T R E A D
I walked through the woods one night. It was late, past midnight but I don’t remember by how much. I couldn’t sleep that night. I couldn’t sleep most nights during that time. I remember lying in bed next to him and I just couldn’t stand to be near him. I felt an immediate need to get away. So I threw on a sweatshirt and some shoes and started walking.
We live in a rural area. Our backyard opens up to a nature trail. It’s really lovely, honestly. When we found the house I dreamed of bringing a baby back there one day but that was back then, now I try to avoid those woods. Something pulled me towards it that night. I wouldn’t be able to explain it and even if I tried I don’t think anyone would believe me. I went into the woods and walked for a while.
I don’t know what I was thinking about. I don’t even know if I was able to keep my mind occupied. I think it was just blank, a clean white page with no words. It felt good to not have to think. It felt freeing to be out in the woods in the moonlight alone. Except, I wasn’t alone.
I hadn’t ever really walked too far into the woods before that night. I used to explore further and further each day when we first moved here. Then after it all happened, I stopped altogether. That night I had gone further than I had ever gone before. I found a clearing in the woods and I moved some branches so that I could look.
There was a group of people standing in a circle. They all wore dark robes and I couldn’t see any of their faces. There was something in the middle of the circle, I wasn’t able to quite make it out right away but it looked like it was a lump of something. The people were chanting something, not loud enough for me to hear it. When the chanting stopped, one person moved forward into the circle and knelt down. When they stood up again and rejoined the circle, the lump in the middle was beginning to burn. I leaned forward slightly to get a better look. The fire was growing bigger and hotter and I could see some of the faces. They were all older than me. I recognized some of them from the grocery store or the post office. One of them was even my neighbor.
Then, the screaming started. I jumped backwards at the sudden noise in the silent night. The lump in the middle of the circle that was on fire was screaming. I once again leaned forward and moved the branches. I could see the lump was a bag of sorts. It was wiggling excitedly. There was someone in the bag. These people were burning someone alive. I watched with wide eyes as the lump continued to scream and wiggle and the people just stood there still in a circle and held hands.
Eventually, the screaming stopped. Without thinking, I walked out into the clearing. I stopped just outside the circle.
“Is there a person in that bag?” I asked everyone. They were all silent. “Is there a person in that bag?” I repeated my question. I locked eyes with every single person in the circle and still no one answered me. I walked to the lump in the bag and found the charred zipper. I grabbed at it and it burned my skin but I needed to know. I needed to see inside the bag. I didn’t recognize the person inside the bag but they were definitely dead. I stood up and looked again at everyone. I stopped when I saw Linda, our mail lady. I walked up to her.
“You just killed that person.” I said. Slowly, she nodded. “Can you do that to my husband?” I asked her. She nodded again.
10/29/2019
Colleen Burke














