note: quite a few triggers but no serious gore, blood, or injury. just a lot of emotional dark panicky stuff for you lovelies. mwah~
Every step was like hellfire.
The instant that the chains holding her against her will dissolve, Adriana reclaims her sword and charges into the night. She can’t remember having ever run faster; in fact, she can hardly think whatsoever. Her mind has shut down every thought and response that isn’t relevant in that moment. There is no method to her path-- she just runs. She runs and runs and screams her brother’s name until her voice is hoarse. And when she trips and falls, she shoves aside the pain. She rolls with it and springs back up onto her feet and she keeps going because what does her life matter anymore? Finan is in danger. Her little brother is in danger and it’s all her fault. It’s all her fault.
Why was he protecting her? Why did he have to care so much? Why did she have to be so kind to him? Why did she ever let him into her life? She’s spent so much time recently trying to defy everything her grandfather has ever said about love being a vulnerability, yet here she is, feeling the full weight and pain of those words and she can promise you it’s worse than any physical torture she has ever faced or ever will face-- or so she thinks. There are still puddles on the ground from the melted snow and by now everything below her calves is soaked to the bone. She assumes it must be raining despite the lack of clouds in the sky because her face is wet too. She’s crying and she doesn’t even realize it because she’s burning.
It’s like her veins have become molten. Her rage has consumed her. It’s radiating off of her with an intensity that would have warded off the bravest bystander, had there been any. It’s the inversion of her powers, that polar opposite to Finan’s struggle that she once warned him about with hesitant words. But she could teach him to contain it, she’d said-- she’d learned to contain it herself. Bullshit. There’s no containing that power any longer. She wants to use it. She wants to use it to find the Potens Invictus and their magical lackey and inflict on them such incorrigible tortures that they will be begging her for the release of death before she’s done with them. The malice is so deeply rooted in her core that her eyes have practically been consumed by the red rings the highlight her irises every time her powers are utilized; however, the current rush of power isn’t intentional, it’s reflexive, chaotic, and passionate in the worst of ways. She hasn’t felt like this since the last war-- No. Not even then. She’d take Tartarus over this.
Fuck redemption. Fuck being a “good person” who sometimes does “bad things.” What’s the point in following some moral code if adhering to it limits her ability to protect the ones she loves? It doesn’t even matter if they love her back anymore. Not right then it doesn’t. She feels helpless and guilty and broken and she hates it. She’s feels like everything she’s worked for and everything she is is being torn apart. It was her sins that deserved an execution, not Finan. Not an innocent. But if the Potens Invictus doesn’t care about such things, why should she? How is she supposed to challenge them without playing on their level, without completely tossing in what of her heart there’s left to lose?
Suddenly, the ground isn’t there anymore, and then it is, all at once. She’s tripped again, but this time she doesn’t get up immediately. The rage and the adrenaline of her panic has taken its toll. She’s exhausted and struggling for air and drowning in her own tears, so she stops and sits back against the nearest wall, drawing her legs into her chest in hopes that the hysteria will pass.
When it does, when she can finally breathe and think again, her sense starts to come back to her. The rage, the running, the screaming-- it was all pointless. Logically, the Potens Invictus and company would have been long gone by the time she was released, and on top of that, it’s most likely they’re operating below ground, not above it. Alas, investigating the tunnels beneath the city without full knowledge of where you’re going and how you plan to escape is suicide. If she didn’t completely lose her way first, chances were the Cult wouldn’t be to happy to discover a borderline murderous daughter of Mars in their tunnels, Cult elite or not. Her instincts have always been reliable, for the most part. Perhaps that’s why she’s not underground right now, but rather sitting in the middle of an abandoned street, all alone, internally pleading with the gods and the Fates to give her some sign of what she’s meant to do now, because losing your way doesn’t just occur in a physical dimension.
Then, it occurs to her that this street is familiar. The dip in the pavement and the one crooked brick in the wall opposite her are old friends. She knows if she continues down this street and makes a left and then a right into the second alley that she passes, she’ll wind up at AJ’s door. It’s appropriate, she supposes. Finan may be her brother by godly blood, but AJ is her brother in bond. One comes to harm, and in her shock, her instinct leads her to the other, perhaps in seeking help but also assurance-- assurance that she hasn’t lost him too. With a harsh intake of breath, she stands and forces herself to ignore her screaming leg muscles so she can reach the end of the path she’s evidently been following.
He has to be there. He has to be alright. He can help her. He’s always helped her. Right? Right? Her pace picks up as the door comes into sight. She knocks once. Twice. No answer. No. He has to be here. He has to be here. She glances around warily before she feels the little flames of rage spark her frustration, and that’s when she starts pounding. “AJ! AJ, open up! AJ!!”
Adriana catches Reyna taking a short break from her birthday party and sneaks up to hand over a few gifts. Her intention is to make the drop and leave, but after a glass of wine, she’s coaxed into remaining. Unfortunately, the afterparty they’d intended to enjoy becomes another heated debate, spurred by alcohol... and perhaps something deeper. Note: Obviously, this took place the night of Reyna’s party. Enjoy!
The day had been warm, but in comparison to the heat of the day, the evening air was nicely refreshing. Music and lights drifted behind her as Reyna took the opportunity to slip outside to the gardens which were lit up by soft white lights hanging around the place, shutting the patio door to cease the accenting sounds of excited chatter and laughter to the music inside which only grew louder the closer you drew to the home. Everyone had been out here by the pool earlier on, but now things had quietened down and her guests for the evening had headed in to enjoy the buffet and rounds of Guitar Hero amongst other activities. Despite how much she had been enjoying the event she couldn’t help but feel like there was a certain presence lacking, one which she had been keeping an eye out for who had been invited but never showed. She knew that she shouldn’t be disappointed, the other girl had a rough time of it lately, but a part of her was.
Wandering from the door to the drinks table set up outside she took a glass and poured herself some wine, she was happy of course no doubt about it, excited to share this day with her friends but every now and then she caught herself searching for someone amongst the crowd. Her small departure from the party stopped near the centre of the twin staircases winding down to the poolside leaning on one of the marble plinths supporting the roof over the patio area overlooking the pool. Hearing a sound of approaching feet she didn’t shift to look assuming they were just here to ask if she was coming back to the party. “I’ll head back inside in a bit, I just- needed some fresh air” it was true enough but she mostly wanted some time to organize some of her thoughts.
Although she’d been invited to Reyna’s birthday celebration, Adriana wasn’t keen on making a public appearance. The daughter of Bellona was a dear friend and a beloved figure in New Rome. She deserved a day full of laughter and pleasant company -- a wonder the daughter of Mars suspected she would lose were she to show up at the door. Parties had never been her forte, and now that she’d been singled out as a town pariah, she reasoned that her arrival might only spark tension and conflict capable of ruining the birthday girl’s fun. However, she wasn’t simply going to disappoint.
Once night had fallen, she set out toward the lively residence, able to hear a good deal of the noise from a few streets back. Slipping around the side of the building to the back patio, she tried to remain as discreet as possible. She certainly didn’t want to be caught and charged with sneaking around the residence, but she also just wanted to avoid any unnecessary social interaction. She was here to see Reyna and no one else. Fortunately, the familiar voice that called out from the patio was exactly the one she was looking for. Sporting a grin, she sauntered around to stand behind the other, announcing her presence with a hint of amusement. “I would say so. A crowd that big? You must feel smothered.” Holding out the bottle of wine she’d brought along, she felt a tad ridiculous all of a sudden. She should have known there would already be a plentiful amount of alcohol at the event. “What? You didn’t seriously think I’d ditch you on your birthday, did you? I even brought booze, but-- I can see you’ve already got quite the supply.”
Overall, the day had been enjoyable. Everyone she knew had come out in their numbers to make it an good day and later on ended up descending on her house to enjoy the pool and other things organised. Reyna didn’t mind it all, in fact she was happy to share this day with whoever wished to participate - it was just another way to bring people together to relax if only for a day. Even on a day for herself she was still thinking of how she could assist others.
The sound of the recognizable voice surprised the praetor; setting her glass down to look at the latest visitor and the one she’d been partly hoping to see but hadn’t for most of the day. “It’s nothing I haven’t handled before, I’ll admit to preferring fighting off a horde of monsters than keeping up small talk for a long period of time though. Not impossible mind you, just a tad tiring...” for a time she grew quiet unsure of what to say “it’s good to see you,” she admitted casting a small glance down before letting it return to Adriana taking the bottle when it was offered. “Thank you, one of my favourite types” the point about ditching did earn a brief falter confusion but also a touch of hesitance mingled in her words “ditch me? What? No- of course not… You know I’d give you hell to pay if you did do that, which is why you wouldn’t…” a small dip of her head was earned. “Never enough when it comes to wine so you made a safe choice. I appreciate it… But would you like a glass of what I have open already?” A part of her was hoping that the offer might just extend the time Adriana spent here if only for a short time.
“Hey, I’m with you there,” she chuckled in conjunction with Reyna’s preference for fighting monsters over maintaining small talk. “At least fighting for your life gives you a rush; socialization doesn’t quite do the same.” A smile crossed Adriana’s lips at the slight pause of her friend. She was happy to hear that her presence was wanted. An invitation alone wasn’t exactly a pure assurance that her company would be appreciated. It was far more refreshing to hear that confirmation personally. “Yeah, good to see you too. I had a feeling you’d like this vintage -- actually, I think you mentioned it that one time we grabbed Indian for dinner, remember?”
Again, she hesitated and the daughter of Mars grew curious, one of her brows arching slightly at the reaction. Her response was predictable, warning of the potential punishments she’d receive for leaving the praetor behind. It earned a grin from Adriana as she shook her head. Reyna appeared to be somewhat scattered. It was amusing and curious and kind of adorable all at once. Adriana couldn’t help the small secondary chuckle that escaped her. “I know, I know, and you’re welcome.” There was a brief pause as she considered the other’s offer for a glass of wine. She didn’t want to linger too long and risk getting driven away by one of the other guests, but at the same time… “I guess I can stay for one glass. After all, I still have to give you your gift,” the girl mused as she revealed a shoddily wrapped box that she’d been hiding behind her back. Apparently gift wrapping wasn’t her forte either. “And yes, I’m aware that my gift wrapping skills are shit, so don’t even try calling me out on that one. It’s pointless.”
“That’s partly true, but some socialization can prove to be engaging it just depends who you’re speaking with.” Reyna was putting her hesitance down to the fact that she’d seen all her other friends today except for Adriana and a part of her had wondered whether there was another reason behind her absence besides her troubles. A silly thought really but a part of her couldn’t help but dwell on whether this was another sign that she shouldn’t be considering anything down this route. “I did mention it, I’m surprised you remembered honestly” instead of facing Adriana when she chuckled at the pauses she seemed to be having currently Reyna busied herself with picking up her glass again and taking a sip of the deep red liquid inside also giving her the opportunity to focus on something else besides her contemplating staying. Though wasn’t this supposed to be a day of things she wanted? If she wanted Adriana here surely she should be allowed to have what she wished for, shouldn’t she? Relief was the primary emotion she felt hearing Adriana accept the offer to stay a little longer and she went to pour out another glass of the wine she’d been drinking bringing it to Adriana eyeing the present in fresh surprise and curiosity. Offering the wine in exchange to take the present she smiled faintly “oh wow, Adri you didn’t have to get me anything else.” A quiet chuckle was earned from her “I wasn’t going to, it’s the thought and effort involved which means the most” she wasn’t going to give any stupid little remark instead she turned the gift over carefully attempting to deduce what was in the paper before she went to open it.
“Well, I figured it couldn’t hurt to educate myself on my friend’s preferences for booze. You never know when you’re going to need it.” She shrugged and smirked subtly, playing off her memorization of Reyna’s specific wine taste as little more than a friendly necessity, when she knew, in reality, it was a bit more than that. Alcohol was tool for a lot of things - celebration, entertainment, grieving, forgetting… For Adriana, it was typically used in the latter sense, but tonight, she intended to utilize it for the former. Simply to come out, she’d had to put her darker thoughts behind her. After the night that she’d witnessed the physical pain it caused Reyna to take on some of her feelings in exchange for strength, she never wanted to press her negative emotions on the girl ever again. She cared deeply for Reyna, not just because of her guard duties, but because the daughter of Bellona had offered her kindness, continued to see the light in her when most others saw only darkness. Being around her made Adriana feel like she really could achieve some sort of redemption for everything she’d done, even though she knew, at every other moment, that such a feat was virtually impossible. Reyna made her feel better, genuinely so, and selfish as it was, she’d take every little chance she could to extend that sensation. Taking the wine gratefully, the daughter of Mars sipped at the red liquid while she handed over the gift, desperately trying to keep the ridiculous grin off her lips as the other commended her effort and attempted to discern the contents without opening it. “Shush, it’s your birthday. Of course I got you a present. There was absolutely no thinking necessary. So, are you going to open it or what? Unless you have some form of x-ray vision I’m not aware of, I doubt you’ll be able to deduce precisely what lies in that box. Tear it to shreds, if you like. I won’t judge.”
"Going to need it hm? Alcohol isn't the be all and end all of this world" she wouldn't particularly miss it even if it did vanish but for tonight she was enjoying the simpler things which included a couple of glasses. Reyna didn't see her ability as any sort of negative tool especially in the case of helping others and so if necessary she would be content to use it for Adriana if ever she required it again Adriana needed someone to be there even if it was to act as a listener to her problems and troubles and Reyna no matter how busy would always be willing to do that for anyone inside the walls of this camp, finding solutions was simply in her nature. For a short time she continued to turn the present assessing critically for any kind of hint what it might be but at Adri's prompt she gave a laugh. "Alright, alright" though unlike Adriana prompted she did as she had with the other gifts sliding her finger under one of the non-taped areas and using it to work the paper off the box setting it aside once she had removed it. Turning her attention to the lid she took that off to see what was inside, the gift causing her eyes to widen and a quiet gasp of "wow," to escape her taking out the jacket to admire "this is... Incredible, wow thank you." Without any real thought she set the jacket in its box once more and went to envelop Adriana in a hug a bright smile on her lips as she did so for now just wanting to enjoy her company now that she was here. "I'm really glad you came you know? Even if it's only for a bit."
“Yeah, I know. Just a thought.” Adriana grinned between sips of her wine, quietly continuing to watch Reyna investigate her gift. She’d spent quite a deal of time trying to figure out what the praetor might like. Weapons had been her first consideration, but that would be too typical. Jewelry would probably be a bit much. So she’d settled for walking around the city until she found something that stood out to her -- fortunately, one item had. The daughter of Mars waited eagerly as the box was finally opened, a smile gracing her lips when the other exclaimed her admiration. The hug was a bit of a surprise, but she embraced it nonetheless, hugging Reyna back with a gentle squeeze. “You’re welcome. I’m so glad you like it.” She knew the white leather jacket would look gorgeous on the daughter of Bellona. For now, however, gifts were hardly of prime interest. Adriana wasn’t one to linger, so she would give her friend every moment she could spare -- she deserved no less on her birthday. “I wouldn’t miss this for the world,” her smile brightened in admittance. “So tell me, what have you been up to so far? Do anything exciting? Get any interesting gifts? You’ll have to fill me in.”
