#chapterclosed

[achelei]

Turning Pages.

Can't really remember when we started to drift apart years ago. We started nice and friendly and I don't even pay that much attention anyway. I was a new girl in town and everyone's new child to take care of as I am not even familiar on the food or locations of your country. I do remember though that I used to spend a lot of time with you and was later on adopted by your circle of friends. Great times. Until one day I heard a story from one of your closest friends at work that you stated that I am drifting away from you. And I can't even understand where I went wrong because all the flashbacks in my head played that you were the one who drifted away cause you don't like the people I invite to spend free times along with you. The last thing I can recall before we stopped talking for so long were the moments in your car - long drive, you singing the songs I have loved from a musical movie and asking me about a blockbuster movie you intend to watch on premier day and I can't even remember if you asked me to go. But this car memory happened months after the drifting apart story so it was still a blur if everything was really my fault. You never said anything after. We just co-existed. Birthdays. Gatherings. Reunions and farewells. We were both there along with your circle of friends but you never said anything. You made it looked like everything's okay between us but after every event, we treat each other like strangers. I was actually surprised that you even invited me on your own farewell party - must be the awkwardness from your circle of friends if I end up uninvited as I've been with you guys for so long. It was another surprise for me that you've attended my farewell party as well. No questions, not even a word nor goodbye. You just came and make sure your presence is felt by your circle of friends I guess. But still, it was a big deal for me that you've decided to go even though everything felt uneasy. I just left and settled with what remains on my memory.

Those last 4.5 years were bittersweet - exciting yet miserable but some other times fun and endearing. I wouldn't have ended up as a matured person as I am now if I have not met you. And I am glad I have left your territory at ease and peace of what we had become. Seeing you again today in person made me realize that things just have to happen in life even in silence. We may not have settled our differences but seeing you smile made me felt that all those silence back then was a way not to make regrettable mistakes of who we are in each other's life. I wanted to leave a piece of our last memory here but alas I am not that brave to post any evidence of us that may end up on your knowing. Let's just leave it as a memento in my phone to keep. Thank you and I wish you well~

[prettyfreckle5]

[nikidiki88]

And now we imbibe with a bottle celebratory wine, a hot bath, my pets, and kdramas. It's been a long and fruitful day. Doctors say I do NOT need chemo! ✧⁺⸜(●˙▾˙●)⸝⁺✧ʸᵃʸ And finally closed a chapter on my life I will never visit again! 🖕Feck that shite! And the horse you were dragged in on! See ya never b*ches! #horse #fuckit #dontjudgeme #chapterclosed #wine #hotbath #pets #kdramas #bts #army #bangtanboys #jimin #jungkook #rm #jhope #v #suga #jin #kpop (at Tucker, Georgia) https://www.instagram.com/p/CW9U35yMEmQ/?utm_medium=tumblr

[anniethayer]

i am not happy anymore

not in this body, mindset or time realm..

i thought i had everything when i thought i had you.

to know i never could be and that i’m not, aches.

you were my reason to wake for so many mornings..

your words of encouragement helped me push through the toughest times of my life.

you helped me build my confidence when i thought there never could be.

i thought i finally had my home. i thought i had my security blanket- you. i thought i had my safe place- this apartment. i thought i had security, i thought i had LOVE, i thought i had a family. i thought i had everything.

this tears me apart as i type… i know you leaving me for her, since it’s what you want, is what’s best..

although there’s nothing now, i know it will be back. even if these are the only things i could have from you, i will cherish them and you forever. for even if it was fake, and even though it still feels like i’m dreaming and i can NOTTTTT WaKe Upppppp-

i know if i deserved you, i would have you.

this is goodbye.

[gargomel504]

“The tongue has the power of life and death, and those who love it will eat its fruit.” Proverbs 18:21 #imingoodhands #chapterclosed #daddysondaughter #3kingz #hurtingpeoplehurtpeople #mydisposition (at San Antonio, Texas) https://www.instagram.com/p/CO0JFyklKRN/?igshid=ytrniqrrh6jm

[marcjeffrey]

To my teachers, colleagues, and friends in ICU: Despite the detrimental stressors handed to us by this new organization from their disorganized on-boarding process, disrespectful interactions among their staff to ours, and the unprofessional transition of management between ownership, I would first like to say thank you to each and everyone of you for having impacted my life, and my career in nursing, and especially in the Intensive Care Unit at St. Francis Medical Center. Two years ago, you welcomed a bright-eyed, energetic nurse from the telemetry unit with a thirst for knowledge, who wanted to learn from and work with the best that this facility has to offer. While in that transition, I questioned myself and my decision-making many times, thinking that I might have bit off more than I could chew; and that I could not amount to the nurse that I was expected to be in order to survive in this relentless environment. However, with the constant and unwavering support from all of you, the endless encouragements, and constant reassurance, including all of the long ass-whooping shifts that “help build character,” you managed to make an ICU nurse out of me. You have helped me to grow and learn the complexities of the disease process, understand the importance of having multiple options or methods of treatment and reassessment when one is not effective, and to always remember to have your heart in your hand during those gut-wrenching moments. And here we are two years later, that same bright-eyed telemetry nurse, now filled with a few lines on the side and bags under those eyes, the same energetic nurse who has finally become more grounded, that still has that unquenchable thirst for knowledge, has become the driven, strong, confident ICU nurse that you all have raised and trained me to be. Thank you for your steady patience; for staying calm when I frequently got under your skin, or made you want to pull out your hair, or was the very reason that turned your hair gray. You are my family now, and I couldn't have asked for a better team. Never a goodbye, but always a see-you-later. #ChapterClosed #FreeAgency2020 (at St. Francis Medical Center) https://www.instagram.com/p/CD7YmTmgVEs3IFPkAz83kac9inQc1WnmPBl4eM0/?igshid=18iukvfb5gq58

[wndsh]

[properbrownskin]

I don’t know why I ever withheld myself from so many who were eager to love me the way I deserved for someone who only saw me as potential but never again.