“ please, just hold on a little longer. i can’t lose you too. ” // @cehcelia

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“ please, just hold on a little longer. i can’t lose you too. ” // @cehcelia
her pancakes also her laugh bc beautiful but mostly her pancakes
What does your muse think is my muse’s most attractive feature?
"A for effort but you should've said my food in general."
“She’s just - she’s so mean,” May huffs, setting down her coffee cup with more force than necessary. How this hole in the wall coffee shop became a hot spot for dispatches, first responders, nurses and doctors alike was beyond her, but she appreciated Josh sharing the spot nonetheless. It meant no matter the shift, she had some place to go that wasn’t simply home. “And she doesn’t even wear the stupid polo! I feel like middle schooler wearing mind.” // @cehcelia
A FLOWER & A SUN. // @cehcelia
"i know she's here. i have a tracking app on her phone. after everything we've gone through in the past, it was something i required for her." bobby is standing at the door to cecelia's apartment, arms crossed as he waits for his daughter's face to appear. after their latest disagreement, he hadn't been surprised when he checked her phone and found her at the familiar apartment now.
"i know you're her safe place away from home, and i really am grateful for that, but she and i are not finished talking. so please tell her to come out and talk to me. i'm asking nicely." or telling, if you wanted to go that way, because one way or another he was leaving with his daughter. // @cehcelia
"Doctor Carter," Derek began, reaching out to put a hand on her shoulder in a friendly gesture. "I was told you might need a neuro consult down here. Care to fill me in on the specifics?" Derek was in an unnaturally good mood, likely to do with the fact he and Meredith had had quite a good morning before dropping the kids off to the daycare, and he was itching to get into the OR. If Cecelia could make that happen this morning, even more the better. "Let's take a look at what you've got." // @cehcelia
it's weird , having to find a normal doctor and not just rely on the team's physician . fabian is the one that made him come today , and if there's one thing that has proved impossible for the former-nhl player , it's saying no to his boyfriend . his back is hurting again , but so does his shoulder and his hip and every other joint he has . it's what happens when you make a career out of bodily launching yourself at people and fighting . on a good day , the most gentle thing he put his body through was ramming it onto the ice . ryan looks up as the doctor comes in and he sits a bit straighter , sweaty palms rubbing back and forth on his sweatpants . " can i ask --- if it's not too much trouble --- " his throat already feels tight as he looks at the brunette . " is there a way i can manage the pain without drugs ? " / @cehcelia !
she has memories of sharp hospital sterility, blanket forts and never being alone and thats the part that she thinks she can help with, the not being alone in the aftermath part. she's got more rough edges than most, but she also knows sarah is soft and kind and comforting and those are all things cecelia can try her best to be for her. shaking hands clenched tightly around a poorly made container of soup, " its my uh-my dad's recipe .. "
The first thing Sarah notices upon Cecelia's arrival is how shaky her friend's hands are, and it manages to break her heart a little bit more. "Hey..." Her voice is soft and gentle as she wraps her hands around her friend's wrists, strengthening the hold and hopefully relaxing her. She looks Cecelia dead in the eyes when she says "Thank you". One last firm, comforting, grip before she takes the container. "—— Come sit with me while I eat it? I'm taking a break from."