into thinking that things could change.

 But nothing about their situation could change.

 They have chosen. And it was final.

 A minute huff and puff breaks his thoughts. He did not open an eye for he knows that who ever it is that disturbs his peace, would leave anyway.

 Soon, there were light footsteps that was accompanying the breathing.

 Moments passed and he can still feel the presence, this time lingering near him.

 All he wanted was peace for this particular day. Why do they have to bother him?

 In a languid motion, he sits up. He opens both eyes in a way that would convey that he was tired and that this creature is disturbing his sleep.

 He was then met with a face full of an Angel. Literally.

 “Hi!” the Angel says, his face lights up with a smile and his eyes were full of curiosity.

 Ah. He knows this kind. The young ones, “Cupid.” the Devil answers.

 “Generally yes. But my name is Baekhyun.”

 The Devil answered with a light scoff, uninterested with the information. What piques his interest though was that this Angel hasn’t drawn back with the proximity of their faces. The Angel hadn’t given the vibe that he was afraid or appalled, as most of creatures alike him would.

 He was just… curious.

“What’s your name?”

 “Why do you need it?”

 “So I can call you by your name.”

 This was not how this day should be going. He was supposed to stay in his usual place whenever this day comes, under the tree, alone, and quietly waiting for the moment that the dimensions were once again ripped and the line gets drawn.

 But this is what he’s faced with right now. A very curious Cupid. The humans would say that curiosity kills the cat, he would like to think that it can kill this Cupid too.

 “What if,” the Devil starts to sit up straighter and he extends one arm around the Angel’s waist. His hand reaching for something that is behind the Angel. “I answer your question for one of this?”

 Suddenly, an arrow was in between them. The Angel looked nonchalant while the Devil was disappointed.

 It looked normal. Just like how the humans made their own kind of arrow, pointed end but without feathers on the other end.

 The Devil had twirled it in his hand, inspecting any kind of difference or uniqueness in it, but he finds none.

 “It’s just an arrow, a stick,” Baekhyun takes the featherless end and holds it in between their eyes, “that is until the time it finds true love.” The smile in his face changes into something deeper. He holds the arrow, giving it to the Devil. “Take it but you have to tell me your name.”

 “Chanyeol. And don’t expect me to give it back.”

 Baekhyun then gives off a light laugh. “Silly Chanyeol. Of course I wouldn’t.”

 The air seemed thicker, stuffier, that it made Chanyeol harder to breathe. Thankfully, Baekhyun decided to give his space back, deciding to sit in front of him.

 “Do you always go around like this?” But Baekhyun was only answered by a raised eyebrow. “Naked on top I mean. Don’t you get cold?”

 “Does it bother you?”

 “Do you have to answer all my questions with another question?”

 “Do you ever run out of questions?”

 “No. Now would you answer my first question?”

 “I already did. I said it was Chanyeol.”

 Chanyeol expected the Angel to be annoyed, then to stop asking questions, then go away. But none of that happens. What happens instead is that Baekhyun bursts out into a melody of laughters. Chanyeol doesn’t get it how nature is on the Angel’s side as his mirth brought a refreshing wind coupled with the sounds of tranquility.

 “You have a nice memory Chanyeol.” Baekhyun said after he calmed down from his fit. There were still signs of glee in him, and the Devil wouldn’t know how to deal with it. So he keeps quiet.

 They remained serene for a time. Chanyeol looking past Baekhyun, and Baekhyun looking right at Chanyeol.

 He couldn’t stand it. There was nothing negative with the way Baekhyun was looking at him. He can deal with scrutinizing squints, judging stares, and rebuking glances. But Chanyeol doesn’t know how to stand Baekhyun’s peculiar look.

 “What?”

 “What, what?” Baekhyun answers with a small smile.

 With a squint of his eyes and a challenging lean of his torso, Chanyeol answers “Why are you looking at me like that?”

 “Like what?” Baekhyun challenges back.

 “Like it’s the first time you’ve seen someone like me.” He leans further.

 “Of course it is.” And the Angel leans further too.

 “You need to get out more angel.”

 There was that laughter again. “I meant of course it is the first time I have seen someone like you, because you’re unique Chanyeol. It is the first time I am seeing you.”

 By this time, the Angel and the Devil have leaned in that they are back to their first position, faces close, almost breathing the same air. But something is different. It wasn’t just Baekhyun smiling but there are also hints of it on Chanyeol’s lips.

 Would it be so bad if one of them wishes that the Time God would stop working for a moment?

 Then Baekhyun’s eyebrows started to meet, and his smiling lips were forming into a straight line, his head tilts to one side.

 “What?” Chanyeol asks once again.