Reyna was mindful not to spill Adriana’s wine but she felt it necessary to show that she really was amazed by what she had received. She had a certain weakness for leather jackets amongst other things in her wardrobe so to have another was a treat for the praetor. “How could I not?” she asked eventually returning to properly examine the gift deciding that it was only fair to try on the new piece and soon enough she pulled the jacket on letting it settle; it was a great fit leaving her quiet whilst she admired it “damn, this is gorgeous.” Turning to look at Adriana with a look of teasing amusement in her expression and tone “I’m recalling that time when you told me you weren’t any good at shopping - that it was an unmitigated disaster. I think you just proved yourself incredibly wrong on that account.” Of course that recollection involved certain other comments but they weren’t of importance right now. “Typical stuff I guess, everyone was enjoying the pool earlier and now they’re inside eating food, chilling and playing games. I got some interesting gifts but I think this one may have beaten the rest” she admitted glancing back down to the jacket but nodding to affirm her thought.
Damn, was right. Reyna looked great in her new jacket and Adriana couldn’t help but feel a little glimmer of success brighten her mood. There had always been the chance that she wouldn’t have liked it or it wouldn’t have fit, yet she’d somehow managed to find a perfect present for her friend -- if she did say so herself. “It suits you.” Her eyes scanned Reyna’s form, trying not to linger as the praetor began to tease. A shrug and a smirk coincided with her response. “Or maybe this time I just got lucky. Besides, with you involved, there’s always a little extra motivation. It really wouldn’t be in my favor to disappoint.” She downed a slightly longer sip of her wine as thoughts of their previously related conversation popped into her head. More and more she felt as though maybe her assumption hadn’t been wrong, though she was still wary to approach the subject again. Whatever this was, she didn’t want to ruin it. Better to let things progress naturally and see if what was between them was even worth pursuing. “Certainly sounds like they were having fun, but what about you? I have a pretty good theory that having to sneak away from your own party suggests maybe you were missing out on something. Thoughts? If there was something you really wanted to do, I could always help you ditch your guests -- not that you should, because that’s totally not a very hostess thing to do, but… you could if you want. It is your birthday.” The daughter of Mars grinned, a second, slightly more amusing idea coming to mind. “Alternatively, you could force me to stay, but even if it is your special day, I can’t be making any promises. I’d probably try to escape to save you from the awkwardness that would come of a ‘killer’ crashing your party. I didn’t come here to ruin the vibe, after all. You should be enjoying yourself,” she bumped the other’s shoulder gently with her fist, the grin turning to a mildly faded smile, “not sneaking around with dangerous women.”
“Yeah? Hm, I think secretly you’re just really good at all this girly shopping stuff but you just don’t want to ‘fess up since it’ll ruin everyone’s perception of that badass warrior vibe you’ve got going.” Teasing wasn’t uncommon for Reyna around her closer friends, unlike a lot of people they got to see that she wasn’t just a stickler for rules all the time but in fact did have a sense of humour. “So you were aiming to impress me?” an amused look was given as she chuckled softly but Adriana’s ‘theory’ simply earned a shrug of her shoulders moving to retrieve her own glass of wine to give her hands something to do besides fiddle with her ever present ring. “I just needed some air, it was getting a bit warm in there” she answered simply considering it was the closest to the actual truth “I’m enjoying my birthday as is everyone else by the looks of it” she remarked casting a look towards the house where everyone was still busy. The offer of helping ditch her guests earned an smile of thanks but a small shake of her head “I’m alright, I know how to handle a large group of guests and also know the best times to slip out for some fresh air.” As Adriana outlined her other idea Reyna contemplated it but gave another shrug, a part of her wanted Adriana to stay but then another part also reminded her that she hadn’t turned up before for a reason “hardly a killer, and hardly dangerous to me. I’m a big girl who knows how to handle herself should you try anything,” Reyna responded with a faint grin “but I only want you to stay if you want to. I know you didn’t turn up before for a reason, if you feel uncomfortable I won’t hold it against you for just coming to visit me out here. I understand things are still awkward.”
“I have no idea what you’re talking about. Maybe… or maybe not.” Adriana flashed a smug little smile and popped her shoulders in a shrug, refusing to either accept or deny the teases Reyna threw at her, and it gave her another chance to sip at her wine, which she did. The general population of the Legion tended to see Reyna as this strict, consistently serious woman, but Adriana knew better. The praetor had an amusing sense of humor, perfect for the teasing type of relationships that suited the daughter of Mars best. Her head turned toward the house as the party was referenced once more, the glass dropping from her lips after a subtle nod was given. She should have known Reyna wouldn’t be the kind to ditch her guests so spontaneously. “Yeah, I guess you’re pretty used to these types of gatherings, huh?” The suspended officer shot the red liquid she’d lowered a thoughtful stare after the words came out. Of course, she wasn’t used to grand social events, but even though Reyna was, she sensed the other daughter of war wasn’t always fond of them either. Unless you were strictly an all-out partier, large crowds could become draining. Breaking off for air wasn’t such an uncommon practice. “I wouldn’t try anything,” Adriana shook her head, unable to resist a faint grin at Reyna’s reply. Things were still uncomfortable and still awkward, but right then and there, just talking with her friend, those feelings were absent. She wanted to stick around, only she knew it wasn’t the best idea for the both of them. So, lifting her sight once more, she proposed a compromise. “I do want to stay. I just don’t want to join the party. Why don’t we just camp out on the roof? Technically, you won’t be ditching your party, and I won’t be crashing it. Besides, the view is better. Fair?”
She wasn’t convinced and that was apparent in the look that was given to the other girl but it wasn’t pressed any further. The small amount of alcohol helped in loosening a few of Reyna’s more typical traits especially her strictness though today was one about celebration so she had been more lenient about things which on any other day might have irked her. “There’s enough of them you learn how to socialize,” though she still knew whenever they were thrown she still had to occasionally step away briefly to regain some energy; idle chatter and small talk really wasn’t her forté which often surprised most who came to speak with her after one of her speeches. She much preferred deeper conversations of meaning with individuals “I doubt you’d get too far even if you did try” an off handed remark served with another hint of teasing which really was the summary of their friendship up until this point in time. The implication of Adriana lingering was known even without it having to be spoken aloud, considering the compromise she gave a nod eventually “I don’t know about the roof, but I could probably manage the upstairs balcony linked to my rooms? You’ll have to sneak through the hallway past the rooms where people are, but I can figure out some kind of distraction” thinking on it her attention went to the drink in her hand and a thought came to her. Grimacing slightly at the notion ‘the things I do for my friends’ she mentally said to herself though she first of all took off the jacket and set it in the box “could you take this up with the wine when you go?”
“I doubt you’d get too far even if you did try.” The remark earned a mild grimace from the girl who instantly had the urge to counteract the statement, but holding back, she chose to take this one. ‘I mean, it’s her birthday. I can let her have it,’ she reasoned to herself as the stubborn expression fell with a shrug. Though, in reality, where was the lie? She might never admit it openly, but besting Reyna wasn’t something she was all too capable of. The other warrior had several years of experience on her, as well as an advantageous knowledge of Adriana’s fighting style. She had no doubt the daughter of Bellona could land her on her ass short of a minute. “Whatever…” The offer of some time set aside for just the two of them was a much more appealing topic. She was thrilled that Reyna agreed, even if her specific location idea had been turned down. But naturally, she continued to contain her excitement, playing things cool with a grin that uncoiled with the almost wicked pleasure of a Cheshire cat. “That, I can do.” Snatching the bottle of wine and the other’s jacket, her composure persisted, albeit now with a chuckle at the scheme her friend had devised. The way the praetor had glanced at her wine was more than enough of an explanation. “And just so you know, your sacrifice is highly appreciated.”
The small plot of scheming was a little thrill for Reyna, she could barely recall the last time she’d done anything like this not under the insurmountable thoughts of it being for the greater good of New Rome. Frankly, it had been a long time since she’d willingly done anything which really did anything to benefit herself even if that was simply spending more time with her closer friends. Allowing the other girl to take the requested items she clicked her tongue softly, a small gesture of her dislike at the idea of possibly ruining one of her favourite shirts. Though if she stopped off at the kitchen along the way she’d be able to deal with that problem she supposed, it wasn’t her first time dealing with wine stains finishing off most of her drink until there was just a little left in the glass she eventually sighed. “It better be, because I really like this top, and if this stain doesn’t come out you are going to get me another” she stipulated without any further hesitation she ‘accidentally’ spilt the contents over her shirt watching the small patches of red seep into the white of the fabric. With one small roll of her eyes she headed for the door to head back inside and make her excuses to the others inside to distract them long enough to let Adriana inside.
“Fair enough,” Adriana let her chuckle slip into more of a snicker whilst the praetor finished off almost all of her wine and spilled the remainder onto her top, not so ‘accidentally’ as she’d be playing it. She followed a few steps behind Reyna to the door, knowing she’d have to wait a short bit before she could slip to the upper level of the house. First, the other would have to draw the crowd’s attention, which she doubted would take too long given the stark contrast of the maroon stain against her white top. But prior to letting her make her move, Adriana smirked and gave her a supportive little clap on the back. “Knock ‘em dead.” Working a sly but subtle bite into the corner of her smirk, she felt the teasing need to say one thing further, “I’ll see you upstairs,” and with a final wink, she nodded her head toward the crowd to send Reyna on her way. “And don’t dawdle. I’m horribly impatient.”
“Don’t get lost,” Reyna remarked before she vanished soon enough going to deal with the crowd of visitors who seemed to accept rather well faked embarrassed explanation of needing to head upstairs to sort out the stain. It was getting late anyway so to convince them wasn’t too hard and no doubt people begin to trail their way out soon enough anyway. With her excuse made she headed to the kitchen where she made sure to grab the salt, some paper towels, and poured some boiling water into a mug which she took upstairs as quickly and carefully as she could. Once she headed along the corridor she made a beeline through her room and into the bathroom noting the balcony doors open which suggested Adriana was already up here as prompted. Setting the objects down on the counter she then went to search out a new shirt to wear to replace the slightly damp one she currently wore settling on a simple black to avoid any further issues. “I hope that really was worth it for you,” she called going back to the bathroom now that she had the change of clothes and items necessary to deal with the wine incident.
“It’s not my first time here,” Adriana quipped just as Reyna stepped inside, waiting for the opportune moment to make her dash for the stairs. Reyna’s distraction worked perfectly. While she held her company’s attention, Adriana was able to sneak inside, up the stairs, and down the hall to where she knew the praetor’s room was located. It wasn’t her first time to the house and was doubtful to be her last. Once there and concealed behind closed doors, she tossed the jacket in its box onto the bed and headed out to the balcony, leaning on the rail with the bottle of wine in hand. Even from this distance, she was able to hear the guests beginning to depart, the front door periodically opening and closing, rising chatter as more of them stepped out of the house and onto the streets. While alone, she was able to stop and think about that-- how she’d never experienced such a thing firsthand. She never had friends over for parties, never had to see them off at the end of a fun night. It had only ever been her and her very few closest friends, finding ways to make the night pass by more often than finding ways to enjoy it. The daughter of Mars had never seen too much of a point in celebrating her birthday. She rarely had as a child, and honestly, it didn’t bring back the best of memories. But others didn’t see it that way. AJ had been particularly annoying about doing something for it each year, even if that just meant a few drinks and a night full of recollections. Seeing as she hadn’t brought up any wine glasses with her, Adriana took no shame in stealing a swig from the bottle as she heard her friend’s approaching steps from out in the hall. Reyna was in quite a frenzy from she could hear, rummaging for a new top and likely rushed to tend to more properly to the stain in her current one. Sighing, Adriana made a slow approach to the edge of the balcony doors, leaning against the frame with a shake of her head as the other marched into the bathroom. She raised her voice slightly to made sure it got past the door. “Indeed it was-- and I’d hope it’d be worth it the same to you. After all, I wouldn’t be hanging around if I didn’t at least guess you wanted me to stay here too. I do recall you saying you were glad I’d come, but if that’s changed in the last few minutes, I could still slip away. My purpose here is not to be an inconvenience.”
Reyna wasn’t hurrying too much, but she did want to get the stain tended to so once she had the bathroom door shut enough that she could still talk in privacy she stripped the material and dabbed it carefully with paper towels, “don’t go pessimistic on me now,” her voice chided from the bathroom dropping the paper towels into the bin the lightness of her tone suggesting she meant nothing by it. Running the cold tap she next soaked the stain so she could tip the salt over it to cover, whilst that did its work she finally pulled the other top on opening the door to lean a little into the room to look at the daughter of Mars sincerely “if it wasn’t worth it I wouldn’t have done it.” Even in the dimness of the room something about the atmosphere had shifted, and it automatically made Reyna question what had happened in such a short time to make Adri suddenly think she was an inconvenience to her which was the last thing she was. Adriana was just as much a guest here as anyone else downstairs, even if she refused to actually come and socialize “what’s wrong?” she prompted hoping to earn an answer out of the other girl since she wasn’t about to just accept anything along the lines of ‘it’s nothing.’
What was wrong? Even the daughter of Mars had to pause to consider her answer. At the surface level, it was nothing unexpected. She knew many of the others wouldn’t approve if they found out Reyna had spoiled one of her favorite shirts just to get some alone time with the camp pariah. On another hand, there was the melancholy sensation she gathered from having seen a few glimpses of the party, perhaps becoming more apparent now that she was in close company. Reyna was so loved, and yet here was Adriana, having to dodge around everyone else just to have a relaxed moment with a beloved friend. She wanted so badly to be here, though a part of her seemed to scream in her head that this was never going to lead to anything, that it would never work. How could a criminal such as herself ever be good for a hero such as Reyna? As she studied the floor beneath her, one of Adriana’s feet scuffed it gently, accompanied with a sigh. “It’s complicated,” was her eventual answer. “One second, all I want to do have some fun with you, but the next… I can’t help wondering how any of this makes sense. You can accept me all you want, but in what universe am I good for you, Reyna? Pretty much everyone in this town loves you and wants to lock me up in a jail cell for good.” Her conflicted amber gazed challenged the praetor with this question seriously. “I can’t see that changing anytime soon, so why do you invite me in? Why do you even want me around? Yeah, we have a mission, but when that’s over… What becomes of this-- of us? Gods, half the time, it’s all I can think about these days, and I don’t know why I just… I do and it drives me crazy.” Turning around, she stepped back out onto the balcony to lean against the rail once more, taking another swig from the wine as she absorbed the view of their home. “What the hell-- maybe I am just finally losing it.”
