#chaindead

[clownwork-a]

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[alltimeeightcreature]

I don’t even really understand our relationship with cutting ourselves its not even

It doesn’t seem to be for any real reason is this just for attention you don’t actually want?

boredom?

[alltimeeightcreature]

I don’t have issues with sex. I just don’t want to talk about it in any way. Is that hard to understand?

[alltimeeightcreature]

The positive about clustering so close together at front is that switching tends to be easier for the in group. The negatives, overcrowding headaches, the timelessness becoming imperceptible, the timeloss, the bleed, how awful it is to fully switch after a while, they might outweigh that.

[alltimeeightcreature]

SERIOUSLY? ITS HIM??

fuck off, completely fuck off. no okay i contribute worse but come fucking on. you hormonal fishy bitch.

[alltimeeightcreature]

Having a broken charger will make you appreciate the stupidest shit like oh my god I just put my phone down and picked it up and it’s still charging.

[alltimeeightcreature]

Self care day! (Cuts off everyone)

[alltimeeightcreature]

should I even fucking bother with that avoidant personality disorder diagnosis chat. Like. Seriously. Speaking of oh gee here’s my nice thing talking to the handful of people who know I’m alive. I hate it seriously I hate it and I’m hating it more because I’m trying to focus on small things right now but god I am so categorically incapable of holding relationships and I’m trying to love unconditionally. Im trying to be a nice sweet loving person. I’m trying to see love and life in my connections but it feels like flaying myself with a knife and I get so confused around people I like and honestly, I just want to crawl into a hole in the ground. It’s not my fucking fault I’m the one holding the hot potato do you think I like this. I’d love it if you were able to talk to your friends too.