celestial!Percy au idea - Why Percy Does Not Sing In Public
Pike & Percyset a little after The Kill Box
“Why don’t sing more often?”
“Why don’t I what?” Percy asked, turning to glance over at Pike, who was getting coffee from the pot the spectral servants had brewed for them. He was sure he’d misheard her.
“Sing,” Pike repeated, clutching her mug and holding it close to her face, relishing the warmth. “Like you did with me, when I was restoring that boy in Westruun.”
He shifted uncomfortably on his chair, and dropped his gaze to his own half-empty cup of coffee before him. He took a deep breath to try and relax his wings, which had flared reflexively behind him, as he searched for words appropriate for an answer.
“You don’t have to tell me if you don’t want to,” Pike continued, taking a seat across from him at the kitchen table, in the seat where Scanlan had nearly been killed a couple days prior while Vex practiced shooting arrows from her broom. “I just think you have a lovely singing voice, and I wondered why I’d never heard it before.”
Percy chuckled at that, but it was half-hearted. He remembered hearing a similar sentiment from his music tutor when he was twelve and just starting to understand his heritage.
The Briarwoods had said as much, after he performed for them at his mother’s request. Back when Percy had been proud of his talents, always hoping he could show up Julius in some way.
“There hasn’t really been any reason to,” Percy said finally, reaching around to scratch at a couple feathers that felt out of place, not sure if the twisting of his stomach was hunger or nausea. “Not since leaving home.”
Pike hummed as she sipped her own coffee, but didn’t press, and Percy sighed, running a hand through his hair.
“It came easily, as a child,” he found himself saying, staring at the grain of the table. “But as I got older... my lessons fell away, I suppose. Before-” He took a deep breath, clasping his hands together as if it could stop the shaking. “Before, back in Whitestone, we would sing hymns at the Zenith every other week, when Father Rynal would hold a service, but since then... Well, we’ve hardly had time to go to temples on the regular, have we? Apart from you, of course.”
He didn’t mention the way the words seemed to flow from his lips - the ease with which they had once found tempo and pitch of their own, pulling him along with their own notes.
He didn’t mention the way the words seemed to desert him after his sessions with Ripley, after his escape from the castle and nearly four years on the run.
He didn’t mention the strange inspiration he’d felt only a few days ago, the way that memories of melodies had returned to him after so long.
Pike laughed, and Percy found himself looking up at her, her buns from the day before slightly messy on top of her head.
“I’m glad to be back with you all,” Pike said, lowering her mug. “I’ve missed you all so much. But thank you for telling me. Maybe we should find some hymns we both know one of these days - maybe Scanlan could help us find some-”
“Scanlan? And hymns?” Percy found himself asking, and the two of them laughed together.
It felt good after the tension of the last couple weeks.
“Fair point,” Pike murmured, sipping at her coffee again. “But you’ll keep it in mind? So we can sing together again one of these days?”
The tone of her voice was hopeful, and Percy found himself nodding, which made her smile brightly, and that, in turn, made him smile as well.
“I think I would be amenable to that, yes,” he murmured, and the grin on her face at her apparent victory was enough for him.