"–She grew faster because you aren't around. You seem to have no aptitude for raising your fellow companions. It is the same with Lee Hyunsung.
–…They grew to this extent because I pushed them in the beginning.
Actually, I didn't really believe it but I wanted to say it. Damn, why did she get stronger when I wasn't around? Why didn't I seem to be much help?"
Back at the beginning of everything, Kim Dokja did everything, he seems to have this second nature in him. It isn't that he wasn't able to make her stronger, but rather, he ended up sheltering them, his companions.
He was their guide, as well ass their protector. Justin because he's so used to doing everything alone.
Without his protection, she was forced to get stronger in other to survive. But the liveliness that she used to have, simple is no more.