 “I wanted to try something.” was the Angel’s whispered answer.

 Without hesitation Chanyeol answered with an “Okay”. What comes next was something he definitely did not expect coming from an Angel. Though maybe he should have expected it coming from Baekhyun.

 Baekhyun’s hand was on his face. He can feel the Angel’s palm hovering on his cheek at first and then it pressed further.

 “It was believed that when angels touched demons, both creatures were to burn. Sometimes it’s just the angels that suffer and that demons were spared.” But Baekhyun feels no burn. It was a different sensation, but unhurting. In fact, it was close to how he feels when he’s about to release an arrow from his bow. A pleasing tingle that gives him a delightful feeling, something that warms him on the inside.

 “They said it was because demons were used to the burn, the fire, that you feel no suffering from the touch.” Baekhyun continues, the other hand raising for the other side of Chanyeol’s face. But he lets Chanyeol decide, to reach in further or to draw away from his touch.

 Baekhyun releases a breath he didn’t know he was holding as Chanyeol leaned into his touch, eyes closing.

 Maybe it was true that demons like him have been so used to the fire because Chanyeol doesn’t feel the pain on his skin. But there was something else set ablaze inside of him. It makes him want to lean in further to Baekhyun’s touch, and something more.

 “But you still decided to touch me?” Chanyeol settled to holding Baekhyun’s wrists, pressing them further into him.

 “I thought that maybe it was not so bad to burn from you.”

   And just then, the ground shook and the skies rumbled. A far howling was heard and a bright light was seen.

The Rip was happening.

 The Merge is over.

 A sad smile is on Baekhyun’s face as he sees the first few lights rise up into the Heaven. He gives a final stroke on Chanyeol’s face before he was standing, his wings slowly stretch bigger than his form.

 Before Baekhyun could rise out of his reach, Chanyeol reclaims hold onto one of the Angel’s wrist.

 “What about this?” He hold up Cupid’s arrow.

 “Keep it Chanyeol. If one day you find true love, call me.” Baekhyun twists his wrist from Chanyeol’s grasp and holds his hand instead. “I’ll shoot that arrow for you.”

 Baekhyun flies away with the same smile he greeted Chanyeol. But the way the tips of their fingers part keeps a lasting sensation.

 “Good bye Baekhyun.” It would have given the Angel a brighter smile had he heard Chanyeol say his name for the first time. But Chanyeol was caught up with their parting that his response was delayed.

 “I’m a Devil. How am I even supposed to know if it’s true love?”

 Baekhyun’s arrow starts to glow.

   author’s note:

+thank you chanbaek philippines for this opportunity

+hope you guys liked what i brought. this was 1,528 words i think. sorry i exceeded!

+i’m reposting this story on my aff when i have the go from chanbaek philippines admins.

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[CBPH] Drabble #18

Not so bestfriend Author: Tina Genre: fluff Characters: main!baekyeol, side!kaisoo, mentioned!yeri "Baek! Help me with these!" Chanyeol said as he scattered the colored papers all over their usual table. "What?" Baekhyun said while munching his pasta. "Help me with this! I need to make paper roses for Yeri," the younger muttered. Baekhyun stared at him for a few seconds before sighing. "I don't know Yeol. I'm busy today and I have to finish this essay," he said, avoiding Chanyeol's eyes. "Pleaseeeee. I'll buy you anything you want! Do you want shaved ice? Just please--" "I'm sorry Chanyeol. But I really have many things to do today. I'm sorry," Baekhyun said as he packed his things and hurriedly walked away from his bestfriend.