Adriana had some valid points which Reyna couldn’t exactly argue around it, but there was also the point that unlike all of the others in the Seven Adriana was a girl that she’d known personally for longer than most. They hadn’t always seen eye to eye on a lot of topics admittedly and things had been rocky for a time during the Greek’s attack when she’d given up her post in quest of peace. Now? Adriana still had flaws, but if people were expecting perfection when they looked to Reyna as well then they were looking in the incorrect place. Reyna might not be an individual perceived to be anything other than what she tried to exude but that certainly didn’t mean she was perfect. Pouring the boiling water over the salt she then left it to finally join Adriana out in the room her thumbs going to hook into her back pockets as the breeze cooled the room. “Why does it have to make sense? We might have had our fair share of differences in the past, but you aren’t the same person you were before” she said firmly because a part of her had to believe that, had to believe there was some route back from the darkness that pervaded the lives of nearly every demigod she knew. “Nothing will change if you keep that mentality about you,” she muttered giving her a semi-stern look as the other girl stepped outside.
Instead of immediately commenting she stepped out to lean against the doorframe taking her time to answer. “I learned a lesson a long time ago and it’s one I’ve stuck to; you don’t abandon friends or family when they hit their lowest” there was a steeled edge to her voice and eyes implying some other deeper meaning to her words but the look she gave Adriana who had her back softened to one of concern. “You’re not losing it, I invite you in because you’re still my friend despite all of this and nothing has to happen once this mission is over other than things returning back to normality - you’re going to work with me to take the Cult down and then? Maybe through the course of it you’ll manage to restore some of the trust you’ve lost with the others.”
“I know I’m not the same person anymore, but not everyone believes that. I can’t just ignore what they think of me when it’s so obvious. Even if I truly believe it shouldn’t matter with us, it still does. People trust you, and chances are, the closer we get, the more they’re going to start questioning you.” Adriana pushed a hand roughly back through her hair as she made her retreat to the balcony, the conflict clearly audible in her voice. She knew her words were harsh, but they were the blunt truth. “Friends are supposed to support one another, not tear each other down. Right now, I can’t see how I can be anything else to you besides a hindrance. I don’t want to have to hide with you like this, but if we were just to say ‘screw it’ and hang around how we pleased, it would only mean bad news for the both of us.”
She tried to remain removed to keep her argument strictly practical, but Reyna’s response left a crack in her composure that she couldn’t overlook. “I learned a lesson a long time ago and it’s one I’ve stuck to; you don’t abandon friends or family when they hit their lowest.” Adriana looked back at the daughter of Bellona, a soft glare in her eyes that suggested something along the lines of ‘Dammit! Why do you always get through to me when I’m trying just to be straight with you?’ She took a sharp breath, fighting to continually restrain the emotions that she knew were on the verge of breaking through. Turning fully, she crossed her arms protectively over her chest and did her best to form a coherent response. “Okay, maybe I manage to restore some of that trust if this mission ends up being a success, but Reyna, when have I ever had normality in my life? I’ve never had ‘normal.’ My life has revolved around the Cult and Legion for as long as I can remember. My family is a wreck… The one time I did have a chance at normality, I blew it! I fucked up my own engagement-- and it’s a miracle I ever even got that far with someone!” Her hands flew out in an expressive frenzy as she said so. “How can you act like you have everything figured out? Like this is all going to be okay?”
“You’re someone who could potentially act as the turning point in a large chapter of this city’s history, as much as people will question me it doesn’t change what I’ve already told you.” True enough, people knew that in the end Reyna always managed to make the right call and would find a way to put this city straight, if they questioned her judgement after successfully aiding in winning two wars along with a long time of peace then perhaps it was time she stepped away anyway and continued this on her own terms without the constraints praetorship placed on her. “If it’s my praetorship you’re concerned about then you shouldn’t be, I don’t need my rank to carry out this mission… Because I’m going to continue this whether you’re up for helping or not though I’d rather you didn’t bail on me because of bad publicity.” She grated not accepting Adriana’s words, “but regardless of my image for your cover I’m inclined to agree that publicity together isn’t what we need. So until this is over this is just how it’s going to have to be.”
The glare did little to change things for her, she simply responded with a similar non-moving look of her own remaining silent as Adriana began her rant until she quietened and Reyna intercepted her words. “I get it Adriana, you might not realize it but I understand what it’s like to come from a screwed up family; maybe I wasn’t raised to be involved with the Cult but from the day I took my first steps I was trained how to fight and I’ve fought to live because if I didn’t I wouldn’t be here today. Then as soon as I got here I let my own life circle the legion’s best interests, I get what it’s like to want normal, to see your friends go off and live their lives whilst you’re left behind, but I’m doing what I’ve always done because it’s best for everyone out there” she nodded to the city and then looked down to the congregators down by the pool. Mirroring the other girl’s stance she settled her own arms across herself “I have to believe that things will work out in the end, I’ve seen people be the subject of prophecies and change their fates. If it can happen for them then I have to believe it can for myself and anyone else willing to try, life isn’t set in stone it’s an ongoing flux of decisions and choices - we have to shape it into what we want it to be otherwise what’s the point in going on? Just because things with Storm didn’t work out doesn’t mean that you won’t eventually find someone to be with - but relationships aren’t something to destroy your life over and that’s advice I was given by Venus herself.” Reyna wasn’t entirely sure why she was being bluntly honest with Adriana about this but the girl needed some straight truth about this and perhaps imparting that would help herself in turn.
Adriana had to take a sharp breath to steady her composure. She knew how instrumental her mission within the Cult could turn out to be, and perhaps that was part of the reason she had initiated this conversation in the first place. It was like she was trying to distance herself from Reyna. She wanted to be close to her, to protect her, be her friend, but the pressure of their task, now that they were coming so close to a conclusion, had set a deep rooted fear in her heart for the consequences if her ‘turning point’ moment was to go horribly wrong. While she knew there was no going back now, that defiant side of her that ferociously fought to seek the best for her companions was urging her to drive the praetor away now before the damage could become even more crippling. She couldn’t fathom the thought of causing the other any more pain that absolutely unavoidable. “I am not going to bail on this mission. I wouldn’t dare. We’ve gone too far for that, but no matter what rank you hold, it doesn’t change that I still want to give you your best shot-- and however all this ends, I don’t see how I am included in that.”
Then, with Reyna’s interception, she received the sharp realization that the praetor hadn’t been acting quite so differently from herself, essentially sacrificing her own opportunities for normality and happiness so that her friends and their entire extended Roman family could live comfortably. She did understand that motive, that drive to time and time again put others before herself. Only, in Adriana’s case, such actions had a bad habit of coming off to others in an opposing perception. Sometimes she had to play the villain to further her mission, and no matter how much she despised herself for it, she was in far too deep to explore any other options.
She felt the tears burning at the corners of her eyes before she could help them, no doubt partially a result of the alcohol that was inflating her stronger emotions for the time being. Her hands tightened into fists at her sides as she twisted to look back out over the view again. She was half tempted to blow off some steam by tossing the wine bottle over the railing, but common sense held back that reflex while the daughter of Bellona continued, now lecturing about fate and destiny and hope -- all concepts that made her more often sick to her stomach than providing some positive outlook on the future. “But I have tried-- I’ve tried to shape my fate, to make the right decisions over and over again, and it seems like every time, I only make it worse. I want to hope-- I do, but it’s so hard to look for a brighter outcome when there are shadows lurking in every corner I try to turn. I know-” she paced out to lean atop the railing once more, the wine set down beside her as her hands clamped tightly around the banister, “I know that I shouldn’t allow my relationships to destroy my life-- that’s why I used to be so adamant about pushing everyone away in the first place --but… just because some fucking goddess told you that you shouldn’t let them control doesn’t mean that they won’t.”
Adriana could feel the odd warmth of a few tears trailing down her cheeks, but she ignored the sensation and continued, her voice slightly cracked as the words tumbled from her lips without much control. “I let my relationship with AJ turn me vengeful enough to slaughter a list of Greeks when we lost Sophia. I let my relationship with Storm cloud my objectives for taking down the Cult because he had me convinced that somehow, as long as we were together, we could do anything and go anywhere and nothing was ever going to hurt us ever again. And now you-- Gods, Rey!” She turned on the praetor suddenly, hands shaking and flying about in conjunction with her words, physically expressing the same confusion that was apparent in her voice. “You have no idea how crazy you’ve made me. It’s like one second, I just want to be here for you and protect you and wrap up this goddamn mission, and the next, all I want to do is drive you as far away from me as possible because I can’t bear the thought of what happens to you if this all goes down in flames. I don’t understand it-- but I just need to be sure that regardless of how this ends, you’re going to come out safer and happier, and I don’t care what happens to me because you are the only thing besides this mission that matters to me anymore.”
No matter how hard Adriana tried to push, Reyna wasn’t willing to budge. No matter how many times they discussed this Reyna knew what she was getting herself in for, and she was just as invested in it as Adriana. If harm came from it then it was on her own choice and no words Adriana could give her would change that fact this wasn’t stubbornness but a deeper drive only those with as strong a desire to keep their family safe could ever begin to comprehend. “I’m not taking a back seat in this either, if you’re going to try and talk me out of this then just stop now because I’m not going to hear it.”
Seeing the tears watering in the other girl’s eyes pulled at something inside of her that made her want to step forwards and dry Adriana’s eyes but she refrained, instead keeping her personal space away from the girl her arms still forming a protective shield around herself. She remained quiet as Adriana apparently took no heed to her words listing off her problematic relationships of the past which Reyna merely accepted without comment. “All of which shows you’re an individual with a heart, it’s proof that you’re human – we all are and we’ve all been hurt by our relationships in the past but just because yours have ended badly doesn’t mean that it’s going to be the end of you.” With a quiet sigh of resignation she clarified her meaning “what I meant is that yes, our relationships change us, but they don’t ultimately determine who we are as a person. Relationships screw our priorities in the worst of ways at times but at the end of the day at your core you’re still the same person – hurt, yes but still unique and still strong enough to continue regardless of what relationships have caused you to do in the past. Relationships have power but they can only have that power if you choose to give them it, at the end of every tale it comes down to a matter of choice; whether you give in or continue to fight it.”
Adriana’s sudden turn though caught her off guard and her arms instinctively tightened around her body naturally keeping her guard up but not backing away. For a time she searched the other girl’s features for some kind of hint behind those words, was she reading too much into them? Or was this simply friendly concern? “And I’ve told you that whatever you do I’m not leaving this fight, it’s mine now just as much as it is yours” she stipulated firmly once more a tone in her words that set in stone her decision wasn’t one which was going to be revoked. When Adriana explained that she wanted to try and protect her Reyna just levelly stared at her a daring look in her eyes silently challenging her to go on and argue if she dared, “will you stop trying to protect me from something that isn’t your decision to make? This is my life, my city and those are my people at risk I’m in this now whether you like it or not” she came back determination giving her words weight.
“I don’t care what happens to me because you are the only thing besides this mission that matters to me anymore.”
The words stuck in her mind confusion clouding her expression, “and I care about what will happen to this city, I care about what’s going to happen to my friends, about you and everyone else I know. Gods Adriana, I appreciate your concern but it doesn’t change that I’m not backing out of this.” Her voice grew calmer reaching out to grab the younger girl’s active expressive hands in her own to keep her somewhat still not continuing to speak until she saw some hint of calmness from Adri “I knew the risks when I got into this fight - you already know that if this goes down in flames then I’ll see it to the ground, and if it succeeds then even better… But the only way I’m going to be happier about this is when I get it done, get you and everyone else out of their clutches and restore security to this city.”
Again, and again, and again Reyna kept saving the same thing -- stop trying to protect me. Adriana had assuredly said the same thing herself, or at least alluded to it, many times in the past, but from her point of view, protect Reyna wasn’t just her duty, it was almost an instinct by this point. There were of course other things she truly cared about besides only Reyna and the mission, however, she was unable to see them at the moment. She had succumbed to a sort of tunnel vision. When they were alone, her focus was on the two of them and everything that entailed. It was obsessive and annoying, but she couldn’t break free of it. Was it desperation? A subconscious instinct to protect fiercely everything left she held dear? It seemed that every time she came to care for someone, they ended up leaving her in some way, shape, or form. Reyna had since become a part of that exclusive circle of her deepest concerns, instilling in the daughter of Mars a habitual fear that soon, she too would be lost.
And yet here they were, Reyna holding Adriana’s hands in her own to keep the Italian demigod from completely losing it, calming her with simply the raw presence of control that only an experienced leader was capable of radiating. Adriana saw the finality of the other woman’s choice in her eyes, locking their gazes for a brief period to process the sincerity of Reyna’s claim.
“The only way I’m going to be happier about this is when I get it done, get you and everyone else out of their clutches and restore security to this city.”
Was that really true? Was that what she needed? They both sought security, perhaps in different contexts, but not in unlike spirit. Honestly, Adriana wanted the same thing, but her priorities had been skewed ever since Reyna had been the one to offer her sanctuary and advice after the incident with Cora. She’d learned that night that they were equals, at least in the praetors eyes, and was now hearing far more outrageous statements-- observations about her heart and her humanity, and for a second time, she caught that small note of specificity. Reyna didn’t just want to free the city and those in the clutches of the Cult, she wanted to free her, and she said that first. What was she to make of that? How was she expected to form a coherent response?
“You’re right. I can’t ask you to back down. This city means so much to you, and it’s important to me too. I just…” her amber eyes fell to their hands, which had yet to separate. In fact, she reinforced her own grip on the daughter of Bellona’s as she proceeded. “I don’t want to come out of this freed if it means you won’t be coming out of it with me. I need you, Rey. Why? I’m can’t really say for sure, but I know that I do… and if I can’t protect you, then you at least have to let me have your back. We’re in this together. It’s been that way since the start. If we succeed and pull through this, great! If we fail, if we go down trying to save this city, we go down together. No matter what responsibility you feel for these people and this place, I won’t let you make this sacrifice on your own. Let me stand by you, please.” Their gazes reunited once more. “I’m tired of letting myself be alone. I want to redeem myself, to find a way to make-- whatever this is --work… because this is what makes me happier. Being here, with you, accepted and welcomed… It’s all I’ve ever wanted.”
In the moment she grabbed Adriana’s hands and held them steady from their previous motions Reyna willed the other girl to have one of the hardest things she could give - calmness and restraint. There was no direct link this time, but she hoped the simple gesture of securing her hands and the look she was given that it would have the intended effect.
By instinct Reyna wanted to help the people in her family here, whatever it took from her to get people to a better position because that was her job - to lend her strength to others so they could be better. So that they could grow, recently it had been Martina, Tayla, Mac, Finn to mention a few names of the people she’d been working on helping and last but no means least Adriana because she saw their potential to become something better with her help.
