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Blaine: I havne't slept in almost five days and that's after sometimes oversleeping until Trini scratched me awake
Blaine: I don't eat as much as I should because I just forget because I spend all day over thinking or just lost
Blaine: I have felt almost completely numb in months and it's only been getting worse. And if I don't feel empty I just feel angry or jittery or sad Really really sad but then I can't let it out my body physically won't let me until I explode and can't take it anymore
Blaine: Today I felt so sick because ive been so hyperaware of serena because i don't want anything to happen because that's another thing it all just got so much worse after the zoo because i looked away for a second and she ran off
Blaine: she could have been hurt because of me because i was a shit father because i ruin everything
Blaine: i'm so tired
Blaine: Sorry