#chard rant

[chardbones]

I really wish I could start T but I'm not out to my family (more importantly,my parents) and I sure as hell don't have the money to pay for all the visits

And even though right now I feel like a guy and would really want to start testosterone but I I'm sometimes scared what will happen when I start feeling like a woman.

I start to question if this is the correct choice and if I'm sure