The feeling of Adriana’s grip securing her own hands in response just kept her in place steady and as calm as she could be. “Then stop trying to focus on just me, that isn’t going to get us anywhere” she stated firmly wanting to get Adriana to break out of her directness. “You know I want you with me in this, there’s no one else I’d want here and I’m counting on you. You can have all of those things, I’m willing to give them to you but in return you need to realize that I am not the focus - having my back and focusing directly on me is not going to help.” Reyna’s expression and tone softened slightly as she continued her eyes dropping to study their hands unable to keep the directness of their gaze, unsure of what might be seen in her own. Talking about these things was rare and harder than most realized for her “I don’t intend on leaving you alone, too many people have done that to the both of us and if I can change that I will because you- or maybe the both of us deserve more than what we’ve experienced so far in our lives.”
“It’s not that I’m trying to focus on you-- I am focused on you, and believe me, I am trying to stop… but I fear that might be a lost cause.” Adriana shook her head, a faint grin dusting her lips at the admittance. Whether Reyna liked it or not, she was always in the back of the ex-commander’s mind these days. It was impossible to completely flush out those thoughts, especially now that these conversations of theirs had grown far more personal than before. “But I can focus on our mission and other things when it’s required. Can you at least trust that I know what I’m doing, even if you are still on my mind? Sure, at times I may not be able to physically stand by your side or watch your back, but through all of this, that remains as a mentality. And it’s not just you I’m backing up-- it’s our home, too. Maybe I don’t directly think about it that way so often… but in a way, when I think of you, I am thinking of the people in this city. You’ve always been there for them, and if I was truly to support you in our endeavor, I’d have to support them too.”
As Reyna dropped her eyes, unable to maintain contact with Adriana’s gaze, the daughter of Mars cocked her head slightly, her grin having transformed to the softest of smiles she could manage. She could vaguely sense the praetor’s uneasiness through her physical accompaniment of that final line-- a line that Adriana wasn’t going to forget anytime soon. Had the daughter of Bellona been watching, she surely would have seen the glow of tenderness that lit the Italian’s eyes. How Reyna could feel alone still with so many companions, she wouldn’t inquire at the moment, but the shared connection of loss and tragedy and their own encounters with hell was totally unquestionable.
Releasing the other’s hands, she wordlessly took one step closer and wrapped her arms over the older girl’s shoulders in a thankful yet also comforting embrace. “It is true for the both of us. We’re warriors, and warriors aren’t made from nurture and joy; they’re in fire and pain, by violent passions. You’re strong because you’ve had to survive more than most. But you shouldn’t have to simply survive any longer-- neither of us should have to. We should be able to live.” Drawing out of the embrace, Adriana took Reyna’s hands in her own once more, making sure to catch her sight this time as she finished off her words with that lingering smile, serious and sincere. “If taking out the Cult in one way or another is the only method of obtaining those lives for us, then so be it. We’ll see this to the end of the line, like I said before, together.”
“I’ll have to trust that you won’t let me down even if I am on your mind, but I think I can have faith you won’t fail me again” Reyna admitted glad to hear that Adriana seemed to have at least figured out part of what was required here. Even if she’d been picked up on it she wasn’t in the mood to discuss it just yet, one day perhaps but tonight was meant to be one of celebration not of harrowing past thoughts or even to confront some of her own less than bright emotions. Things were better now, yes, but at the same time she still had demons that haunted her like any other demigod.
The feeling of Adriana’s hugs was an odd comfort, one that she’d grown to secretly covet when she managed to get them, now was no exception as she wrapped her own arms around the other girl fighting the urge to drop her head onto Adriana’s shoulder simply from the reassurance she gained by her presence. As much as Reyna appreciated the gesture there was still an underlying uneasiness about what this was; Adriana was still fresh out of the ruins of an engagement which simply enhanced the doubts about everything surrounding this. It didn’t take a genius to know it was important, but past experiences had left her dubious about just how much it meant and was part of the reason she drew away even if a part of her wanted to stay. Perhaps had she been younger she might have tried something in this instance but now the only thing earned was a thank thankful look and gentle smile “that’s something I can work with.”
The hug didn’t last too long, but for as long as it did, it was worth it. Naturally, it was still uncertain to them both just exactly what was developing between them, Adriana aware only of what she had interpreted thus far as a sudden enhancement in her dedication to the role she’d held as Reyna’s guard, triggered by the praetor’s unbelievable support and the rising tensions of their mission. She knew there was likely more to it than just that, though she would deny any thoughts on the matter until she was absolutely sure their position was secure to do so. For now, they’d have to stick with the sneaking around and the late night drop-ins. The daughter of Mars didn’t mind such meetings, of course, but she truly would have preferred to get out. Thus, an idea occurred to her, but first--
“Good.” Adriana released her contact with Reyna entirely, flashing a subtle grin as she turned to fetch the wine from the spot she’d left it on the balcony. When she returned, she pressed it firmly into the other’s hand before she could protest. “Told ya’ you might need it. Drink up. I probably shouldn’t push it any further than I already have.” The wine and the praetor were then left to their own devices as Adriana stood by, leaning back against the balcony door with crossed arms. She’d come by to celebrate with her friend, not to ruin what was supposed to be a fun night. In return, she felt she had to make up for the grief she’d caused, regardless of the scrutiny of public eyes. “So, now that I have successfully managed to ruin a perfectly enjoyable night, how about I make it up to you? My evenings aren’t as jam packed with duties as they used to be… We could do dinner-- this weekend, maybe? Anytime after seven. Your pick of venue, of course, and I’ll be paying. It can be our own little birthday celebration re-do. Whatd’ya say?”
Stepping back to lean against the railing Reyna took a few moments to gather her thoughts and track back the events of the day, things had been good and though their disagreement wasn’t exactly what she’d needed there wasn’t much that could be done to change it. She accepted the wine but didn’t drink instead set it back down on the table nearby deciding she’d had enough alcohol for one night, though the surprise of what Adriana next suggested was apparent though it soon gave way to a thoughtful albeit amused look. Her near black eyes fixed on Adriana’s some of the somberness lifting and allowing her humor to return. “Really?” she found herself asking before adding on almost as if it came to her as an afterthought “Like a date?” she teased raising an eyebrow curious to see what response would be given to that implication.
“What?” Reyna’s interpretation caused Adriana to visibly stiffen her posture, her mouth left gaping slightly in disbelief as her crossed arms locked more tightly into their arrangement. A date? This wasn’t a date. She was just… being nice and considerate. Isn’t that what friends were supposed to do? “No--” Her retort was brief, but probably not as solid an argument as it could have been. “No!”
Seeing how such a simple question caused such a visible reaction caused Reyna to chuckle, perhaps it was unfair but considering that Adriana had set herself up so well for it there was no helping it. As the weak argument was given in response it only earned a small tilt of her head curiously. “It sounds like a date,” she clarified once more.
Adriana shuffled on her feet, clearly confused and, to some degree, flustered by the praetor’s insistence that her suggestion was more than just a friendly offer for a meal in return for a spoiled evening. She tried to put some strength behind her fumbled attempts to make a coherent justification that she hadn’t meant it in that way by rolling her eyes and momentarily averting her gaze, but it did little for her case. “Well… it’s not.”
The doubts she’d had a short time prior were momentarily out of mind as Reyna watched Adriana shift, her typical confidence apparently thrown by the risen point. Her body language did nothing to support her response as per before. “It’s so a date,” she smirked tucking her hands into her pockets confidence returning from the small amount of poking fun she currently was having.
Reyna was being intolerable. Usually Adriana was the one catching her off guard with teases, not the other way around. She was baffled by how pitifully she’d walked into this one. Sadly, there wasn’t much of a counter to be made. It did, after all, sound very much like a date. Embarrassed and void of anything to challenge the daughter of Bellona, the younger girl pouted and shrugged in a grumpy manner of surrender. This one was Reyna’s victory, for sure. “Whatever!” She threw up her arms lazily in exasperation. “So are you coming or not?”
A small rush of triumph filled her seeing the grumpiness the daughter of Mars currently seemed to emanate. A look of contemplation over the offer appeared on Reyna’s features until she ended up giving a shrug of her own. “Maybe,” she eventually said after a long pause a grin appearing. “I’ll let you know.”
Adriana’s primary weapon of choice is her longsword, Servatrix. Passed down from mother to daughter for innumerable generations, this Caninii family heirloom was designed to be thinner and lighter than your average Italian longsword, perfect for the ladies of the house. The blade is Imperial Gold with an infusion of silver, offering protection against monstrous threats and enemy demigods alike. If you look closely, you’ll see the outline of a common family symbol, a greyhound, etched into the base of the blade – you can find the same image tattooed behind Adriana’s left ear.
However, the longsword is not Adriana’s weapon of choice simply because of its history in her family. Adriana’s preferred fighting style is all about speed and agility. While she’s perfectly capable of fighting head to head, when given the choice, she always leans toward her speed, executing quick jabs and swift side swipes rather than direct swings. The Italian longsword, in general, was designed with fencing styles in mind, optimized for jabbing as well as full-on swings. It is typically a two-handed weapon, though Adriana is known to frequently bear it single-handed as well in an effort to maximize her options for offensive maneuvers.
One of her brightest but lesser known talents is her ability to dual wield. Because dual wielding is not usually practical for most battle and monster hunting scenarios, she likes to save this skill for special occasions. In common practice or when venturing out into the mortal world, she will resort to a pair of dual blades. In other instances, her style of dual wielding varies – longsword and spatha, longsword and gladius, longsword and dagger, gladius and dagger, etc. The number one advantage of dual wielding is speed. Adriana can increase the agility and frequency of her attacks when she has a blade in each hand, but this does leave her significantly open defensively. If she is using this tactic, her strategy will avoid extended confrontation and instead utilize a simple attack then retreat style (similar to the swiftness of a snake bite).
Being a daughter of Mars comes with the fabulous power of telumkinesis, which allows one to defend against enemy weapons by cursing them, as well as giving one a natural mastery across the general sphere of weaponry. As such, Adriana is proficient with quite a variety of weapons. Her additional favorites, however, would include the dagger, knife, throwing knives, and an electric whip that she had personally crafted by her friend Ryan Caldwell. It’s also thanks to Ryan’s brilliant craftsmanship that her trusty longsword, Servatrix, is now enchanted with the ability to take on an earring form when not in use. This trick has made it much easier for her to conceal her primary weapon when out in the mortal world or simply when she doesn’t want to be lugging a blade around at her hip.
And let’s not forget – baseball bats and scissors can be fun, too!
If your character were to go to Hogwarts, what house would they have been sorted into and why?
I have absolutely no doubt in my mind that Adriana would have been sorted into Slytherin, but not necessarily because of her past transgressions. To explain, let’s talk traits!
Above all, Adriana is prone to self-preservation. It’s not so much that she’s selfish as that the manner in which she was raised prompted her to develop an instinct for personal defense. At a young age, she was tormented mentally, emotionally, and physically by her grandfather, heavily restricted in having contact with her mother and brother, and sequestered from most of the world outside the family villa’s walls. With few friends and no proper familial relations to rely on, she was left to find ways of fending for herself, thus embodying one of Slytherin’s most infamous traits.
She is also cunning, clever, resourceful, and determined. Adriana is the kind of person who’s not afraid to bypass the rules and utilize a fair deal of deception to get what she wants or needs. Although these particular qualities can certainly be twisted for nefarious purposes, they can also be used in a less malicious context such as in the case of the Thanksgiving Ball kidnapping when rather than simply sending out the legionnaires of her cohort to search for the abducted campers, she came up with her own tactic of using her trained pack of war hounds to try and track down the kidnappers (sadly, they were very good at covering their tracks). Her determination stems from her self-preservation as a strict mindset of securing her own safety and the safety of her companions. Once she sets her mind to something, she is stubborn to change it and will see it all the way through; however, under extreme circumstances, her determination has been known to falter to her fatal flaw – fear.
And finally, fraternity and leadership qualities. Because of her lack of proper family and companionship as a child, Adriana has never been particularly open to forming strong relationships. She was raised to believe that such bonds could only weigh a person down and had convinced herself that her nature was far too unpredictable and her affiliated circumstances far too dangerous to risk an infliction of pain on anyone else. She knows that no one is perfect and that from time to time, she slips up; however, to those miraculous few capable of breaking through her walls, she is loyal to a fault. If she could merely overcome the fear that loves to cripple her, she really would make a brilliant leader. Glimpses of her leadership skill shined through especially during her time as Centurion of the Fourth Cohort. Despite her harsh commands and strict regulation of her legionnaires, she was known to be an example of strength, power, and determination. She also showcased ambition on the Field of Mars, always driving her soldiers to be the best– a mindset carried over from her days as a legionnaire in the First Cohort. She believed in her cohort, and in ways, regarded them as a family. To those who were especially attentive, there were even moments when her kindness was known to show through. She would have done anything to protect those in her charge, and now, as a Co-Commander of the Order of Remus, she has found that responsibility exponentially multiplied. At times it is a struggle for her because she is not quite as familiar with the whole of the Legion and New Rome as she was with her individual cohort, but she is building an understanding that her new position is not quite so different from her old – it’s just been placed on a much grander scale.
Now, could you also say that her darker side and criminal deeds also line up with the general perception of Slytherin as the Wizarding World’s “bad guys”? Yes, but Adriana is not inherently evil, nor is she necessarily a wholeheartedly bad person. Her few years of bloodshed and cruelty were triggered by a fierce fraternity to the only home she knew– New Rome and Camp Jupiter –and the little family she’d found in AJ, Sophia, and Nate which were very suddenly damaged by the onslaught of the Argo II. In her eyes, loss begot loss. There was a natural balance that had been disturbed by the Greek attack (however unintentional) and she would have a hand in restoring it (call it a Nemesis/Invidia vengeance thing, if you will). Nowadays, she can recognize that her past actions were too extreme, but at the time, she was far too emotionally invested in her vengeful determination to see so. Had circumstances been different where Sophia and Nate did not die and her best friend/pseudo-brother did not lose the current love of his life, Adriana might never have even considered pursuing such a heated revenge against the Greeks.
“Slytherin has produced its share of Dark witches and wizards, but unlike the other houses, members are not afraid to admit it as one of the Slytherin traits is ambition and greatness. Its students are often feared by the other houses, but most Slytherins are actually very kind (unless you happen to get on their bad side for some reason).” // “But we’re not bad people. We’re like our emblem, the snake: sleek, powerful, and frequently misunderstood.”
After the wedding reception, Storm and Adriana have another serious discussion that leads to a mutual decision to put everything on hold. They part ways, and yet, this mutual decision that should have been the easiest for her to deal with begins to eat away at her composure. As it turns out, broken promises really can strike back with a vengeance. tw: depression (?)
