#chan rp

[gothicstay]

me wanting a chan and or felix anon to fucking ruin me on the feed: 😱🥺👍🏻👍🏻😭😭😭👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻

also me: doesn’t know where to get one 🙃😶🤧🤭😨😱

[oreo-hong]

I know we’ve talked about this before, so instead of telling him to stop making himself suffer, I just sigh and hug him tightly. “I’m glad you waited, but it’s my turn to wait for you now. As long as it takes.” -♟️

chan nods with a smile, kissing your cheek

[oreo-hong]

“What if you never got your chance? I was away for two years. I could have stopped loving you. I could have moved on. You would have been waiting for nothing. What then?” -♟️

“then i would have suffered for nothing.”

[oreo-hong]

“Why not?” I ask, the question escaping me before I had time to process it. -♟️

“because i never got my chance.”

[oreo-hong]

“Two years is a long time,” I mumble, playing with his hair. “Felix had moved on, but why didn’t you? I know you can’t date because of your contract, but still. You could have moved on if you wanted to.” -♟️

“but i didn’t want to.”

[oreo-hong]

I let out a derisive snort. “I’m a hypocrite, aren’t I? I’m basically asking you to not cut me off from your life when I basically did it to you guys two years back.” -♟️

chan chuckles sadly, laying his head on your shoulder

[oreo-hong]

I sigh, unsure if that was a good or bad response. “But I’ll still see you around, right? You’re still going to talk to me? You won’t ignore me from now on?” -♟️

chan nods and rubs your back

[oreo-hong]

I relax in his hold, waiting for a few minutes before I look up at him, eyes puffy and a little red. “Chan, you’re… I mean… are you going to go back to your apartment after all?” -♟️

“i don’t know..”