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everytime the name "Tabuu" is mentioned i get so angry that I start heavily breathing and looking for something else to do than seeing him. I FUCKING HATE HIM SO MUCH I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I WANT HIM DEAD AGAIN I WANT HIM DEAD I WANT HIM DEAD I WANT HIM DEAD SEND CONFESSIO

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Annoying, slightly upsetting thing that keeps happening to me is

Media: Yeah this guy here? One of the worst guys (gnc) to ever exist. Absolutely evil. Deplorable. Horrible horrible mfer.

Me: Oooohhhhh shit. That's Literally Me™

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God. Chat. I really really hate being so conflicted. I hate that I constantly think about it. Unstoppable force of "I just want us all to be chill again. I want to talk to my sourcemates and for it to all be fine" vs Immovable object of "But God. Jimmy is just. Fucking. Ugh????"

I think this just kind of has to be a situation where its like. Good for you if you want to improve. I might talk to you. If not; you do you, but don't expect me to show up to your fucking. Birthday party or whatever. But I feel like that isn't enough. I don't know. I wish I was able to cement myself on either side of it but I just fucking can't and I hate it so. Soooo fucking much. Is it cruel to admit I'm not doing well? Just God, I'd kill to have one fucking thing be simple. We don't need my fucking crises on top of other shit we have to deal with, but really, now is the best time to deal with it. Rip the bandaid off while we have the time.

Just. Okay. I want to be like. Okay with interacting with A Jimmy. I want to forgive him, but like. It's so much more complicated than I know how to phrase it. There was an ask here a while ago (can't remember the exact phrasing, sorry. And this isn't a "omg guys this anon is at fault for whatever" that's not what I'm trying to do. My bad) that went, paraphrased, "The people saying they're chill with Jimmy are disregarding the things he did and missing the point of the game" and like. God. Yeah. You're kind of right, huh. Like, I know you're right but I just. Hate it. And I'm afraid that makes me an awful person because I just fucking. I don't know. I don't! I hate that I don't know! Why does shit like this have to be so fucking complicated. I'm terrified that I might just. Not be a good person for it. And that's really selfish, when I think about it. "Oh I'm more worried about how people think of me and if I'm a bad person for not being able to get over this" but just. I'm sorry. I don't know how. I don't know what to do. Someone please tell me what to do, because I can't deal with this, and my system doesn't know what to do either. Drowning and we don't know how to swim.

I'm melancholic and emotionally vulnerable today. My bad. I dunno.

-Daisuke 🌺 , Mouthwashing Fictive ( #sharkfeed ). Sorry for the super long ramble of a confession, MPC.

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