A week had passed since the wedding of Dorian Rhoads and Annabeth Chase. One week since Storm and Adriana had had yet another discussion. It was no question that things between them had been rocky for some time, but she liked to hope that they’d pull through, that one way or another, they’d make things work. Apparently, such thoughts from her were better labeled as fairy tales.
Music was Storm’s passion. Performing at the wedding reception with the open public of New Rome as a crowd had given his band a taste of fame, and with a tour in the works, they saw a chance to maximize the possibility of their success. Voyage was officially lengthening their tour, and while Adriana wouldn’t hold her fiance back from pursuing his dream, she knew she could no longer go with him.
“I love you. I’ve realized that my future isn’t here anymore. It’s not Rome, it’s not the Legion or the Order. It’s you, and I’m sick of having to struggle with who I’m expected to be and who I want to be. You have given me something to live for, and I’m not going to lose that. Not here. Not now. Not ever. I promise.”
They had been madly in love when Adriana proposed their marriage. Not only that-- she’d literally been dying, her usually guarded personality stripped so raw by sickness that she couldn’t remember ever being more dramatic. It was a rushed decision born from her desperation to cling to something worth living for. At the time, his acceptance had given her hope and kept her fighting until the Gorgon’s blood arrived and the surviving victims of the poisoning were healed. She’d even suggested they run off to New York for a few months just to have some time to themselves, but in the weeks and months that followed, the situation in New Rome only worsened.
They never made it to New York. Slowly but surely, they started to see one another less and less. Adriana put distance between them, thinking it would protect him, that they’d be safer that way, when in reality she was weakening what they had. New Rome, the Order -- she couldn’t say they meant nothing to her. This was home, all she’d ever known and the only future she could see herself having. A mortal life would never suit her. She craved battle and war, fighting underground and training to pursue a career as a gladiator. It was her inherent nature to fight and protect. Maybe a trip out into the world was fun from time to time, but inevitably, she’d grow weary of the regular and crave the rush that only a life surrounded by dangerous foes and the legacy of Olympus could provide her.
So they’d had another chat, and at the end of it, chosen to go their separate ways. With Meredith Brinley being kidnapped and Terminus dead, Adriana was needed in the Order. They were already down to three members and couldn’t afford another loss if they wanted to continue upholding their purpose. For Storm, it was his prime chance to get ahead in his career. He needed to throw himself into his music wholly and passionately, and she couldn’t afford to be a distraction to him when things were finally falling into place. They did the only thing they could do-- put their relationship on hold. She took back the ring she’d given him, they’d cancelled their wedding, called off their engagement, and decided that perhaps, when (or if) he returned, they could possibly try picking up from where they’d left off.
However, what had at first seemed the most reasonable method for them to part ways was now beginning to cause her a disturbing measure of stress. The real problem was that she had loved Storm. She hadn’t just liked him or enjoyed sleeping with him (though that was a considerable bonus) -- she had genuinely been able to see herself spending the rest of her life with him, settling down, even having a family. Together, they had had something that she had never had before. He brought so much hope and happiness and purpose into her life and now... all of that was gone. He had left for tour and there was no guarantee that he was coming back. He could easily meet someone on the road, someone who didn’t have to choose between being a protector and being a lover. And maybe that was just it. Maybe he deserved better than her.
Storm wasn’t exactly innocent, but Adriana had blood on her hand too -- a lot of it. She had tortured and killed people who could very possibly have been his friends and allies. She’d sided with Octavian in wiping the Greeks off the face of the Earth and had gladly-- gladly -- taken any of the dirty work the Cult of Romulus had offered her in her pursuit to destroy their enemies. For some reason, he had accepted these parts of her and offered up his own dark secrets in an exchange of trust. She had urged him then that she wasn’t good for him, warned him of the danger she could put them in, yet he’d said he didn’t care, and she never truly listened. She’d continually thought the worst of herself and it had finally led them to this.
The ring she wore on a chain around her neck seemed to weigh a thousand pounds, cutting into her flesh like a blade. Every day it got worse and she closed herself off a little more, left in a stubborn denial that what they’d been was in fact a matter of the past. It began with her throwing herself into training, exhausting herself to such an extent that she kept passing out in her office or in the training facilities. Then she stopped sleeping altogether, trying to block out any thoughts or dreams of her former fiance. The daily reminder that hung around her neck was torture enough. Eventually she wouldn’t even eat, her appearance became even more of a mess than it usually was, and she avoided socialization like the plague. The shadows under her eyes were a testament to her mood, darkening by the day until she was literally on the verge of stabbing anyone who tried to come through her door.
She needed a distraction, and thankfully, one had presented itself in the form of a quest. She could focus on slaying monsters and saving a little girl rather than wallowing in her stubborn belief that Storm might come back for her. For once, rage might actually be healthier for her to deal with than this state of denial that she was stuck in. This was why she’d always been wary of love, and yet, she couldn’t recall a single moment of regret from it. Hopefully the distance we give her time to think and reassess what she truly wanted, and what she needed -- besides her sword stuck in a new monster.
The war against the Dominus may have ended, but New Rome is still under threat. Adriana finally challenges some of her deepest fears, coming face to face with her past to complete her current mission -- judging the loyalties and investigating the power of those involved with the Cult of Romulus. In doing so, she forges a deal that could destroy the love she has finally found and potentially upset the trust of her closest friends. tw: death mention
disclaimer: I don’t actually speak Italian but Adri does, so apologies if my use of Google Translate is grammatically incorrect. I know it’s a bitch like that.
Trust was not easily won of Adriana Caninii. She was a woman raised on war, cult, and conspiracy. Everywhere around her, she recognized motive -- some good, some bad, some of no cardinal moral direction in particular -- nevertheless, she believed that everyone was driven by something, and what that was (when she could tell) often determined for a lifetime whether or not she’d willingly place her life in someone’s hands. It was for this reason that she felt she had an added responsibility to prove to Percy, Jason, and the other members of the resistance-- although the war against the Dominus had finally come to a close --that their decision to trust her was not in vain. It was no small matter that she’d revealed her secret tie to the Cult of Romulus on such short notice. Even AJ, who was practically a brother to her, hadn’t been trusted with her darkest moments until recently. Honestly, it was a miracle anyone could look at her the same way after hearing the full truth.
She had blood on her hands, taken both gladly and regrettably. Like many of her fellow Romans, she had lived the past years of her life with a centuries-old hatred for the Greeks. Only, in her case, that hatred had been so potent, so enforced by the man who had raised her, that it had led her to seek out more radical solutions to the steady decline of Roman traditionalism. The Cult had once been a proud part of her family tradition, but since coming to know some of the Greek campers in her days as a Centurion, since falling madly in love with one, her perspective on the missions of the Cult had shifted drastically. The only thing keeping her involved was the risk that those she loved would be harmed, should she betray the loyalty she’d sworn to its cause years ago.
Once, investigating the Cult would have been easy. With ancient ancestry and the background of a pure Roman, respect had come without question. She was a skilled warrior and a dedicated servant to Rome, a soldier of the Legion with ranking, no less. And then, there was the installment of fear. No one wanted to cross the heir to one of the city’s most prominent and powerful families. Financially and politically, they held an advantage. But soon enough, whispers of her waning loyalty began to spread. Her missions stood incomplete, her connections to her blood family were weakening, and she was even rumored to be engaged to a graceus. It was a scandal Zion had used frequently to pressure her into performing her duties as his rank in the Cult of Romulus finally surpassed her own. He had threatened to reveal the truth of her relationship with Storm to the authorities of the Cult, so she had given in to his orders, although she knew it was only a matter of time before the truth came to light on its own. Having lost her grip of power over the underground organization, there was only one choice left for her, and that was regaining that power, through whatever distasteful means necessary. In this case, it meant she’d have to return to the one place she dreaded most in this world -- home.
The lakeside villa Adriana was raised in was a stunning estate. One needed only to glance at it to see that the family in possession had no shortage of wealth. It was like the country home of a Caesar, complete with exquisite Roman architecture and lush gardens surrounding the property. But where most saw beauty, Adriana saw deceit. The back gardens that bordered the lake were indeed charming, yet they were surrounded by walls, shutting out the rest of the world and caging in the unlucky few who were commanded to remain. The masonry that made up much of the structure was hard and cold as it was elegant, a coincidental metaphor for the aged demigod who ruled over the property. It was a castle full of shadows, befitting of a “warrior queen” with a hesitance to speak of her origins. Beneath a dark sky and a pale moon, the entire area felt especially chilly -- and that wasn’t counting the unsavory sensation that ran down the daughter of Mars’ spine when she stood before the entrance of her former home for the first time in years.
After what seemed an eternity of waiting from the moment she’d knocked, one of the heavy wooden doors swung inward and she was greeted with the sight of the aged Italian housekeeper who had been her caretaker in the earliest years of her life. Gianna was a short but sturdy legacy of Ceres, the kind of woman who wasn’t afraid to smack a child’s hand for reaching into the cookie jar, yet spoil them in the few moments her employer wasn’t looking. She had nursed Adriana before she could walk, clothed her, made her meals, and tended to her wounds every other day when she had them. She had a strong stomach and even stronger will to continue working for her grandfather after all she had witnessed. Adriana had always admired that about her and oftentimes wished she could return, just to visit the lonely old lady who’d dared to show her an ounce of kindness. Gianna gaped at the girl who stood outside the door, but her look was not one of a joyful welcome; it was a look of abrupt horror, for she’d never expected to see the child she’d known return to the source of her many nightmares.
“Gianna,” Adriana offered the housekeeper the faintest of smiles. “È bello vederti di nuovo.”
Gianna shook her head in disbelief, muttering quiet Italian worries under her breath before she responded, “Vorrei poter dire lo stesso, signorina.”
Adriana sighed, expecting no less. Gianna knew well she wouldn’t have come unless the matter were desperate. “I’ve come to speak with Nonno. È importante.” When it became apparent that the elder woman was considering shutting the door for Adriana’s own sake, she was forced to step forward, pleading gravely with the expression in her amber eyes. “Please...”
Helpless against Adriana’s desperate composure, Gianna caved, nodding solemnly as she stepped aside and pulled the door further open. After a steadying breath, Adriana stepped over the threshold and into the foyer. The villa was just as vast and grand as she remembered it -- the kind of home that made even the boldest of hearts feel small. As the door shut behind her, the sound echoed off the walls, as did their footsteps as Gianna led the way to her grandfather’s study. The deeper in she got, the more it seemed to Adriana that the walls were closing in on her, trapping her again just as they had in her youth. She’d never been a claustrophobic, but along the tense path from the entrance to the study, she suddenly understood what it might be like for those who were. It was similar to her former attacks of anxiety -- her heart rate picking up, the air harder to breathe -- but she couldn’t afford to let the house overwhelm her. Not before her task was complete.
The study was located behind another set of heavy wooden doors. Behind them, Adriana could hear the faint sound of a crackling fire, shuffling papers, and the scratch of a pen as words were inked into a page. Gianna knocked a few times abruptly on the door, announcing her presence. A voice rose above the softer sounds, dry and apathetic in its tone.
“Come in.”
Adriana’s body went rigid, unable to draw breath for a brief instant. This was it -- her last chance to turn away -- but as thoughts of friends, loved ones, and her beloved camp and city flashed through her mind, she knew there was no turning back. She steeled her resolve as the door was pulled open for her. Gianna looked up to wish Adriana luck, to which she nodded thankfully before stepping inside. Again, the door echoed as it shut, signaling the finality of her choice.
“Buonasera, nonno.”
Gaius Caninii preferred to complete the majority of his work after sundown beside a crackling fire in an office that seemed to shut out all other sound. It helped to clear his mind and keep him on track. He was all too aware that his mind could drift if provided the proper temptation. One never truly ceased being a Senator, even after the work day was done. To the right of his desk, in front of the fire, a greyhound with charcoal fur rested, soaking up warmth to combat the otherwise chilly building.
The steady scratching of Gaius’ pen persisted when he heard Gianna knock on the door, though a sigh did escape him. He wasn’t fond of nor used to visitors, especially at such a late hour. It was probably one of his fellow senators, fussing over the recent events, so he didn’t bother to look up, either -- until the familiar voice happened to be the last one he expected to hear.
Straightening his posture and locking eyes with his granddaughter, the son of Nemesis cleared his throat before answering with a carefully selected greeting. “Adriana -- you know it’s impolite to interrupt a man at work. If you thought your absence this year would make your return of any special interest to me, I suggest you leave while you still can. Disrespect is not something I tolerate mildly.”
“You haven’t changed, Grandfather. Not in the slightest...” Adriana returned with a subtle glare, maintaining a serious composure as she stepped forward to stand before his desk. She was well aware that she’d been ignoring her usual familial events and duties since her feelings toward his ideals had changed, however, she would have to set aside those issues and her hatred of the man for the time being. If anything hadn’t changed, it was that the welfare of Rome would always come before her own. “Although my behavior hasn’t been- ideal of late, I believe that we have some more pressing matters to discuss. I’m sure you’ve kept abreast of the Dominus incidents?”
“Yes,” he answered, sounding quite bored with her line of inquiry. “I have also recently heard that those behind said incidents have been dealt with, so why should I consider the topic relevant?” Already, he had returned to penning notes on a document, to which his granddaughter took instant offense.
Adriana hardened her resolve and with a resounding thud, slammed the flat of her hands onto his desk, successfully drawing his gaze away from his work. “Because of who was involved! Do not act like you’re impervious to the meaning of this!”
Gaius sighed and sat back in his chair, folding his hands over a crossed set of legs. He paused in his answer only a moment, giving the young woman a chance to restore her composure. “Zion Samuels -- one of three parts of the Dominus and a rising influence in the underground. If I remember correctly, you two didn’t quite... get along. But apparently he’s gone missing. Why should he be of any further concern to anyone?”
“That’s a horrendous understatement,” she replied, returning her hands to her sides as her temporary rage died down. “But yes, Zion. He may be missing, however, his disappearance doesn’t necessarily purge the effects of his influence. Zion had power-- a lot of it. He came far too close to controlling the Cult of Romulus, and his sudden absence is going to leave a significant power gap in our ranks. If it’s not filled soon, I fear New Rome could be thrown into chaos-- politically, at the least. We are still recovering from this Dominus war. The city does not yet have the resources to withstand the potential consequences of a traditionalist one. If we don’t respond, everything we stand for-- everything you stand for --will burn out.”
That seemed to pique the old man’s interest in her arrival. He sat for some time, tapping a few fingers against his knee as he mused silently over her words. Then, he stood, brushing off the crimson vest he wore as he paced toward the fire, staring into the flames in deep thought. “I see... So, what is it that you’ve come to suggest?”