Chanyeol runs a hand through his hair as he puffed his breath and laid his head down the table. "Walked out on you, huh?" He slightly raised his head to see Kyungsoo with his boyfriend Jongin sitting on their table. He laid his head again as he sighed, "I don't know what's wrong with him these days. one moment he's all smiles to me then he goes all panicky to escape from me the next moment. Whyyy?" He whines. Kyungsoo exchanged a look with Jongin before turning to the giant again, "you should confess," he stated."What? No! Nononononono. Definitely not," Chanyeol as he shakes his head repeatedly. What is Kyungsoo even saying, he thought. "You should," the doe-eyed male insists. "Do you want to ruin my life?" Chanyeol groans. "No. I want you to man up and confess and stop pretending to be straight because you two are so gay it hurts my heart," the younger male said flatly. Chanyeol opens his mouth to protest but Jongin butted in, "shut up hyung, don't upset my baby, it's the duty of the dominant male to go and be the one to confess to his stupid submissive mate before you two go and make a fool ut of yourselves more so shoo shoo, go find Baekhyun hyung and let me and Kyungie enjoy this table for ourselves. Go away," the younger said as he kicked Chanyeol out of the table, literally. Chanyeol muttered something about stupid kkamjjong before collecting his papers and walking away from the couple. -- Chanyeol walked the halls after dismissal thinking about confessing to his bestfriend. He sighs for the nth time of the day. The truth is, Chanyeol's been inlove with his bestrfriend since they were little kids. Seeing as they were practically together since diapers, it is very natural for the giant to fall in love with the older. But he knows that Baekhyun is straight and might be disgusted with him if he confess so he opted not to, choosing to be his bestfriend for nearly 16 years now. He goes to his locker only to find Baekhyun leaning on it. His heart automatically starts beating faster (just like as it always do when he sees Baekhyun) and he hesitatingly walks closer. Baek noticed him and straightened up, clearing his throat at the awkwardness in the air. "Hey," Baekhyun starts. "Um, hi, what are you doing here Baek?" Chanyeol stared at the shorter's figure. "I have something to tell you you," the elder muttered. "Wait! Me first!" The giant suddenly said. He gnawed his lips before speaking, "I like you. I mean, I love you. And yes you know that I love you because of course you're my bestfriend and I know you love me too. But I'm telling you that I love you. Not as a besfriend but as a man. I'm inlove with you but I don't know if you're gay and it kills me inside every time I think I can't have you because you'll probably be disgusted, right? But please--" His words were cut off as Baekhyun kissed him and loops his arms around Chanyeol's neck. The taller immediately loops his own arms around the elder's waist and closed the distance between them. Pulling him closer as he kissed him like how he imagined their first kiss to be. "Take that luscious lip-locking at home lovebirds!" The two immediately pulled away and looked at Jongin with Kyungsoo who's smirking at them mouthing "so gay". Chanyeol rolled his eyes and stared at the beauty in his arms and kissed him on the cheek. "Let's go home, shall we?" He said as he put his arm on the elder's waist possessively. They are already inside the school bus when Baekhyun leans his head on Chanyeol's shoulder. "I forgot to tell you something, Yeol," he said. "Hm?" Chanyeol said as he rested his cheek on the brunette's head. "I love you, too."

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[CBPH] Drabble #17

Peter Pan 

By: HeiryzMylisza Chanyeol hated his surroundings. Everything was gloomy in the most literal sense of the word. Everything that can be seen was only in the shades of gray. The most unflattering shades of gray. Not quite the sight you would expect if you lived in the fairy realm. But, it was quite the depressing truth. Not every faerie in the kingdom could see the beautiful colors of the flowers and most especially their fantastic wings. The ability to see the colors were given upon the most life changing event for faeries. Their life will burst into color once they have met their soulmates.

