ok this is a long one so bare with me!! i’ll mark them with 🌙 i guess. but i have never craved sex & intimacy more than i am right now (my period has a lot to do with that but, whatever). & i was listening to ‘valentine’ in the car, then ‘partition’ came on, & my mind just kind of got away from me. thinking about being emotionally vulnerable and so in love with cal, and him kissing me with everything in him, but still tender and loving with his hand on my jaw, and another pulling me closer. 1/?
there’s not really any words, just heavy breathing, small moans and whines coming from both of us as he lays me down, and loves on every inch of me on the way down my body. and i’m a little whiny because i wanted to love on him, but that’s okay because then he gets between my thighs and licks me like i’m his last meal he’ll ever have. you know those videos of guys blissfully enjoying themselves, practically making out with the pussy? eating it like they’re fucking in love with it? 2/?
yeah, that’s him. can’t get enough of it, because of the taste, and the response he gets from me. eventually i’ll have to tug him by the hair to come back up, and he’s suddenly addicted to leaving heavy, sucking kisses all over my neck as he gets a condom on and rubbing his tip on my clit. and god he pushes in and it’s the best fucking stretch, taking a heaving breath, that just happens to push my chest up to his face so he can conveniently suck on my nipples too. 3/?
it starts slow, building a rhythm, his lips still scattering over my neck. i can’t keep my hands in one place, so he finally grabs them and pins them above our heads while he fucks me. we’re panting and sweating and whining, when he whispers and small “i love you so god damn much” right in my ear. it about sets me off, whining back in a higher pitch, “fuck, calum, i- god i love you” and that’s all the incentive he needs to speed up and finish us off. he hasn’t let go of my hands, 4/?
my legs haven’t left his waist, but he’s going so hard that the bed is creaking and bumping on the walls. and it’s a whole body experience of an orgasm- vision blacking out, tingling from head to toe, squealing “yesyesyesyesyesohfuckcalumyes” with my thighs squeezing his torso but also jumping back because i’m immediately so sensitive. he just lays on top of me when we’re finished, slumping down with his head in my neck and leaving soft and sweet kisses. 5/?
he’ll reluctantly pull out after a while, leaving us both whining at the loss of each other. but he’ll clean us both up, and come back to bed. and i’ll be falling asleep in his arms when he whispers, so quietly, “i am going to love you for the rest of my life” 6/6 wow i snapped bye! (sorry if this sends multiple times tumblr is garbage)
...okay fuck I'm shaking this is SO INCREDIBLE LIKE THE TENDERNESS AND THE INTIMACY AND THAT MOUTH like god I felt that shit and hooooooo boy can you imagine how he'd feel leaving those deep kisses on every inch of you and hearing him panting because he loves feeling you so responsive to his lips and GOD this was really wonderful I'm never gonna be over it
