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[gentlesystem]

merry christmas & happy holidays to everyone celebrating today! i hope that you're all safe

[gentlesystem]

don't rb

last week, i lost almost 2 days dissociating. i wish i could ask someone what happened in those two days, because i don't know if i missed anything important regarding the new school year, but i don't think anyone would really get it. i haven't dissociated like that in a while. i thought i was getting better.

[gentlesystem]

i think my heart is too soft and open... it's very easy for me to love someone, and i get hurt because of it.

[gentlesystem]

love it when my mood does a complete 180 eg. got home and lay in bed for 16 minutes thinking abt how much I wanted to die and then suddenly had the energy to do all my homework lol

[gentlesystem]

✨Simon

Simon: star-speckled school supplies; buried in books; laying in the grass and daydreaming; tangy oranges

[gentlesystem]

Chai 🙂

Chai: modern trains; soft lighting; cuddling a soft stuffed animal; blanket forts in the afternoon

[gentlesystem]

✨Ivan

Ivan: snowfall and shenanigans; flushed cheeks; leaves and the call of a bird high above you; the ocean(im still taking these! ✨ and a name if u want one)

[gentlesystem]

today's gonna be a bad day. i can feel it