#charlotte.. writes?

[bubble-steven]

•》Diary..?

Bubble has always considered keeping a journal, feeling that maybe it can help hin... at least acknowledge what he feels sometimes.. or something like that. But, after what he went through with Lav and his journal (he still remembers it and still feels awful about it), let's just say he lost interest.

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However, the young man felt, and still feels the need to say his problems, express them with something... or someone. He definitely wouldn't go with the last option, he doesn't want to upset anyone else than he already has.

Maybe.. a recording would work? Like Peridot! But with his phone, it would be safer there than in a notebook that anyone could read if he wasn't careful enough to hide it. He wants to keep this as private as possible, these being his most private thoughts.

And at least dark enough to worry someone about their well-being. He is aware that the people around him already know that he... well, they already know that he is not well. The scars on his body gave away everything almost instantly. To tell the truth, he envied Lav a little... an anon removed his scars out of nowhere, lucky.

And.. with that he was already beginning to feel bad, he should not be envying his brother... He did not deserve any of the scars he had, especially the one on his chest. He started scratching his neck, he's in a very different position than Lav. He doesn't deserve the absence of his scars, rather, he deserves them.

He sighed, taking his cell phone and pressing the button to record his voice, doing a little test to see if he could hear himself well enough with the microphone. After checking it, he got comfortable on his bed, and began to record.

H-hey um.. gosh this f-feels dumb... Im j-just, trying this o-out I guess..I don't..

sigh

I t-think I've burdened people enough w-with my problems s-so.. as always, I-I'm going to try a-and keep them t-to myself

as m-much as i can, t-that is

I s-should try and number these.. s-so that i can order them... s-so.. since this is a s-small test uh- T-this will be log 0! Y-yeah, sounds good. I guess I'll finish this one here..

And with that, the first of what would be many recordings ended. Most of them being about his daily life of him, and the others being vents. The latter were usually accompanied with tears, or at least hitched breathing.

[bubble-steven]

•》 Home

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_Bubble's been looking for a home lately, peeking inside empty houses. But.. those were too big for her. Most of them had 2 floors and that... felt like a bit much._

_So she tried searching away from the boardwalk, smaller houses. She tried to stay in a couple of those, but... bad vibes, didn't like them anymore after the first night._

_Eventually she found what seemed to be an abandoned store with a second floor. The shelves were empty and dusty, and the light bulbs were broken. An actual abandoned store. This peeked her curiosity and walked inside, finding a door behind the counter, which led to the second floor._

_It was an apartment, Bubble gasped, immediately looking around the place. Right in front of the entrance there was a door that led to the bathroom. The rest of the apartment was open, The kitchen was right beside the bathroom, a table beside it. The bed was right on the other corner, the closet being at the wall in front of it. There was also a medium sized desk near the bed, an office chair on the side._

_The place was dusty.. but the lights worked! And the fridge was.. yeah she should clean it but! It was nothing she couldn't handle! She's officially brrbrr! She genuinely likes this place. Actually feels like home this time._