One person in particular with this gift was his cousin Oh Sehun. Lucky bastard met his soulmate when he was being nursed as a newborn baby and was able to see everything in full color ever since then. “I don't know what I did in my previous life to be worthy of you Luhan. I swear I don't feel like I deserve to see such beauty bestowed upon me at such a young age.” Cue Chanyeol gagging at the side when Luhan and Sehun started to make googley eyes at each other. Stupid Sehun and his stupid fiance and their stupid colorful world. “You know Chanyeol, maybe if you smile a little bit more, you'll finally be able to meet your soulmate. Maybe you won't scare him off with that permanent scowl of yours.” “I didn't ask for your help Luhan. I'm perfectly capable of finding my own soulmate," Chanyeol shot back. “Well, I'm just saying maybe you should really try smiling more.” “Come on Luhan. He's just jealous he can't see anything in color," Sehun said as he proceeded to drag his fiance away from his cousin's mood swings. "Fucking stupid relatives," Chanyeol muttered under his breath as he dropped from the branch he was sitting on and flew towards the palace grounds. It's not that Chanyeol was born as a pessimist. It was actually the opposite. He was the dream child any parents could have ever hoped for. He was born on a very sunny day, with the birds singing and everyone in the kingdom cheering for the birth of the King's son. Yes, he was born as the fucking Faerie Prince and the fucking kingdom just looks gray. It was not like he hadn't tried to go out and look for his soulmate. He'd just been extremely unlucky. As future king, his father had taken him to countless trips and he already knew the land like the back of his hand. So it's quite understandable why he was also very irritated at his cousin for being such a brat and flaunting his soulmate. Not to mention the same brat could also very well take away his future throne. Being direct in line to the throne, Chanyeol was already given immense power compared to other faeries. But a faerie can only unleash their full potential if they have met their soulmates. Not meeting them in a lifetime was not uncommon. Many kings have not met theirs but have ruled the kingdom wisely. It's just if Sehun decided to take the throne for himself and defeats Chanyeol in a duel, he would have to concede according to the old laws. No soulmate and throneless. What a piece of joke. It was then that Chanyeol passed by a portrait of an infamous faerie. Tinkerbell. Chanyeol knew the story about the faerie. She was one of those specially loved by the whole kingdom for her ingenuity. Unfortunately, she left the kingdom for a boy called Peter Pan. She met her soulmate and decided to serve him for the rest of her life. "Wouldn't that be sad though?" Chanyeol pondered. To find someone you've been waiting for your whole life only to know that they will never be quite yours. How can a boy even love a faerie, someone that was no bigger than their own thumb. What happened next, Chanyeol could never fully understand. One moment he was reaching out to touch the portrait. Next thing he knew, he was free falling into a dark abyss. “Hey there buddy…I really wish you'd wake up now. I want to know more about you.” Chanyeol woke up a few days after, feeling the warm sun on his face, body sore and disoriented. He sat up and immediately noticed his bandaged arm. Panicked, he tried to find other possible damages that happened to his body. His heart broke when he could not extend his wings out and tears started to fall from his eyes. He saw his once beautiful wings were bent in a weird angle and he didn't have a single clue if he could ever fly again. “Hey little dude..why are you crying?” Chanyeol whipped his head around to face where the voice came from. He didn't expect someone to see him crying. It was a boy. A gorgeous boy and he's too big but everything about him seems to be perfect and Chanyeol suddenly can't breathe. “Are you okay?” Sparks suddenly flew out of Chanyeol's tiny body and blinded both males for a moment. Chanyeol tried to blink away the flashing lights in order to focus his vision on the wonderful boy in front of him. And then magic happened right in front of his eyes. At first, it was the boy's eyes. The gray color started to turn into a deep caramel and they were absolutely mesmerizing to look at. The color continued to spread unto the boy's skin and they were milky white and smooth and Chanyeol just wanted to reach out just to check if he was real. In a second, the color rose bloomed from the cheeks and his hair turned into a dirty blonde color. Soon, everything about the boy turned into full color from the yellow striped shirt he was wearing up to his shoes. “I've finally found you.” Chanyeol could only say when everything stopped changing colors and everything was more beautiful than what Chanyeol had expected. No words could ever describe how everything looks so breath taking now he can finally see their color. And it was all because of this boy smiling at him. And may the elders bless him as he felt himself losing every part of him to the gorgeous boy who took care of him when he was weak. “Hey there..don't be afraid. I won't hurt you. I'm really glad you're okay though. When I found you, you were in a pretty bad shape.” Chanyeol only shook his head in response. The boy's voice is doing unimaginable things to him and he wants to run away from the force of attraction yet stay exactly where he was. “My name is Baekhyun. What's yours?" “Chanyeol…” “Hi Chanyeol..” Baekhyun greeted him and flashed him a smile. Chanyeol wished the world would stop spinning because everything about this boy is absolutely mind blowing. “Would you like something to eat Chanyeol? I'm assuming you like fruits?” Baekhyun asked and proceeded to put a small plate of fruit slices in front of the faerie. Baekhyun laughed as Chanyeol practically dived into a strawberry. “Hey…there's more where that came from. Slow down. We don't want you to have a stomach ache right?" Chanyeol could only smile and eagerly nod in response, mouth full and his tummy asking for more. “I'm really sorry about your wings though. I can't do anything about it yet..but I'm trying to look for a way to fix that. It would be such a pity because they're really beautiful.” Baekhyun said after Chanyeol finished a whole strawberry, his finger lightly tracing the shape of the bent wing. “It's okay..you've already done enough for me,” Chanyeol answered. “I already owe you my life.” Baekhyun's eyes sparkled in adoration at the faerie. “You're so cute Yeol. I'm not done taking care of you yet though. I want to see you fly. So until then, you're stuck with me for a while okay?" The way that Baekhyun said it, full of hope that Chanyeol would choose to stay struck something on the faerie's chest. It was then that Chanyeol remembered how Sehun would always flaunt Luhan around. How he always seemed so happy, and he figured that maybe it was not actually about the colors that he always envied to see, but the fact that Luhan his soulmate was there with him. And he's feeling the exact same thing about this boy and he's towering over Chanyeol and if he so wishes to crush him into pieces he definitely could. But Chanyeol already trusts him with his life. And may the old Tree of Life help him because he'd already fallen so deep in love he didn't know how to get out. God damn it. Maybe Sehun can just rule the kingdom with his baby-faced boyfriend Luhan because he doesn't want to leave the boy's side ever. “Would it be okay if I stay with Baekhyun forever?”