Adriana was watching him closely, carefully, as the words finally rolled off her tongue. “I need your help. You have connections all throughout this city, strong ones. You understand this society in a way that few others could possibly comprehend. And though we disagree on... some issues, I believe that you want the best for Rome. The balance of power in the Cult needs to be restored. Your time for leadership may have passed, but mine hasn’t. If we could restore things to how they once were, how they’ve always been, I would openly share that power with you-- but first thing’s first. We need to know who we can and can’t trust. I thought you might be able to sit down with some of your- companions and judge their loyalties. It would be a start, at least.”
“You wish me to evaluate the allegiance of my colleagues?” Gaius nodded in consideration, turning towards her, but something was off. He had a calculating look in his eye, an ambition of his own that he had yet to voice. She had no doubt he would use her plea for help as a means to serve his own ends. “I can see the benefit of your ambitions, child, but what I must wonder is why you can’t simply interrogate the other members yourself? Surely it’s not out of your reach to have these chats on your own?”
“Typically, no -- it would not be an issue, but it seems many of them have lost their trust and respect for me,” Adriana admitted with a rough swallow. She was nearing a topic she’d been hoping to avoid. “I’ve been busy-- with the Order. I haven’t been able to complete my missions and--”
“--And rumors have begun to spread that you’re engaged to a graceus.” As the harsh tone wove its way into Gaius’ voice, Adriana tightened, her wariness for the evening at an all time high. “Only, they’re not rumors, are they?” His amber eyes bore down on her with a force she hadn’t felt in years, spurring both fear and rebellion in her heart.
“No,” she answered him matter-of-factly, though a minute shakiness in her voice could be detected. “They’re not rumors. We’re engaged and I would like to marry him -- You knew?”
“Of course I knew!” Gaius turned on her with a thunderous change in volume, a rage letting loose that forced Adriana to step backward against his desk, bracing the edge with her hands. “Am I deaf? Blind? My reach in this city extends far beyond your own comprehension. Whatever is news rarely avoids me. Perhaps I wanted to believe the rumors were mere gossip at first, but soon enough I learned the truth, and I am disappointed in you, Adriana.” Standing in front of her, he shook his head, and despite his age, he seemed to tower over her form. “You have so much potential and you are wasting it on this boy. I thought I taught you better than this. You should always keep your enemies closer than your friends, but instead you chose to mingle with a graceus and your standing in the Cult of Romulus has been practically forfeited, so you’ve been left desperate enough to come begging to me for help!”
“So what?!” Adriana’s fear began to morph into anger. “I was happy! I loved him and I knew the risks. For once, I wanted to make a choice that was for the better of me and not just the greater good! Is that so unforgivable?”
“What it is is selfish! Naive! The wish of a child--!”
“Yes! A child-- a child who was never given the chance to be herself in the first place!” She had finally caught her grandfather off guard. As she stepped forward, he stepped back, listening to her manifested rage with wide yet curious eyes. “I may have kept my friends closer than my enemies, but you taught me much more than that. The enemy of my enemy is my friend, remember? And right now, we share a common enemy, so I am coming to you as an ally-- a friend --to seek your help, which, believe me, is the last method I would willingly resort to.” She paused to take a long breath and restore some of her cool, knowing any further overreaction might blow her chances. When her eyes reopened, not quite burning so darkly, she restated her pitch. “Nonno, I need your help. I need to restore my place in the Cult so that I can figure out who is worth trusting and who not to cross. It’s the only way your or I are going to get a significant grip on that power again. Now, are you with me, or not?”
Everything was hinging on this moment, whether or not he accepted her plea. Should he refuse, then her mission to investigate the Cult of Romulus would come to a grinding halt. She wouldn’t be able to learn much from anyone if they couldn’t trust her. Should he accept, he wouldn’t do so without conditions of his own, and there would be consequences, but she felt whatever sacrifices she’d be forced to make would prove to be worth it in the long run. After all, if New Rome was left to burn, everyone she loved would lose the safest home they’d ever had. Even if she managed to drive her friends away, they would be safe. Surely she would find peace knowing that her actions from hereon out were for their own well-being, right?
Gaius studied his grandaughter for a minute or so, mulling over her words. She was bold and ambitious, but more moral than he had ever expected her to be. She was driven by an innate desire to protect those that she loved, unlike himself, whose sole ambition was to further his family, to provide them with power. In a way, they both sought to protect, only Adriana did so out of love and he did so out of cold necessity for his status in society. He pursed his lips and responded with a half-nod, “I will help you with your task; however--” holding up a hand, he silently ushered her toward the study doors, “If I am to do so, you must agree to a few terms of my own.”
He led them out of the fire-lit study and down the chilly stone corridor toward the stairs that curved upward on either side of the atrium. Adriana was quiet as they ascended the stairs, allowing him to speak his terms while she endeavored to silently guess where he was taking her. “Firstly, if we are to restore your status and begin this investigation of yours, we’re going to do simultaneously, in my own way. If we are working together, I must keep you close and know that I can trust you, otherwise this entire operation will be compromised from the start.”
As they neared the end of the upstairs hallway, her curiosity reach an all-time high. Gaius fished a key from his pocket and unlocked the door to a room that she’d never seen before. When she was a child it had always been locked, a place she was forbidden to enter, until now. “This was your mother’s room,” he explained as they stepped inside. The furniture was ornate, yet coated in a layer of dust. Clearly, the place hadn’t been cleaned for nearly two decades. Ironically, the exact state of the room seemed to resemble the state of her mother in reality. The woman had quite lost her touch since both of her children had been torn from her arms. “When she was your age, in the few months that she still lived here, I had a dress commissioned for her. I hoped she might wear it to a few parties with the intention of attracting a boy, but... it never quite suited her-- and apparently, she’d already had one.” His last comment came out as more of a grumble, which didn’t surprise her.
“A dress?” Adriana knew her mother’s story well. She too had fallen for a boy with Greek blood. Only, in her case, they hadn’t been engaged until after she was pregnant with his child. She’d sought out Gaius for his blessing and aid, but instead, he’d sent her away to the estate in Sicily, unable to forgive her for what he saw as the betrayal of his one and only beloved child (he had also supposedly arranged the untimely death of her fiance, but there was no evidence to convict him). It was for this reason that Adriana had attempted to keep her relationship with Storm a secret. “How is that supposed to help us?”
“Because--” Pulling out another key, this time from a chain concealed beneath his shirt, Gaius moved over to an old wardrobe. It unlocked with a sharp click and the doors creaked when they were swung open. “The best way to loosen the tongues of men and enchant their respect is not with scheduled meetings, but with a night of joyous entertainment, good wine--” he reached back into the wardrobe and brought out a stunning black dress that left Adriana gaping in admirable awe, “...and beautiful women.”
In that moment, it did not occur to her that this dress was the same one that had once haunted her nightmares -- the same dress that she had been wearing for a party, in this villa, as she’d gone around spilling the blood of all those she’d cared for. She was so taken aback by its magnificene that the warning evaded her completely. Gingerly, she ran her fingers along the fabric, still entranced by its elegant yet dangerous allure. It was no wonder it had never suited her mother-- a spoiled socialite princess --when it was clearly made for a woman warrior, not unlike herself. “It’s incredible!” she exclaimed, practically a whisper, before her senses kicked back in and her gaze lifted to her grandfather. “You want to throw a party?”
“I don’t see why not,” he smirked at her admiration of the dress before hanging it in the wardrobe once more. “The city is rid of the Dominus threat, they’ve had their memorial service-- All that’s left to do is repair the damage and raise some morale. I beleive some spirits and dancing could give us an advantage in combing the gossip and reminding our underground fellows that the influence they’ve seemingly forgotten you possess is very much still in your grasp. Like you might say, it’s a start.”
“Okay... So you want me to stick around and let you throw a party? I can do that.” Adriana had to admit, his reasoning was sound. They could get a headstart on both their current goals with a little bit of celebration, and honestly, she could use a break from the stress of recent events. “Any other conditions you’d like me to agree to before we get started?” She crossed her arms as she asked, creating a sort of personal armor in case his further requests attempted to throw off her resolve, as she expected they would. If Gaius was going to trust her, she would have to sacrifice something to prove that she was really up for tasks to come.
“One,” he announced with an eerie cool, a grave undertone successfully keeping her attention. “You need to break off your engagement. Keep the graceus as a friend-- as a lover, if you must --but make no permanent ties with him. If you want your status restored, you can’t afford to give this gossip of your affair any more life.” After a moment, he held out his hand to her, her last chance to make or break the arrangement she’d came for. “Do we have a deal?”
All of Adriana’s muscles tightened upon hearing his final condition. Her face betrayed nothing but calculation when internally, she was struggling with her answer. Did she want to break off her engagement with Storm? No. Would it make either of them happy? No. But was the happiness of two people worth risking the condemnation of an entire city? No. Closing her eyes, she took a shaky breath and reorganized her thoughts. Even if she agreed, she could explain the situation to Storm. Hopefully, he would understand and they could plot some scheme to run off together once and for all to start their life as soon as she’d completed her mission. Then again, would her “mission” ever actually end? There was always going to be something threatening the safety of Rome. Even if one threat was destroyed, what was to say a new, nastier one couldn’t arise from the ashes? In the end, all she could do was hope for the best. She’d take this step by step, and if the consequences of her decision hurt her in any way, so be it. It would be a fitting punishment for the sins that haunted her past.
Dropping her arms, Adriana met her grandfather’s eyes and shook his hand firmly. “Deal.”
A grin spread across his features with the predatory thrill of a ravenous wolf. “Bentornato, Adriana.”
Hey, guys! Here is the long-awaited Trials part two. This excerpt follows the first two stages or “doors” of the Trials. The first stage is written out in full detail as I intended it to be the longest portion of the event. The second is much less glamorous and more of a summary, but you can expect part three to be a better, shorter, and sweeter balance on length. I apologize for any typos, missing words, etc. In eagerness to get this out to you, I wasn’t able to do a full review of my writing. But, once again, enjoy! Note: when Adri mentions “Camp Jupiter’s wolves,” she is not referring to the lycanthropes but to the wolf mascot of the Fourth Cohort, as indicated by the PJO/HOO canon database.
”Let the Trials begin!”
At the moment Natasha completed her speech, the five contestants darted from their starting places and into the maze before them. It was like someone had flipped a switch on all of them at once. The burst of speed and adrenaline was simultaneous. Despite that fact that the Trials weren’t necessarily a race, each felt compelled to run as if their life depended on it; however, while the others kept sprinting toward inevitable danger, Andreas and Adriana seemed to have the same idea—they paused. Although rushing headlong into danger was thrilling, it wasn’t exactly wise or sensible when the keys to their victory had to be earned. Like every training exercise and sparring match, the centurion would start by developing a best guess as to what she was facing.
She halted within several yards of the opening, looking backwards to watch as it sealed and silence fell. Odd, it was—like a magic barrier had been wrapped around the maze to prevent any sort of communication between the candidates and the crowd, which made sense. Any outside guidance would likely be considered cheating. It would be one way to disqualify unworthy candidates, but masking the exterior sound evened the odds and made individual performance a necessity. Inside the course, they were well and truly alone.
Smooth stone walls stood at Adriana’s back and sides. They were three times her height, at least, impossible to climb without some sort of ledge to grasp. For now, there was no way of glimpsing a potential path to the doors. She would have to discover a route on her own. But, before she went recklessly charging down the corridor, the daughter of Mars reached for her quiver, snatching her bow and an arrow. She loaded the arrow to the weapon and drew the bowstring, releasing the projectile into the uncharted space before her. Seconds passed. Her arms temporarily relaxed and lowered, her bow hanging loosely in a single hand. The shot had been a test. If there were any easily triggered dangers, Adriana wanted to know of them prior to her advance.
Her patience was met with a low whistling sound. From somewhere directly in front of her, a spear came tearing through the air. She dodged to her left, causing the mysterious weapon to crash into the sealed entrance. The wooden shaft snapped by the force of impact. If she’d been running in the spear’s path when it was released, the call would have been much closer and assuredly harmful. Thank the gods her career as a centurion had taught her that what looked harmless rarely was. She had to expect the unexpected. It was the only way for people like them—demigods, demi-titans, legacies—to survive out in the world.
So, the Trials were laden with booby traps. Adriana was glad she’d checked. Though it wasn’t her weapon of choice, she kept her bow at hand. Chances were she’d need it going forward. She crept along lightly, her senses tuned to detect any abnormalities in the walls that might signal a trap. After reaching the end of the first corridor, she was assured the spear-firing setup had retired its use, so she increased her pace.
Proceeding at a slight jog wasn’t as reckless as sprinting, but it wasn’t without its troubles, either. Turn after turn, corridor after corridor were loaded with all manner of tricks and obstacles. To the competitor, it felt like hours had passed, when really only minutes had gone by. It didn’t matter whether she went left or right or tried to map the layout of the maze in her head; it was constantly changing (or so she thought). She’d already suffered cuts, burns, and bruises from a few close calls too many. Projectile weapons, spewing fire, compacting walls, pitfalls—you name it, the Trials had it. Luckily, she had yet to encounter any monsters or any of the other contestants, but she knew that luxury wouldn’t last. One of them would have to fall behind, and even if it wasn’t in this stage, she was bound to confront one of her opponents eventually.
Okay. Another right. Another left. Walking, walking, aaaand… a dead end. Not the first she’d encountered and surely not the last. With a sigh, the warrior spun on her heels, prepared to stroll back the opposite way, when she froze. The opening of the dead-ended stretch she had entered had become a solid wall. She was trapped and she could sense it, the oncoming threat. It was like the calm before a storm or the tightness of reality just before gravity induced a fall. Her reflexes kicked in automatically. An arrow was nocked and drawn taut on her bow before she could blink. Surrounded by bare stone walls, she didn’t know what was coming, but it certainly didn’t feel as simple a trap as the others.
Similar to the trap with the spear, this new trap activated from the front, aimed to batter the candidate stuck in its stone cage. A volley of arrows, some combination of mechanics and magic, fired at Adriana from the surface she faced. Instinctively, she dropped down and rolled to the wall at her right. She’d taken a scratch or two in her evasive maneuver, marked with a fresh red line on her cheek and arms. Pressed flat against the side of the chamber, the arrows couldn’t reach her, but their barrage did not cease. Rather than crashing into the back wall like they should have, the projectiles passed through the surface like water and continued to stream from the origin of their attack. It was a ploy designed to corner anyone who wandered into its grasp. Without proper training, its victim would have been torn to shreds.
Fortunately, Adriana was very well trained. She’d managed to avoid any serious injuries, however trapped she was against the relentless onslaught of what she typically perceived to be a weaker weapon. Setting aside the immediate concern of becoming swiss cheese, the centurion decided to fire an arrow of her own. She shot for the wall that appeared to be functioning as some sort of magic portal, hopeful that the magic would apply to objects beyond those of the trap itself. Alas, only the enchanted weapons seemed capable of passing through. Merda.
