inconsolable about the fact that this ep confirmed ludmila waited centuries btw
like i was being extremely conservative in my estimate that it had to be at least a decade but suspected it was longer and god I'm so unwell
hundreds of years. hundreds of years waiting at a door of her own creation for her beloved one to come through it. waiting faithfully like a dog, wasting away in her hope while marya wasted away alone in her grief elsewhere in time and space
im so unwell about them