How was she going to get herself out of this mess? There was no way of climbing the walls or digging under them. She saw no levers or switches that might shut off the bombardment. At this rate, she was gonna be stuck there all goddamn day! Miraculously, the small peak in her frustration coincided with her lucky break. Quite suddenly, the offensive ruse glitched. The centurion surmised it had temporarily run out of magic power because, for that brief time, everything felt still. As if coaxing her forward, a short opening in the back of the chamber emerged from sliding stone. Not knowing when the barrage would start up again, Adriana took her chance. She dashed toward the low exit and lunged through it, escaping into a foreign corridor.
Of course, when she’d finally reached a space she had anticipated was momentarily safe and was met with yet another fucking arrow that she narrowly dodged on reflex, the daughter of Mars snapped a cord. She sprung at her offender, her gaze and judgment clouded by crimson as she tackled the other to the ground, straddling their abdomen and threatening to suffocate them under the applied pressure of her bow. A strangled sound of protest chirped from the victim’s throat, followed by a flurry of apologies and introductions. The poor thing was clearly frightened rather than fighting.
“I’m sorry! I’m sorry!! Adriana! It’s me! It’s M-Monica! I swear, I thought you w-were a monster or something!! I was coming a-around the corner and I j-just saw movement a-and I—”
Gradually, the familiar voice eased the centurion’s force and cleared her senses until she stopped seeing red and stared down at the legionnaire in surprise. “Monica?” Though no longer entirely threatening the girl, Adriana held her position, just in case she was playing innocent for an advantage. Honestly, she doubted it. Monica Dijon was a soldier in the Fourth Cohort, Adriana’s cohort. She was a reputably skilled archer, but she didn’t possess many other outstanding traits and had yet to best her centurion in combat. How and why she’d entered the Trials, the daughter of Mars could only wonder. “Relax. You’re fine. I’m not going to hurt you. For now, anyway.” At last, she removed herself from the archer and stood, offering a hand to help her up. A quick once-over of the girl, who looked quite frenzied and beaten up, prompted her to ask, “What happened to you? You look awful.”
“Gee, thanks.” Monica rolled her eyes but gratefully accepted Adriana’s help in standing. She continued with a sigh, “Oh, booby traps, weird magic, a couple of monsters—the expected. Just… a little more intense than I’d like.” Her subtle smirk regarded her centurion’s appearance. “You don’t look all that different. The Trials suit you.”
It was Adriana’s turn to smirk. “I’ll take that as a compliment. I’d likely be dead or gravely injured if they didn’t. So, any luck proving yourself ‘worthy’ yet?”
“Sadly, no. I’ve been more pathetic than worthy of late, to be honest. When I signed up for the Trials, I wasn’t expecting…”
“—this?” Adriana nodded. “Yeah, I get it. I don’t know what I was really anticipating either, but a stage like this was not like anything I had in mind. Looks like we’re both a little lost, then.”
Thinking upon her words, Adriana elected to suggest some cooperation. If neither of them had earned a key, there was surely no harm in them teaming up for a short while, was there? It wasn’t like they had to fight one another, after all. Together, they’d probably have a better chance at finding the doors or, at least, some answers. She glanced to their left, eyeing another unexplored path. “Why don’t we team up, watch one another’s backs? If we work together, we should find the doors faster. Besides, we’re both respectable warriors of the Fourth Cohort. I say we show these other candidates what Camp Jupiter’s wolves are made of.”
Once the suggestion was voiced, both girls were grinning. Monica nodded in agreement, flipping her bow in hand. “I like the way you think. Lead on, Centurion.”
Adriana and Monica were no doubt an efficient team. They had the advantage of being familiar with each other’s fighting styles, so watching each other’s backs was easy. Better, the majority of the traps they encountered as they pushed through the maze were duplicates of others they had already encountered and conquered. They seemed to be making good time, but with no clues to tell if they’d neared the doors, neither could be sure. They could just as well have been wandering around aimlessly for the past several minutes. Only the spectators would know.
As they were striding through yet another corridor, the daughter of Mars halted and turned on her companion, sighing, “Monica, I hate to say this, but I don’t think we’re getting anywhere this way. We should have found something by now. Maybe we should split up again, cover more ground.”
Monica frowned, unfortunately concurring, “You might be right. If we keep up like this, I bet we’re just going to be wandering new paths for an eternity. Whatever magic they used to build this place seems to be working against us.”
“I’m afraid that’s true,” Adriana grimaced. “It’s supposed to test our limits. I don’t imagine it’s in favor of cooperation. We should—”
“—wait!” Monica interjected, forcing a silence between them.
Adriana quirked an eyebrow at her when nothing out of the ordinary occurred. “Wait for what?”
“I thought I heard something, just… just give it a second. I want to be su—”
And that’s when they heard it—a distant but much too near cacophony of squawking and screeching. Looking out above them, they saw a flock of hard-to-make-out somethings closing in on their position. Fast. Adriana had a sick sensation that she knew exactly what they were. In an environment of narrow stone channels, they would be easy prey for any flying predator, but these in particular were a lot more troublesome than most.
“Harpies,” she growled, cursing under her breath. Without any further hesitation, she pressed a hand to Monica’s back and pushed her forward, ordering the girl to move. “Monica, run. Now!”
The two girls took off at full speed, sprinting back the way they had come. Their backtracking brought them closer to the harpies, but tearing through new areas of the course was too dangerous. They would be charging into undiscovered traps. Retracing their steps, they knew what to watch out for. However, running wouldn’t matter if the flying terrors caught up to them, which was inevitable, really. The ground was riddled in turns and tricks while the sky was left untouched. It quickly became apparent that fleeing wasn’t going to work. If they wanted to survive, they’d have to fight.
“Monica, listen to me,” Adriana glanced briefly at the legionnaire beside her, her tone ringing with the same authority it had the last time they’d been at war. “We can’t outrun them. Eventually, they will reach us and we will have to fight.” The centurion’s side prickled with phantom pain. She’d fought harpies before and she knew just how nasty they could get. She had the scars to prove it. “I want you to find a hidden spot. You’re the better archer of the two of us. I’ll distract them and lure them close enough to your position so you can start taking them out. After that, it’s every girl for herself. We’re outnumbered. There’s at least a dozen of them. Battling from the ground, we don’t have much of a chance, but we can damn well try.”
“Okay, I can do that,” the daughter of Janus replied, “but where am I supposed to hide? It’s not like there’s that much variety in the structure of this place.”
“I know.” Adriana sighed. “But you just have to. Sneak around a corner maybe? Try to be inconspicuous? If we can take a few of them out by surprise, it may give us an edge, however small. We’ll need it.”
Monica shook her head doubtfully but didn’t deny her superior’s point. “Alright, I’ll try.” She offered a slight, fleeting smile. “You’re not half bad, Adriana. Ya know that?”
The daughter of Mars smirked in reply, “Neither are you, Monica. If we make it out of this, remind me to take a few archery pointers from you. Gods know, I could use ‘em.”
“Yeah, you could.” Monica jested, bearing a grin as they charged on down another stone strait. The area was recognizable with the exception of the new opening that broke the wall on their left. With no time to stop, Adriana planned to ignore it, conscious that it likely possessed more traps, but Monica paid no mind to the potential threat and charged abruptly through the space, exclaiming with a glimmer of curious hope, “Wait—this way!”
Adriana spun on her heels, staring down the mystery corridor in confusion. Monica had no reason to bolt into unfamiliar territory unless— “Monica! Stop!!” —unless, it was a trap. Sure enough, there was a perfect albeit unusually convenient ledge sticking out from one side of the channel that the archer could shoot from. In her gut, Adriana sensed it was not put there to aid them.
Monica did pause, but too late. As Adriana lurched through the opening, the trap sparked to life, snaring the archer in an electrified net. Her scream jarred the centurion in ways that she could not explain, nor that she would ever want to recall. She stood there for a moment, staring at Monica while the Trials executed their torture. A part of her considered leaving the agonized girl as prey for the harpies. It was cruel and awful, but she was no longer in any condition to fight, so what other purpose could she serve? A distraction for the monsters would give Adriana an edge in this competition—however, she wasn’t that heartless. Practical as her darker theory was, she would have to save it for an enemy. She wouldn’t even deserve a key if she claimed her success by sacrificing a friend.
After recovering from her brief pause of moral strife, reached out to yank the net off of her companion. It zapped her fingers, reminding her that there was a current running through it, she cursed, and then she resolved the situation by snatching her whip and using the weapon with its nicely shock-resistant grip to drag the snare away from its victim. Kneeling down, she checked for a pulse, as Monica had drifted from consciousness, and finding one, she sighed in relief. In normal circumstances, she would have carried her to safety, but the harpies were closing in, perhaps seconds away. She stashed Monica under the ledge she’d been aiming for, sending up a silent prayer that the harpies would chase turn their attention to her once she was on the run again.
This was where things got tricky. Without one of the Legion’s best archer’s as backup, Adriana would be facing over a dozen harpies on her own. She’d never be able to fend them off by hand alone; she needed a strategy. Or maybe, what she needed was a trap of her own. The maze was filled with them. If she could use her knowledge of the Trials’ dangers against her enemies, she might even be able to eliminate them. It was a stretch, but her only hope.
Returning to the previous corridor, the warrior waited with a loaded bow, her amber gaze trained on the horizon for the first sight of feathered flesh. When she saw it, she made her shot, sending one of the creatures, as a corpse, to the ground. Stunned and infuriated, the flock instantly locked their attention on the fierce-eyed soldier. “Come and get some, bird brains,” she grinned wickedly and turned around, darting a third time over the paths she and Monica had crossed earlier. The harpies hounded her with slashing talons and a frenzy of awful squawking. She shot a few more down with her bow, but most of the damage her pursuers sustained was caused by the traps she activated along the way. Some were impaled by spears, others burned, more tangled in nets of all sorts; however, the booby traps weren’t making nearly the dent she anticipated they would. At this rate, she’d have to step up her game to avoid suffering the wrath of the ravenous flock.
She thought then of how nice it would have been to have Storm or Rockie at her side. Their powers could have blasted or blown her opponents out of the sky without hardly lifting a finger. Storm had so much faith in her skill, yet she hardly had an ability capable of wiping out a dozen or so harpies. She reflected on their first meeting, when they’d spoken to one another about their powers. She had insisted that his godly abilities heavily outweighed her own, and yet he’d admitted in response: “I get the feeling though that cursing someone’s weapon might be quite helpful when you have an arrow hurtling towards your face.” He wasn’t wrong; it was a comforting advantage to possess, but—Di immortales! Arrows!! Storm was right. Her power was helpful, possibly even life saving.
With renewed vigor, Adriana sprinted through the web of corridors and corners, blazing her way toward the trap that had nearly incapacitated her earlier. Her plan was mad, but there was no one to judge. She figured, if she could use her cursing ability to shield just herself from the arrows in the magically powered death trap, the surrounding projectiles would take out the harpies as they closed in on her. Hopefully the freaks were clouded by rage or merely dumb enough to fall for it.
When the entryway came into view, she slowed, allowing her followers to catch up. It didn’t take long. In seconds, they were practically on her. She riskily slipped underneath a few slashes to somersault into the center of the trap. As her gut tensed to warn of the impending magical barrage of arrows, she held her ground, locking eyes with the harpies to coax their anger. The closer they came to tearing her to shreds, the more likely her plan was to work. Sure enough, they launched at her, blinded by anger and the deception that they’d finally trapped their prey. As she was about to become the victim of a vicious shredding, Adriana crouched down and blocked her face with her forearms. Her bracers, chest plate, and greaves were her only additional defense if her trick went south.
The centurion’s dedicated focus paid off. She placed her trust in her power, commanding a curse that turned every weapon on a path to harm her to useless paper, but anything else in the arrows’ wake was swiftly buffeted by wave upon wave of pointed projectiles. The few monsters that escaped complete annihilation had flown away in fear. The rest lay dead, fading to dust around her.
She held her position until the trap deactivated; however, this time, it didn’t stop as a result of low magic power. It just… stopped. Suspicious, she moved her arms aside and peeked around the area. The chamber had closed her off to all but one exit through which a door could be seen. At her feet was a small golden key, glowing a bit with some sort of residual magic. She should have been entirely amazed, but she honestly wasn’t. The Trials so far had been hellish enough to drain the joy out of moving forward. The most it provided was a vague sense of relief. She knew, as soon as she passed through the door, things would only get harder.
Despite the risks, Adriana did what she was expected to do—she picked up the key, got to her feet, and kept going. She slipped the key into the door’s lock, pausing before she turned it. “No going back, right?” A halfhearted smirk tweaked the corner of her lips as the door clicked, opening for her.
One down, three to go.
The second stage of the Trials was, astonishingly, no where near as eventful or challenging as the first—at least, for Adriana. The course was still organized like a maze, but it was constructed of large hedges with thick branches and the occasional brush of grappling vines, enchanted to constrict and seize any candidates that passed by. The traps were no less numerous but most of them dealt with medium-sized monsters rather than magic or weapons. In fact, slaying monsters happened to be one of the daughter of Mars’ most proficient skills.
She had won her second key after defeating a rather massive scorpion beast, about the size of a small elephant, while the two were restricted within a ring of magically induced fire. She came out with a few scrapes and bruises, but no serious injuries. Damian Titus had a similar method of success and Karen Fisher had snaked her way through the maze virtually unseen. Her ability to blend in with her surroundings, much like a chameleon would, was cleverly effective. All she’d had much to worry about was the vines.
Andreas Kite had the same struggle with the nature of the labyrinth as Karen, however, one of his encounters with the conscious plants had brought about his failure. The son of Vulcan was strong, but the greenery put him out of his element. Unlike the first stage, there were no mechanic traps for him to detect. He had to rely on instinct to fight his way through. Sadly, his greatest instinct was tethered to the use of his strength. When a patch of nasty constricting vines got a hold of him, he tried to tear his way out, unaware that struggling only increased the plants’ impact. By the time his fellow contestants earned their keys and moved onto the third stage, he was still rather tied up.
The next stage would definitely be interesting as it narrowed down the final two contenders in the Trials. In the stands, bets were becoming intense. Spectators were torn between the ruthless children of war and the sly daughter of Arcus. Each of them had shown impressive potential for victory thus far. Realistically, any of the three could be the last man—or woman—standing. Conflict would soon be inevitable.
Below this read more is the first piece of a three part self para I will be posting for Adriana in regards to her Trials for the Order of Remus. As it is a para relevant to the Fire and Glory plot as a whole, I highly recommend you find a chance to read it. Special thanks to Micah, Smam, Britt and anyone else who has aided in the writing of this piece. Note: the final section of part one was written by Micah from Natasha's POV and edited by myself. Enjoy!
The morning of the Trials seemed no different than any other. Fiery sunlight shone through the windows of the barracks, signaling the sunrise. It was still early, hours before she would take up her sword, but Adriana awoke regardless. This could very likely be her last morning as a centurion and she’d be damned if she let it escape her. With the sort of finesse that one did not typically associate with a warrior, she slipped herself from her partner’s arms and out of bed, leaving the son of Zeus sleeping soundly where he lay. Watching the gentle ups and downs of his breathing, she couldn’t help but reflect over the past few months. So much had changed in so little time. No longer was she the solitary soldier who carried out her duties like clockwork; she was a soldier with allies and friends and loved ones—people she would die for. More importantly, her companions had helped her to realize her independence. She could pick her own battles, her own morals, and her own loyalties. There would always be a risk with her grandfather around; however, if she let things lie, she would become the heartless war dog he wanted her to be. No more. The Order would be a new beginning. She would become who she wanted to be, not who she was told to become. Nothing would stand in the way of the Warrior Queen and her freedom.
While rounding the bed to enter the bathroom, Adriana brushed a few fingers through Storm’s hair, pressing a breath of a kiss to his forehead. Alas, he was unconscious and would not respond to her gesture; but, perhaps, it was better her gratefulness not be fully realized. There was no doubt she was madly in love with her slumbering boyfriend. If he wanted her to run away with him or help him take over the world, she’d say yes in a heartbeat. And that was exactly what worried her. New Rome was in danger. She was needed here. Until Dominus was brought to justice, she would have to stay to defend the things she loved most and to fight for her own future. She’d have to avoid, for the moment, rushing into any further romantic commitments, whatever those might be.
After a brief shower to clear her thoughts and kindle her energy, the centurion began her daily preparations. She started by fixing her hair in a braid. The arrangement was loose enough to drape over her shoulder, yet stable enough to remain mostly intact during combat. Next came her usual attire: underwear, sports bra, well-worn black jeans, modified Camp Jupiter top, combat boots—and then, she changed up her routine. At that point, she’d typically throw on her longsword and leather jacket and be on her way, but the Trials demanded a little extra preparation. She clipped her greaves on over her boots, laced up bracers on her forearms, buckled a holster for her throwing knives and whip to her right thigh, and pulled out her rarely worn upper body armor. The corset-style chest plate had never been the easiest piece to strap on. She could tie the front together just fine; it was tightening the sides well enough that was a slight challenge. Her muffled curses and the struggled noises of leather and metal must have been a notch or two louder than she expected because she had somehow missed the indicative sounds of her boyfriend rising from bed and his sudden voice so close nearly caused her to jump.
“Good morning, Warrior Queen,” Storm grinned, wrapping his arms around her waist and leaning in to steal a greeting kiss. Adriana gladly reciprocated.
“Morning, Thunder Prince.” She smiled and spun around, momentarily ceasing the battle against her armor to look him over. He was still in just his boxers, which she didn’t necessarily mind, but the serious nature of the day ahead prompted her to suggest, “Wanna get dressed and help me with this armor? I’d rather save my frustration for what lies ahead, if you know what I mean. Frustration fuels anger, anger fuels serious ass-kicking and whatnot.” She shrugged, smirking. “And I’d also like to get in some warm-up before the big event.”
Storm chuckled and kissed her once more, “Of course. My beautiful Angel of Death should look her best when she’s out kicking arse.” With a grin, a wink, and a quick slap on her ass, he strolled off to get dressed. Adriana wasn’t even surprised by his actions at that point, rolling her eyes, her smirk hardly faded as he readied himself.
The next several minutes included a fair bit of fumbling and fiddling with her armor. The daughter of Mars would attempt to give an instruction and perform the same detail at the same time. It led to a great deal of confusion. “Okay, so you’ve got to pull this strap like this, and then it loops through here and you buckle it back—“ “Like this?” “Yea—no, no, no! Too tight! Di immortales!” “Sorry! Sorry—! Shit. Uh… is that better?” “Much. You’re forgiven. Now help me with this side—” Once they finished with the troublesome chest piece, Adriana fastened the last of her equipment in place: a holster with her dagger and spatha on her back, her quiver with bow resting between the blades, and her trusty longsword belted at her hip. She glanced at herself in the mirror with a sigh. The last time she’d been this done up, Camp Jupiter was at war.
“Look, Storm… Whatever happens out there—“ she began, only to be interrupted and silenced by his words.
“I will be so fucking proud of you.”
She turned around and stared upwards, her amber eyes blinking at him in surprise but also thankful admiration. Her lips moved to speak again, stopped by yet another kiss and an arm around her waist. Gods, it drove her crazy how easily he could shut her up.
“Adriana, I love you,” he smiled, “no matter what happens. Whether you succeed or fail changes nothing. You won’t be able to get rid of me over some dumbass trials. I’m betting on you, Warrior Queen. Always.” Storm pressed his lips to her forehead and brushed a stray strand of auburn hair from her eyes, to which she returned his smile and laced their fingers together. “Okay. Guess I better not fuck up then. I wouldn’t want you to lose anything important.”
“That’s my girl,” he grinned, walking his lady to the door. “Come on. Let’s get you some breakfast.”
Food and a few practice drills had only taken the edge off of the centurion’s nerves. Despite her confidence, she was plagued by persisting doubts. Should she have waited longer? Was she truly ready for this? Why hadn’t AJ told her personally of his pulling out? Could there be something at work she didn’t understand? A hand on her shoulder slightly affirmed her, eliciting a sigh. “I know, I know—it’s just nerves. As soon as I get in there, I’ll be fine. You’ll see.” Why she was comforting her boyfriend when she was the one who needed reassurance, she had no idea. He’d clearly picked up on the way her fingers strummed against the pommel of her longsword when she was nervous. She pecked his cheek, flashing a small smile.
The Field of Mars loomed before them, its flat ground now occupied by a series of stands and a massive maze-like structure. It never ceased to amaze her, the swiftness with which Romans could build. The stage for these Trials would certainly be one to remember. There were four main sections, each constructed of different material: stone, vegetation, wood, and metal. She expected it would test her physical and fighting capabilities. Monsters were to be expected, as well as obstacles; though, what kind, she couldn’t guess. At the front, there were five openings—one for each candidate. In the end, only one would emerge. Eagles flew over the Field, surveying the maze, while the children of Arcus and Trivia appeared to be setting up an Iris-style rainbow viewing screen in the sky. Adriana had known the Trials were a big deal, but never had she imagined they would be this elaborate. Practically everyone in camp had contributed to the setup in some way. The competitors were truly the least knowledgeable about their impending event.
Already, the stands were filling with campers. Adriana was neither the first nor the last of the candidates to arrive. Three had already taken their place by one of the openings, sharpening weapons, stretching, and testing some last-minute tricks. So far, there was only one of them she’d label a serious threat: the first to arrive, a son of Bellona, Damian Titus. He was Roman-born and a member of the First Cohort with a few years on Adriana. She had sparred with him often enough when she was younger to know he was lethal. If they encountered one another during the Trials, she wouldn’t be able to hold back. Damian had never been the merciful type (and his new double sided guan dao was not a weapon she looked forward to meeting). Stepping forward, the daughter of Mars prepared to join her opponents when a familiar voice stopped her in her tracks.
“Adri! Wait up!”
To her pleasant surprise, Charlie Newton was running in her direction, followed at a variety of paces by the members of her cohort. She glanced over at Storm, pleading silently for him to wait, which he did, as she hurried to meet up with her best friend. She halted just short of him, bewildered. “Charlie? What are you doing down here? Shouldn’t you be seated by now? All the good spots will be taken!”
“Psh—I’m not worried about seats. There’ll be plenty.” Charlie grinned, glancing back at the rest of the Fourth. “Besides, your cohort wasn’t gonna let their centurion run off without saying goodbye.”
“And wishing her g-good luck,” added Tyler Cahill, stepping up to his heavily armed centurion. He had a smile on his face that she couldn’t resist reflecting as he asked for her wrist. Intrigued, she offered him her arm and watched as he snapped a new bracelet on under her left bracer. There was a symbol on the tight black band that she didn’t recognize, but he soon cleared up, “This is a symbol o-of protection. I know you probably don’t n-need it because you’re going to kick butt, b-but I thought you should have it j-just in case.” And then he hugged her—something she didn’t expect yet embraced regardless. She grinned and hugged Tyler back quickly, chuckling as they separated. “Thanks, Tyler. Help Charlie take care of everyone for me, will ya? I’ll expect the barracks to be in perfect order when I come to visit.”
“I-I’ll do my best.” The son of Hermes smiled once more, fixing his freshly tousled hair with a light dusting of laughter. “Take care of yourself, Adriana.”
“I will,” Adriana promised, flashing him a final smile as she moved on to chat briefly with the other legionnaires of her cohort. She gave a few parting tips to Jaime Elliot and Ara Chang, told Jacqueline that she was alright (for a child of Venus), wished Mena Evans the best with her boys and offered her aid in case the daughter of Nike ever needed it, and shook Will Solace’s hand, thanking him for all the hard work he’d put in since he’d arrived at Camp Jupiter. Lastly, there was Charlie.
The first thing she did was turn to him and fling her arms around his shoulders, ensnaring him in one of the tightest hugs of his life. They were both scared. Charlie was worried about governing the cohort without Adriana. Adriana was afraid that they were splitting up their partnership again, even if she was still going to be around. They had been sources of comfort and security for one another since the inception of their friendship. Loosening their bond in any way wasn’t easy. The embrace felt hours long, yet all too short as it broke apart.
Adriana looked up at him, smiling with a distant tinge of sadness. “Watch our cohort, okay? You know they like to get into trouble. If I make it through this, I’ll check in when I can, but…”
“Yeah, I-I know…” Charlie glanced down at his feet, a tad sad and anxious and bashful, as she was. “I-I have something for you, too.” With a small smile, he crouched down and hovered his hand over the ground until a white flower with a coral tint on the petals bloomed below his palm. He picked it out and stood up once more, proffering the familiar flora to his friend. She bit back a gasp, staring at the flower that nearly overwhelmed her with its mix of fair and foul memories. “Clarkia amoena,” she identified by a half-whisper. “Godetia,” he nodded, twirling the flower gently.
She shifted her gaze between the son of Ceres and the plant he held a few times, nostalgia flooding her tone when she spoke again. “They used to grow in my grandfather’s garden.” She took it from him, examining the beautiful token a little closer. Charlie knew they were her favorite. Whenever he came to visit her as a child, the white and coral blossoms seemed so much more alive and beautiful, and after he’d left to join the Legion, they’d all but died out. She hadn’t looked for them since then, but here and now, she was happy to have a piece of their memories to hold onto. A moment of silence passed. Then, Charlie carefully retrieved the flower from her hands and tucked it into her braid, weaving the stem a bit so it would stay in place. “It suits you,” he smiled gingerly, folding a stray strand of hair behind her ear.
The funny thing about Charlie’s choice of flower was that it suited Adriana in more aspect than one. Not only did it contrast well with her dark hair, but it also had a meaning which they both knew but did not speak of. The Godetia was also called the “farewell to spring.” It was fitting for a goodbye such as this—one that was sad in some ways, yet charmed by the opportunity of new and brighter beginnings. Months ago, Charlie had promised his support of Adriana moving on from the Fourth Cohort, but she hadn’t fully accepted that support until now. He would always be on her side, even if they weren’t necessarily fighting back-to-back. Best friends were meant to last forever, after all.
Adriana fought off a blush and punched him playfully in the shoulder. “Of course it does.” She paused. “Don’t miss me too much, loser. I’ll still be around, ya know.”
“R-Right,” he grinned, pulling her into one last hug. “I’m always gonna be there for you, Adri. So, don’t be a stranger.”
She grinned and hugged him in return, planting a swift kiss on his cheek. “Keep an eye on your leather jacket,” she winked. “The next time you can’t find it, I bet you’ll find me around the corner.”
Adriana didn’t stick around to register Charlie’s reaction. While she’d been busy meeting with her cohort, the last of the candidates had arrived. It was time for the Trials to begin. There was just one thing she had left to do. Hurrying over to her boyfriend, the centurion grinned and pulled him into a kiss. She would have stayed there for an age—alas, she had a victory to claim.
Storm had gladly reciprocated, sparing no ounce of passion for the few second kiss they shared. As it came to an end, he grinned and brushed his thumb along her cheek, gazing at her with all the pride he’d assured her earlier that he possessed. “Good luck, Warrior Queen. Go kick some fucking arse.” He smirked and pressed his lips to her forehead. “I love you.”
“Love you too, Thunder Prince.” She smiled, pecking his lips again before she ran off. “Now go get a seat before you miss the show.”
Natasha stepped out onto the small platform that had been erected for her. Today was the day. Dressed in black leather armor, she had pulled her hair back into a tight bun, her knives strapped to her belt and her baseball bat hanging lazily in her hand. “Candidates,” she said, her voice ringing out loud and clear around the stadium for the Trials. “You have been selected because you're the best of the best. You are fighters loyal to Rome, yet a few of you think these Trials are a waste of time.” She shot one or two of the candidates a piercing glare before continuing with her short, spontaneous speech. She had considered writing one but quickly dismissed the idea. This was no formal occasion.
“Today, you will be tested. You will be pushed to the limit. You will face your greatest fears and your mettle will be measured. Do not get me wrong or mistake me for one second--only one of you will be victorious.” The demi-titan smiled and set her shoulders back. “The Order of Remus is a new creation and I have the pleasure of being its first Commander. Do not think that means we allow weakness. In the previous three Trials, as you are all well aware, we selected none of the candidates.” She looked at the contestants before her. Her personal favourites were Adriana Caninii; daughter of Mars and legacy of Nemesis, Centurion of the Fourth Cohort, closely followed by Damian Titus; son of Bellona, Legionnaire of the First Cohort. They were her strongest contestants. However, the last three were not to be underestimated. Andreas Kite; son of Vulcan and Legionnaire of the First Cohort stood taller and more muscular than most in the Legion. Monica Dijon of the Fourth Cohort, daughter of Janus, was the best archer Natasha had seen in many years, possibly a good enough marksman to rival Blink or Dorian Rhoads. Finally, there was Karen Fisher; a daughter of Arcus with bright blue hair and a mischievous smile. She was a member of the Fifth Cohort and Natasha could not understand why.
“The objective,” she continued in the same authoritative tone, “is to collect a key and move on to the next stage. To gain a key, you must prove yourself worthy. How you achieve that is up to you; however, in each stage, there is one key less than there are competitors, so be warned. The last man or woman standing shall be considered the victor. Good luck. Let the Trials begin!” She concluded before walking from the stage to a flurry of applause and taking her seat next to Reyna and the other members of Camp Jupiter’s leadership.
On the Field of Mars below, the openings to the maze cleared and all five candidates sprinted through the wall, which sealed shut behind them. As of that moment, the Trials for the Order of Remus were officially underway.